The melody we sang

The day we had today
Brought me back to the memories
Each and every part of it
Fills up a complete piece of puzzle
None of it should go missing
Juz like a pianist
I hope to continue this sweet melody


"当你姓名化作旋律在我脑海里"
From 林宇中- 旋律

Fragile Like A Glass

Spending 3 nites in a hospital was the very 1st time in my life. I had two episodes of breathing difficulties and body weakness juz in a week. Maybe now i'm realli juz as fragile as a glass bah. Guess i have to keep away frm all the dusts. I'm definitely not suitable for my vocation bah. Juz hav to wait and see how. Hav got a skin test on next thursday. Juz hav to wait till what they say. My mind is alr in a whirl le. I'm juz on MC till 29th.

Juz hav to thank my group of frens for cheering me up on the day of discharge. Seriously my mood wasn't that good in the days in hospital. What i can do is juz to watch some tv, eat and sleep. That's the most boring thing i will do manx. LOL. But a picked up a good habit i think. That is to read papers everyday and even read I WEEKLY. Think next time i hav to buy and read le. Though i seldom read chinese papers. It realli keeps people up to date wif entertainment news manx.

It's the pain that i felt when this thing went in manx. It's actually two long needles. They are much thicker than the ones we hav for injections. On the first day of hospitalization, they alr hang liquid on me liao. So it's like for two days i can't even bend my arms. Sometimes even getting up is a prob manx. I even hadto rest my arm on a pillow when sleeping. In conclusion, i didn't sleep well during the days in hospital.

Well, the bed view from my bed. It's juz an extra bed at the side bah. I will get all the privacy and a good view on wat's happening at the corridor. Every early morning regardless of 3am or 4am, there will confirm be someone walkin by.

"眼前下起的雨滴打在我心底
空荡表情瓦解了思绪
就让泪水无声无息"
From 张峰奇- 雨季

Signing off. JX.

I Wanna Be Free...

Oh manx... i juz feel so great today. It's been near to two weeks since i had a good outing. And it's been nearly 3 good months since i had a good outing wif my group. I realised something, my group can always lighten me up when in times of bad mood. Realli it's true. haha... Thanks peeps for making my day feel so good... YEH!

It's back to pool again after so many months. haha... To my surprise, i still can pocket the shots. Whee. Not bad not bad. (Not trying to hao lian...) The whole of the group actually lost a lot of touch la. Including me. I can't make a good cushion shot as well. Well, we can't be playing pool that often these days as well. That takes us back to the times when we go for pool sessions right after lessons. Real slack. But we do nid some enjoyment frm all the projects and courseworks as well la.

It's so crowded everywhere as well today. Though there isnt much people in bukit timah, it's juz damned crowded over at amk. Met xav at amk. It's good that now he can walk more normally. Well, of coz the whole of the group had a good nice chat at the food court in amk hub. Real good food there as well. Esp the oyster omelette. Damned it's nice. I will wan it again. Maybe slackin at AMK isn't a bad idea as well. We had rounds of initial d 3 and 4 session. AND... GOSH... We found ourselves a new kind of entertainment. The basketball machine at the arcade. wahahhaa... I think we tried more than 5 times to get to lvl 3 but we still fail. (the last attempt was juz three pts away frm target. good one. but i wasn't the one who play.) It's good sweat wif loads of energy consumed.

在孤单北半球里, 我等雨后的彩虹.
Rain showers me wif loneliness,
but it's the rainbow after that i will find.

Signing off. JX.

Juz A Day Away From Temporary Freedom

Yes. It's juz a day away to book out day and the end of my mc is actually today. Whee... so it's like temporary freedom for me till this sunday. Still unsure of wat time i will be bookin in but still hav to enjoy this temporary freedom that i will be havin. Nid to get down to beach rd to get my army stuffs also i guess.

Meeting my grp tmr in the morning. Gonna enjoy the day fully manx...

The Importance

After a week at tekong, i began to think that my thinkings hav all changed. Think back what az said before i went to tekong. hmm... all seems to be so true. I begin to cherish everything i'm havin. Maybe it's the one week that i lost touch wif everything that i had. Time is juz like the most impt factor in everything that i do. Taking for example the day that i had to book out at 8 in the morning and then book in 3.30 in the afternoon. I realli had to make full use of all the time. It's juz like so many things to do within juz the few hours itself. Lunch wif parents, a nap, a doc's appt and of coz all the travelling. Now i totally understand why people hav to hire a cab when they book out. I totally understand.

I guess i begin to cherish my frens more now. For most of my admin time in tekong, i hav been havin chats wif my group. It realli lightens me up during the time in tekong. I realli look forward to our gathering this thursday. Juz hope that we get the venue and time to be fixed soon. But i guess the venue has to be in the west like where we always hang out after sch eh. Juz thinking abt our times at k box as well where someone tend to be "snoring" away when singing. GOSH... that was juz one of the most memorable k box session that we had.

I am juz beginning to be tired of being a bird in the cage all the way till this wednesday nite where all my bunk mates book out. Oh ya... tend to be thinkin of them also. haha... not forgetting them always cheering ourselves up. Missing their craps again.

I'm like a BIRDY inside a CAGE

I'm now on my 7 days mc and i'm alr out of course for my BMT. Gosh... my skin condition is realli bad at tekong and it's really a very scary feeling seeing all my skin red when in tekong. Realli hope that my skin condition can juz go back to normal. For almost the whole of today, i was like a bird in a cage. Realli dislike this kind of feeling. Since young, i'm like one guy who always enjoy going out to chill out and to enjoy. I'm suddenly like someone who juz come back frm the country after a long period of time. But my life at tekong is juz like 5-6 days. Why? I juz can't understand. I realli wan to adapt back to my life here in sg.

Went to pop wanting to surprise wynne today but i think i failed totally. It's been realli more than a week since i last seen her. Guess i realli made a quick decision to go surprise her in the toilet. LOL... I realli juz wanna go back to our good old days. Seeing all the photos we had realli takes me back all the way to the good times that we had. Can we have it back again. Since i came out of tekong, i realli wan to cherish everything that i once had before. It's like realli a tot of mine. Indulging in good food has always been the things that we did. Realli miss all the times that we had though it's like onli juz one or two weeks ago. Can we?

李玖哲/周笔畅 - 你好吗

温柔的时间抚平我们的亏欠
过几天过几年伤会好一点

多久没见面孩子气有没有变
还记得我们从前笑的那么甜

baby 我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗

温柔的缠绵我也放下了依恋
过几天过几年伤会好一点

我收着照片安静在盒子里面
回忆是你我剩下唯一的关联

baby 我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗

问候是我对你好想说出的话
现在你过的好吗

我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗