The wrapping day...

What can i say... I was like wrapping stuffs non stop today manx. haha... wrapped lots and lots of christmas gifts. Erm... I think that's the most amount of gifts i wrapped in one year. Definitely i didn't hav any christmas mood today coz was working. But maybe a bit la... coming from all the christmas gifts that i wrapped. hmm... not bad not bad. Well, ate at a weird timeslot today. 3pm and 8pm. haha... was the onli one eating this timeslot so of coz meals was all alone. That was the most boring part of the day.

Suddenly i hav like so many types of chocs. one bar of mars, 6 bars of snickers and one packet of m&m. haha... woohoo... can enjoy them soon. that will be maybe tmr. Maybe will juz stay at home tmr. Been working for two days and i am realli tired.

._心情就像下了一场大雨

Christmas Eve...

It's sunday. Juz like any other sundays, i am back at work. Erm... sometimes i tot that it's quite hard to rmb all the promotions at one go. I went into the cashier counter and at the first glance so many new stuffs sia. hmm... well, it's christmas eve today and i expect today to be tiring and indeed it was.

Vickie popped in front of me to check the price of the correction tape.(EH? neva queue up ah?) LOL... She so called came and joined me for lunch. LOL... coz the other reason was that she nid to get textbooks. Went off for lunch at 2.30. That's realli late and lunch is one hour. haha... how nice. LOL... Went off wif her to look for anida's present. hmm... initially i tot we were going metro. LOL... Didn't noe that she wanted to go poh heng. hmm.. we were shown flowery types of earings. all onli one colour. If onli there was some silver in it. In the end, we went out of ideas. Dunno which one anida will like. SO? got vouchers instead. haha... the idea is always creative. LOL...

It's two meals of fast food today. Didn't realli like fast food nowadays. Initially i planned to eat rice for dinner. But nvm bah. haha.. long time since i ate KFC also. I guess dinner was realli boring. And i was quite tired as well, so didn't talk realli much.

Think overall i enjoyed my working day bah. haha... working tmr also. Had nice log cake today and brought a bear home as well.

New...

Wanted to blog yesterdae but was realli tired after the outing yesterdae. haha... Went to PS and Orchard yesterdae. Went to get a gift and az finally bought his headphones. We were at this weird topic at how big the earphones he wans. Dots... He realli hav got the giant headphone now. o.0 LOL... Well, We were realli weird at times. LOL... Realli can't imagine that we drank the coffee yesterdae night. But... I wonder why it had no effect on me. Talked on msn till 1.30am and i realli felt like sleeping. Was telling everyone on msn that we might nt be sleeping. But... I realli felt like dozing off. haha...

Well, today was another day at home. Nowhere to go. So tot of changing my blog skin a little. haha... Even added some christmas mood to it. LOL... Juz came back from compasspoint, gotten chocolates and wrappers. Since that day i bought the chocs at vivo, i got another two bars now liao. haha... Oh ya, still deciding whether to buy the adidas watch that i saw juz now. hmm... it's at an offered price also. Think i will juz go and get them tmr. Juz in case it goes out of stock.

Christmas is juz days away. hmm... so how's everyone spending their christmas? Everywhere seems to be decorated for the occasion. Can see christmas trees everywhere. Took some photos at orchard that day also. haha...

The two weeks away from work...

hmmm... it's been some weeks since i last updated my blog. Alright, i think i was realli too busy. Been doing assignments and all my sch stuffs. Finally i am back and updating my blog. Whee... Went back to work today at one today. Felt realli weird bah. This seemed suddenly like a 陌生 environment. Can't realli do all the stuffs smoothly and all the things are like changed a lot. There were lots of christmas stuffs on display. o.0 All the stuffs seems quite meaningful as a choice for christmas gift bah. So everyone was like queueing up non stop buying their christmas gifts.

Still tot that nid to wear the christmas hat today. But didn't. LOL... funny arh. Or else i will be like looking so weird. hmm... any chances that i will wear tmr as i will be doing front counter? i realli dunno. Hope not. I think today was quite alright bah. Enjoyed every moment. haha... Tomorrow is going to be another tough day liao and monday will be going k box i think.

._你现在的世界是否和我当时认识的一样?

"等待" 这两个字

Didn't wan to enter this blog entry yesterdae coz i was juz too tired after waking up at 6am yesterdae. The day went quite well for me as well. Onli had 2 hours of WISP in the morning as i think the lecturer for mobile robotics went on MC? well, i realli had no idea as we were not informed on anything. Went to block 56 after an hour of waiting. Juz to play some FM while waiting for vic and az.

Went to adam rd for lunch today. The nasi lemak there tastes good sia. Especially the chicken wing is juz extra crispy. haha... and one big cup of orange juice. That's my lunch manx.

The "rat" in a hat

Woke up in the morning rather on time sia. I should say abt 30 mins earlier. haha... Reached sch at 8.45am. 15 mins earlier for lessons. Everyone was like discussing so is there ead tutorial today. haha... I am sure that there is today. If there isn't, i noe that i will remember it very well. The tutorial today is a very short one i muz say. Lesson ended at abt 9.20 but we didn't wan to leave the class sia. Still remembered in the previous semesters where we would hav rushed to the canteen to get our breakfast, guess this semester is realli different.

Juz quite surprised that there is quiz during WAD. I juz thought that there will be quiz on alternate weeks. Maybe quiz this week will be better, coz next week will be more difficult sia. But who noes, next week will hav a quiz as well. hmm...

Went to KFC for lunch. But was definitely not full sia. Was given like 2 small pieces of chicken parts. Sian... was so hungry sia. Added in 2 sushi for my lunch. Now that's better. But... the meal was realli not worth it for juz two pieces of small chicken parts... argh...

Went to drink sth at mac at bukit panjang. We dunno why we were suddenly at the topic of finding a job. hmm... we shortlisted some ideas. One of the ideas was to work as in a restaurant. haha... hmmm... What if we were to cook the food? LOL... will we be eating and cooking at the same time? Juz kidding... HAHA...

The word "coincidence"

Juz realli tired after two days of helping backstage in an NRA event. Past two days reaching home at 12+. Yet i can't have a rest yet. Nvm... Juz hoping that i can cope wif the stress that i am having now. So many things that i nid to do. Guess my eyes are realli painful sia. Tried to sleep in the bus, but i can't. Quite crowded arh.

Late for sch today coz i woke up late. Reached bus stop at 7.45 and tried to wait for bus 161. Haiz... What came was a single deck bus and it's FULL sia. Shouldn't hav wait for the bus. So went off to take bus 88 instead. Saw duncan on bus 88. Guess today's a monday, so everyone is late. haha...

Went to galileo cafe for lunch today. Chicken cutlet and mango soda. Was quite nice sia. It's been a long time since we went there also. The last time i been there was before my attachment period. The mango soda was great i guess. The taste was sour which was quite nice bah.

The sudden flooding of my tagboard. haha... Well, it's a "nice" topic to discuss. haha... But there was a "battle" beside me when i was doing EAD sia. The 77% thingy also quite interesting. haha... Shall not mention wat is tt here. So wat topic will it be next? haha...

Stayed in sch till 6 for a short meeting for the robocode event after ecad. Finalised everything finally. It's a long journey back to hougang. Traffic jams here and there. And i can't get to sleep. Argh... Tmr will go sch in the afternoon. Finally, i can sleep a little bit later.

Regrets...

Was late for the wisp presentation today sia. All becoz i waited damned long for bus 161. Wondering wat's happening to the frequency sia. Sometimes the bus tends to come fast. But sometimes, it's like so slow. haiz... Nvm abt tt. Back to the wisp presentation that i had today. I muz say that overall was quite smooth bah. Juz tt i think i shouldn't hav prepared notes. Maybe i am someone that muz present without notes. When i am wif the notes in my hand, i tend to be looking at the notes quite often. That's one mistake i made sia. Overall still ok bah.

After that was robotics. Realli reminds me of the micromouse ah. When we programmed the micromouse at first attempt last time. It kept on turning round and round when it's jzu supposed to be moving in a straight line. Same today. Had to program everything in RP's laptop coz my laptop did not detect the hardware bah. So the robot started to turn round and round after our first attempt, but it's supposed to be moving front and back bah. After several attempts, finally can liao sia. phew...

Went for lunch at alameen. Funny incident when we were juz attempting to board the bus. I think this part az, rp and vic should understand. Such a coincidence sia. But... the mistake was tt we asked the wrong person on the bus sia.

The post title "regrets". maybe regrets are meant to be forgotten. But while talking wif az, vic and rp. This word came to my mind. WHY? i still dun get it. Nvm abt tt. Will juz look forward to the NRA event tmr. Supposed to reach sch at 6.15pm tmr. Goin take a break now.

The sudden hotness and coldness...

Tot of this title when i was doing dsa prac. haha... Maybe i am juz too tired. Attempted to take 187 today. haha... my second day taking this route and i am in sch early again. Quite fast sia. Well, the walk every morning nowadays is always damned hot and muz say quite tiring as well. Thanks to some construction works, or should i rather say renovation works.

Started off the morning wif WAD prac. Kinda addicted to doing it now. WIll try to complete it asap. haha... I think i will onli understand better as we progress. Will take some time as well. Went to canteen 4 again today. I am like eating chicken cutlet whereby it takes like KFC? hmm... not bad sia. The fries are extra crispy as well.

It was 3 hours of DSA. I think i almost fell asleep during the lecture sia. Tried my very best to pay attention to it. It's all on recursive. DIdn't wan to fall asleep either. But every 5 mins, i will feel like closing my eyes liao. The prac was at least more interesting. haha...

When some things happen, we might not get over it in one night or so. Well, it takes time of coz. It's not easy to let go of stuffs also. But... will one see greater things if he let go of sth.

Early lessons tmr at 8 again. Hav to stay in sch till 5 coz of some robocode meeting. ANd weekends gonna be the NRA event. Tiring week arh...

不明白...

Juz reached home after going AMK. Thanks to rp's suggestion on going there. haha... Now i think won't be eating sushi in this week liao. Actually planned to be going for a sushi buffet this week. Was actually very tired liao. Went to sch for 30 mins of lecture. hmm... my trip to sch is already 90 mins. But think today is shorter than that bah. Coz i ran for 963. haha... Reached sch at 12.45 wif az. Coz he boarded the bus 184 that i took at the bukit timah bus stop.

It's realli a very short lecture today. Coz i think we are going at bullet speed. haha... But overall was quite ok. Went for lunch after that at canteen 3. Didnt wan to eat there de sia. But we tot that az going for doa. But... in the end he didn't bah. So went to play some pool again and then go amk.

Been thinking today, time is always a factor in all stuffs. In some things that we do, we nid time to turn ard some stuffs. hmm...

The Stuffs We Discussed...

I think this was the earliest day i reached school on a monday. haha... thanks to my new discovery. Took 187 to near bukit panjang side to change to 184. haha... Think if i got up the bus at later stops, i will not be able to get up the bus liao. Maybe that's monday. Same as yesterdae, hav been coughing wif running nose. Drank lots of H2o also. Hope it will realli go off soon. Still got lots of things to do and i still can't get any rests.

Was realli tired today i think. Tried my best to concentrate on DSA in the morning. But i am like juz very blur abt stuffs. A feeling like i juz woke up. haha... Maybe that's monday, after my working day on sunday. hmm... Thought thru all abt arraylist and arrays when i reached home sia. Maybe it's better than i tot. Maybe sometimes, it realli takes time to understand stuffs.

It's been some time since we ate at canteen 2 also. That's why we went today. Ate quite a lot sia. minced pork noodles + choc cream bread + mango smoothie. Maybe i juz prefer to eat canteen food.

Discussed lots of stuffs when we went for some pool after sch. Hmm... Thought that some stuffs are quite true also. Went home at 6.30 although rp, az and vic suggested on going drink some refreshments. Juz tired, and some time for resting.

Tmr will be going to sch for juz one hour. The time for travelling to and fro is like more than one hour liao. hmm... 3 hours?

The cough and the flu...

Wasn't sick when i went to work today. But after some time, the cough and the flu came. LOL... this sounds like two characters. I was still outside the NP bus stop at 12am yesterdae( think if i didn't call az to check the last bus timing, i would hav stayed till abt 12.30am liao). Damned tired when i woke up today. Didn't feel like getting out of bed. Juz hoping that i can claim back the cab fare. hmm...

A bit lost at work today. Supposed to work in the receiving room today, but kinda cleared everything in the afternoon. Fast eh? But stream wrapping today was rather frustrating that i realli felt like banging the machine. The cutter doesn't seem to be working sia. Used a lot of techniques till i rather frustrated sia. I hav to 忍 like so long coz there were like so many boxes of books arh. More than 15 bah. DIdn't wan to count also, that will add pressure when i am already damned frustrated wif the machine. Juz hope that the machine will be back to normal soon ah. But... next week i won't be working. So maybe it's alright. LOL. The running nose and the coughings when stream wrapping. Maybe it's the hot air that caused my running nose arh. Can feel that i am still sick sia. But... didn't wan to go back. Coz i am onli working like once in a week and next week i not working somemore.

First time having dinner wif janice and hui qin. They are my juniors in sec sch bah. haha.... They still tot that i am 17? Coz they tot that 18 muz go ns liao. haha... And think for the pass few days at pop, ray and ky hav been talking abt self posters? LOL... Maybe that was the most interesting joke of the day sia.

Hav to sleep early today i think. Juz hoping that i will recover soon. Tmr is goin to be a long day as well. Till 6.

Finally back to blogging...

Finally... i am back to blogging. Didn't blog for almost a week liao. WHY? becoz i didn't hav the mood. Woke up in the morning at 6am and i am like still tired. Adding on to my tiredness, i am like feeling so sick for the past two days. Need to get more rest soon. Missed the psp event for two days liao. Muz make it for the event tmr in order to reach my cca pts target as soon as possible. mwhahaa...

Think today had been quite a good day arh. Although sick liao, still went for alameen lunch after IS. COz az and rp thinks tt canteen food quite boring liao. I still wanted to eat jap food sia. But nvm bah, some other days also can. No prob. Definitely enjoyed the lunch today also. Missed the satay that we ordered that day, but didn't eat today. Already sore throat liao, dun feel like making it worse.

Have been thinking abt an idea of setting up a group blog or my personal website. But i dun think i hav the time to do it also. What if no one updates the group blog also. Wah... then the blog will onli be updated by myself?

Been listening to a lot of songs for the past few days but i have been repeating this song. Think i like the lyrics arh. haha.

江美琪- 难相处

最近的你过的怎样
我可不可以问
现在你在谁家楼下等
最近的我还是一样　需要人慰问
等待已经成了大部份

这一天不算冷　却躲在被里加温
这一夜睡得再深
也知道身边少个人
情人节的气氛虽然屋里有很多人
但再多的喧闹也遮盖不了哭声

问自己要往何处
直到遇见你我才清楚
爱让我害怕荒芜
害怕生活只是单数

想问你要往何处
离开我是否会有帮助
还有什么比当普通朋友还残酷

为何情人要当作好朋友来相处

Juz tired...

It's back to sch today after working yesterdae. Definitely enjoyed my working day yesterdae. haha... Didn't blog coz i was like damned tired and i nid to get up at 7 this morning. Though tired, but still able to get up in time. The haze is finally gone sia. Saw on tv mobile in the morning that the PSI was juz 20+. That's great arh. haha.. Was sleeping all the way on the bus ride to sch. As it was a single deck bus, it seems to be so squeezy. In fact, hav been riding on single deck buses these few days.

Saw az when goin up the bridge, he juz alighted from 61. First lesson was actually EAD lecture. Well, things are juz getting interesting, but i can't seem to be able to absorb everything in such a short period of time. The WAD lecture after that. There was a quiz after the lecture, so everyone was like paying full attention to the whole lecture. Think the quiz went quite smoothly for me i think. But was juz a bit confused at one of the question. After wad tutorial, was actually wanting to go to alameen for lunch. But it was closed. So had to walk all the way back to bukit timah plaza for lunch. Actually wanted to eat pizza hut but the student specials onli start at 1.30, so went to KFC instead. Was damned full after the two piece meal.


Guess the ecad lecture in the afternoon was interesting. Talking abt some history in IT also. haha... Lessons ended at 3.20 today. Actually wanted to go PS to catch a movie but i think i was too tired. Juz nid some sleep.

Goin to az's house tmr after sch. Thanks for inviting, az. LOL...

The need to update...

Back to work today. haha... Been a week since i last worked of coz. Well, it really feels weird sometimes when i don't get updated wif stuffs as i am onli at my workplace once a week. I am actually supposed to work at stat dept. There seem to be so many new faces ah. Tot RP isn't working today until i called him in the morning. Called him at 9.30 and he's like still sleeping? wth arh. And after that he went back to sleep again? haha... There wasn't much to be done in the morning actually. Bee choo asked me if i could take over her counter as she didn't hav enough rest. I juz agreed bah. SO it will be at 3.30 when i took over the counter. Ate lunch at 2 today when i am supposed to be eating at 1. LOL... the schedule seems to be all mixed up liao. hmmm went off for lunch at 2. I was juz thinkin... if i am taking over bee choo, i will be eating at 5? and it's like juz two hours away. 2 hours later eat dinner. gosh... So tried to request to eat at 8 at night instead. phew... at least the request is being accepted arh. Or else i will be eating dinner at 10 tonight? and i won't be eating at 5 of coz.

After lunch, was at the service counter. Was juz preparing myself to take over counter. haha... I think there wasn't realli much customers today. It seems to be after exams liao. So was at the counter all the way to 8 before i hav my dinner. and funny arh. all saying i so ke lian to eat alone? well, maybe i juz got used to it? dunno... not bad also bah. eating chicken rice while reading the news. haha... Not bad sia.

Tmr lesson at 9. Gonna go rest after a tiring working day liao.

找寻一首关于自己心情的歌...

Is it easy to find a song that matches one's mood? hmm... came across one song in the afternoon that realli matches my mood and thinkings. Not going to say wat song is it here. haha... Some things are not wat we expected them to be. I think that's true.

Woke up today at 10+. Quite early bah. haha... Still tired after yesterdae's wild on wheels event. Roti Prata wif breakfast. hmm... BUT... without any curry or sugar. That's why i onli ate one piece. Guess it's realli weird without any curry or sugar. If onli... there was sugar at least. hmm... opened the drawer but there was onli raw sugar. hmm... watched the last two episodes of hai tun ai shang mao today till noon. A relaxing off day i muz say. Was actually asked by mum to go woodlands. But i am like going there everyday. dun feel like goin out today also.

Spent the afternoon and evening surfing the net and watching tv again. Started watching another show liao. This time round, er zuo ju zhi wen. haha... Sat four hours in front of the tv and watched till episode 4. haha... Guess i will continue watching later.

Tmr going back to work again. Juz hoping that it will nt be tt boring.

20 OCT Friday

Exhausted...

Was 15 mins late today for IS. Initially tot that i should be in sch a little earlier. I woke up punctually at 6 also. But it was juz the traffic jams arh. THough i was sleeping on the bus, i knew that there was traffic jams in amk and macritchie. Maybe i should be wake up at 5.30am for every friday. But... will that help? i wonder. The first IS lesson was basically on self introduction and expectations. We were also asked to form into groups. hmmm... there were 6 2T05 people in the class. haha... juz nice to form one team. So that's good bah. After that was mobile robotics. Tot that the stuffs that were shown were interesting. Different types of robots. Will be excited to program the first robot. hmm... Then after that will be a competition. Think the competition will be sth like the robot will be asked to follow a specific route to a finishing line. That reminded me of the micromouse competition that time. haha... The micromouse was required to go thru a maze till it reaches the middle of the maze and come back out again. haha... THis time will be different i think.

The title of this entry is "exhausted". This is juz wat i am feeling now after going for the event called wild on wheels. We were actually required to go to places ard SG to do different stuffs. Firstly from city hall, we were asked to go to chinatown. Bus was the onli way of transport in my mind. haha... Some of the teams took trains. hmm... to me, i think bus is the fastest way to chinatown from city hall. So took 63 down to chinatown. Was required to look for a place where people play chess and admire scenery. hmm... Our guess was correct. It's near the market actually. so at chinatown, we were given several chinese phrases and we muz approach some people to guess the phrases with the clues given by us. haha... luckily i still remember some 成语 arh. After that ran all the way to the bus stop. Had the stamina at least to run. haha... This time round to bugis. Took bus again. And it's the same bus number. 63.

When we reached bugis, we rushed all the way to the place where there is sth like a fountain? I dunno wat it is called. haha... The cheer we came out wif was so weird arh. This time round, we were tasked to collect some items. Stuffs like hair clip and a receipt that is more than 50 dollars. Was quite interesting though. haha... But realli exhausting. Each group had it's own identity by their shirt. That's why we wore the np shirt to the event today. There was even a group of 5 wearing masks and let me see... soccer socks. haha... Maybe it's becoz of the haze that they come out wif such a weird identity? Dunno. Next up was clarke quay. In each place, we were asked to find the marshal wif a picture given to us. Had a hard time finding the place. Asked for directions but sometimes to no avail. Reached the place and this time round. Asked to answer some questions abt austrailia. There were a lot of tourist there so we tried to ask if there were any people from australia. phew managed to find a couple from australia. haha... SO managed to answer the questions fast and this time round we can take a car to the railway.

At the railway, we muz find a piece of paper wif morse code questions. The marshals actually hid the questions somewhere. I was fast enough to find it. I had the idea that it muz be hiding behind sth. Looked behind the mailbox and i found one. So on the car, we were decoding the morse codes till we reached fort canning, which was the finishing line. Though we didn't win anything at the end, the experience was quite a nice one i think. Took a cab back to hougang wif rp. Had to take a cab becoz i was juz too tired liao.

Woke up late today at 7.20am when i was actually supposed to be waking up at 7. hmm... Think i am juz too tired. The alarm sounded and yet i juz turned it off. hmm... let me think. I didn't sleep that late yesterdae as well. Nvm... at least reached school onli 5 mins late. Sms-ed RP and vic in the morning coz i didn't bring my timetable. They didn't reply. haha.. then suddenly got a call from RP. it's like 8.45 and he overslept liao. In the evening still say he so efficient sia. LOL... He juz set the wrong timing for alarm. Completed one application today which was the tic tac toe game. LOL... Everything was working fine. In fact, this was the first game which i did using java. Actually can say i didn't face much of a problem at all.

Had lunch at canteen 2. It's been some time since i ate at canteen 2 as well. We were actually deciding whether to buy western food or chicken rice. Discussed until abt 15 mins. Some pointers that were taken in mind. The queue length, price and the quality. For the queue length pointer, it's like so weird. One moment is the chicken rice and then the next moment it's western food. Then at the point of purchase. The western food had got long queue, so we switched to chicken rice. wahhaha... i think the queue length factor was the most important one.

Had 3 hours of DSA lecture and practical. Actually most of the stuffs we had covered before. It's sth like linked? The practical was alright also. Can understand most of it.

Tmr is going to be lesson at 8 till 12. Hav got an activity in the evening. Actually i dun hav much information on it as well. But it's till 10? late arh...

Hmm... the PSI seems to be above 100 again today. Juz hope that the haze will go off soon. Went to pop early in the morning today for some insurance stuffs i think. There was even breakfast provided also. haha... Was quite lucky actually as i was the first person to be called for the lucky draw. Went to school after the session for EAD lecture. Was just hoping that the lecture will be shifted to wednesday so i can hav the tuesday off. haha... But dun think so liao. Still have to go to sch on all tuesdays. Realised that i will be learning J2EE during the lecture. Think that will be rather interesting. haha... Went to canteen 3 after the 1 hour lecture. It's being renovated during the holidays. So now everything seems to different. There were even new stalls in the canteen. But sticked to fried fish yee mian today. haha... Will try the food from other stalls soon as well. Returned home after the lunch and was almost sleeping all the way on the bus.

Tomorrow is going to be quite a long day but goin to have a 2 hours break in between again. Think will juz stay in school for lunch.

Totally enjoyed my day today sia though the PSI was like over 100 today. Missed the bus 161 early in the morning and i have to wait for 10 mins for another bus. The second bus came and was like so packed sia. Was actually thinking that i might not be able to get up on the bus. There were actually a few people switching to the idea of taking a cab instead. Phew... Juz managed to get up bah or else i think i hav to go to hougang to take 74 liao. Hmm... maybe i should realli take 74 from wednesday onwards. I was actually late for class for about 10 mins but the lecturer juz started the DSA lesson. haha... Went thru the tutorial, it's actually sth like a revision i think. I guess i realli muz revise on java, i am quite rusty on it liao.

It was a two hours break after DSA tutorial. Az actually wanted to go mambo for some pool. But the place was packed when we reached there. There wasn't any tables at all. So change of idea. Me and RP went for breakfast instead. It's going to be two days of nasi lemak liao. Tmr breakfast will be nasi lemak at pop also. Hmm... Hope it's sth different for tmr. haha... Walked all the way back to sch. Very hazy arh. Maybe should hav stayed in sch.

For ead and ecad, we juz spent our time installing stuffs. Lessons ended at abt 4. We actually agreed to go vivo city at 6 today coz reggie having lessons till 6? And we ended at 4. We waited for him while we played some pool. Was abt a 45 mins trip to vivo city at harbourfront. Not bad but a lot of shops are not opened yet. Dinner was at long john silver. Crapping thru the dinner for almost an hour before walkin ard. Well, maybe i will add more details abt it tmr. Tired now. Gotta nid a break. Will nid to reach pop tmr at 9.45am also for breakfast also.

Didnt blog yesterdae as my hand muscles are aching each time i type sth. Well, at least it's much better now. Woke up at 10.30am today. I think if RP didn't call me, i could have slept even later. wahahaha... 3 missed calls by him and i am still sleeping. Guess i was realli tired after yesterdae. I had already set today as the day whereby i muz finish packing the whole study room. After much sneezing, i managed to do tt sia. I am like suddenly having a flu all of a sudden. Saw some primary school stuffs that i had years ago. So much memories that were being brought back. LOL...

Finally managed to hav lunch at home today. haha... it's been days since i had lunch at home bah. Maybe eating at home is still the best. Almost dozed off on the sofa when watching shows in the afternoon. It's probably due to all the packing that i did in the morning. Realli enjoyed the show. haha... hai tun ai shang mao. Will try to finish watching the show soon. 22 episodes in total. Think i am watching episode 12 now.

When typing this blog entry, i juz woke up from my sleep. The weekend is going to be a busy one. Saturday going back to school for psp meeting and going for HS's wedding dinner in the evening. For sunday, i am juz goin to be back at work.

Finally i am back in blogging. haha... Was quite lazy to blog for the past few days. My next working day is on sunday. Hmm... Dun think i will be called back to work until sunday. Plus i muz go back to sch on friday. Gosh... can't remember whether it's saturday or sunday. nvm... If it's saturday, then i am gonna be busy for the whole day liao. Went to school to meet az, reggie,cindy and rp today. Didn't noe wat to do, in the end went to play soccer. Play soccer in jeans and wif the hot weather, thanks to reggie wif that suggestion. 20 mins of running and shooting. Think realli muz improve on my stamina. haha... Ate cup noodles after that outside cheers before going to play pool. Juz for playing 20 mins of soccer, i gotta walk back to canteen 2 to return the ball. . But we walked to mambo wif reggie after that while the others took bus. Argh... could hav taken a bus sia. Had a chat on the way to mambo wif reggie. haha... Even planned to organise a group trip to overseas. Well, will look forward to that.

Played so badly in pool today. Maybe it could be the reason that i didn't play for so long liao. Played 9 ball one on one for the whole of the two hours there. hmm... we realli crapped a lot there sia. Then there were even people making sounds of cat from somewhere. hmm... think should be right opposite of us. Dunno why suddenly i could play a bit better wif the noises. RP said that could play well in an animal farm and he cannot. haha... Hmm... maybe without the noises i could hav played better. Argh

It's gonna be two consecutive days of fast food for dinner as i ate KFC for dinner tonight. and tmr is also goin to be fast food for dinner at compass wif pop people coz of oi lian's birthday. hmm... maybe tmr i will not eat that much of it? I think i will forget totally abt the dinner wif the pop people yesterdae if not for a reminder. haha... Well, gonna go take a break now and maybe watch some shows.

Didn't blog yesterdae again. Was very tired when i reached home yesterdae. After a consecutive 3 days of work. I think will have to be 5 days now liao. Coz i think i am going back to work later liao. haha... And i am also working tmr. Almost reaching my record of 6 days liao. Woke up today at 10.30. Received quite a number of sms actually. Actually wanted to watch some shows but started to chat online instead. Well, maybe i should juz go and rest a bit before i go for work later. haha...

didn't blog yesterdae. was damned pissed off abt some people. argh... shall not talk abt tt. Shall not even bother abt them. It's their own stuffs and can't even settle on their own. I will not even bother next time. Ok, well enough of tt. I should get back to today. hmm... Back to doing cashier for today. My mood wasnt that good. Anida and oi lian saw tt. haha... in fact, they knew it. well, maybe they saw that i was quiet in the morning. Muz say they cheered me up a lot. My blog entry is like shorter and shorter each day. Coz there's like noth much to blog abt today. hmm... Rest dae on saturday and i can finally get a good rest.

Slept all the way to 11 today sia. Initially planned to sleep till 12 plus again. But my mum suddenly said that nid go get the cordless phone. The phone in her room spoil liao. Realli wonder wat's happening to my modem sia. Had to repair for almost half an hour before i can access the internet sia. hmm... Guess i realli enjoyed my off day today. hmmm... bought some stuffs sia. DOnuts, biscuits and mooncake. haha...

Ate dinner wif classmates today. Crapping ard as usual. Sometimes i feel that i juz can't wait for the next semester to come. haha... Ate curry chicken wings wif rice wif free flow of drinks. realli free flow sia. erm.. but didn't drink much also bah. juz one cup of peach tea and cappucino. And the cappucino can add chocolate powder sia. NIce sia. hmm... will look forward to work tmr again. Hope will be a good day again.

My mood today was realli not that good. From morning, i am like damned frustrated wif stuffs. Juz dun feel like mentionin. But i juz feel that things are real unfair sometimes. DO people realli treat different people differently at times? It's quite difficult to be a good person sometimes and help people sometimes. It will turn out that people will tend to take advantage? hmmm... So sometimes, i juz feel that we should be selfish at times. Yep...

Tired and real tired. Juz came back frm work not long ago. Hmm... Noth much to blog abt today. Woke up a little earlier today juz not to be so blur when i go for work. haha... Maybe that will help. Coz if i wake up late, i tend to rush? hmm... And i slep a little earlier at 12am yesterdae? Counter 3 for today. Not a bad day today actually. It's almost the same routine as yesterdae juz that i didn't eat alone. haha... Ate wif choy teng and rachel for lunch today. At the interchange. After lunch, rachel asked if i knew kian min. LOL... She's frm mayflower also sia. But wonder why she didn't noe xav. hmm...

The afternoon was quite relaxing as well. Noth much also. hmm... Found a new eating place also. Thanks to choy teng. hmm... korean pao mian? not bad sia. Nice... Wif fishcakes and fishcake tofu? hmm.. Almost same thing. Well, i will juz stop here. Noth much to blog. TMr another working day. Hmm... hope will be a good day.

I was like so blur today. Think it's due to the accumulated lack of sleep. I slept like 2am again yesterdae and woke up at 7? I think it's not abt the hours this time. SO many blur things that i did today sia. Guess i realli muz sleep early today. Hmm... maybe i should juz make this blog entry short. But so many things happen today sia. There wasn't much people actually today coz it's raining outside. Ate lor mee again for lunch and guo tia frm old chang kee. hmmm... dunno why the coffee i drank made me more tired. Coffee may not always be effective. haha.. Sleep is all i nid.

The funny part was in the afternoon when Ky came in and be packer. We were crapping a bit sia. haha... then oi lian suddenly called KY xiao you. Then suddenly changed again to xiao you zi. Ky said oi lian is transforming the place to a garden? LOL... today's joke is all abt garden sia. Including the xun yi cao de wei dao. haha... Thanks to the "weird" smell today. Then we said someone juz went to the garden today? haha... Realli enjoyed the crapping today sia.

The night was even more funny after dinner. Oi lian keep singing songs. I can't take it sia. haha.. she said my huo qi hao da. Sometimes realli muz act blur a bit when she say weird stuffs. She kip singing love songs? KY thinks that i should counter back to sing sad songs. haha... He suggested hao xing fen shou. LOL... Well, i was realli blur today. I realli nid my sleep now. Juz heard 路人 by jiang mei qi. It's a realli nice song.

江美琪- 路人

我像路人看着你走
逃到爱情外的你终于罢休
过节霓虹炫耀你的自由
就分开走　我们说好不回头

我不习惯牵自己的手
这样却能够止住颤抖
你求去的泪我一个人收
离别拥抱的温柔　还清楚感受

那回忆紧紧追在身后　像敏锐的狗
你到最后不开口　就换我先走
想当初我不成熟　现在才懂

这一次　我是路人看着你走
站在爱情外烛光点亮四周
发现那回忆无法拼凑
夏天的风仿佛一瞬间转秋

这一次　我是路人背着你走
幸福是爱继续的唯一理由
此刻我何苦演你的对手
爱到最后　成全了你的自由

这一次　我像路人看着你走
逃到爱情外的你终于罢休
过节霓虹炫耀你的自由
就分开走　我们说好不回头

这一次　我是路人背着你走
幸福是爱继续的唯一理由
此刻我何苦演你的对手
爱到最后成全了你的自由

Woke up at 9 today sia. Juz to decide which IS i should choose. Haha... Realli tot thru a lot sia. Finally decide to choose robotics. Think still can join competition sia. haha... sounds exciting. Remembered that i joined the micromouse competition years back. But i forgotten abt all the stuffs sia. That was juz an exicitng experience sia. haha... Then, suddenly my mum complained that there's some probs wif the phone line. My telephone line suddenly can't receive calls. I realli think that there's sth wif the phone line sia. Called to report the fault and actually made a appt. But after my dad came back frm his jog, he adjusted the phone a bit and suddenly it's like back to normal sia. Well, will juz hav to see how it goes. Called to cancel the appt on the bus on the way to sch.

So met RP in sch at 2. His laptop crash sia. Nid to send to mel. The nice blue screen juz came out when it starts loading. (It's juz a big error message, noth nice actually). It was said that the HDD spoil liao. haha... Onli can collect next week. LOL... Went to canteen 2 to hav lunch after that. Then decided on western food. Was like so much sia. Coz the uncle closing the stall liao. Ordered chicken cutlet. He asked if i wanted to add some fish fillet at $1. Then i juz said ok bah, can let him close and go off also. But the food is like too much sia. Then after that went off to play pool sia. I won onli like two matches coz too long neva play pool liao. Took 961 to woodlands and from woodlands 161 back to sk after that coz RP nid go CP meet "someone". haha... LOL...

Juz walked ard compasspoint till 10. Tmr goin back to work again. Working counter. and it's quite late liao. Maybe should realli sleep soon.

Back from work again. My modem is finally back to normal again. Phew... Luckily sia, but tmr muz realli wake up a little earlier to check on my modem. Coz nid to register for my IS. Slept at 2 plus yesterdae. Gosh, my sleeping time is like getting later and later each day. Until, i woke up at abt 9.30 today when my alarm was set at 9. Reached work exactly on the dot today sia. Realli too tired. My third consecutive day of work. Juz can't wait for my rest dae tmr. Helped out wif stream wrap in the morning. Then thanks to RP. Asked me to chat wif him a bit on the phone and my neck suddenly like so tired. Tmr decided to go back to sch for a while. To check if everything is ok on my laptop and RP say he wans to format his laptop. After streamwrap, helped english to tape some books. Lunch was alone again. Sigh... Initially, was supposed to eat wif anida but she went off as she's not feeling well. So no choice. Enjoyed the lor mee from the interchange. Especially the chilli and the smell sia. Next time should eat again.

Nothing much in the afternoon. Juz continued my normal work. Initially told gan that i wanted to go off at 8. But stayed on instead coz after i did the stocks was like 7.45 liao. Suan le, juz go for dinner and come back for another 1 hour of work. haha... hmm... still dunno wat to choose for IS. Muz decide soon.

hmm... it's like goin to rain liao. My modem seems to be back to normal now. Hmm... juz hope that it stays this way. Well, going off to prepare for work now. LOL...

Phew... finally home after one whole day of work. I muz say today was an extremely tiring day. Now i can't wait for my off day on friday. But... I still hav to work tmr. haha... Well, i will juz hav to look forward to work tomorrow. Maybe that's the idea that kept me working on. LOL... Today woke up at 9.50 sia. Went on to sleep even though the alarm sounded. haha... Still went online for a while and turned on some songs while preparing for work. That will make my mood better for the day. Nothing much to be done in the morning. Helped KY wif the wrapping of books. I felt that the atmosphere was like so weird in the morning sia. Everyone was like so quiet. Then at abt 1 plus, i am alone in text again. LOL... vickie went to cashier. It became like so many things to be done. I went for lunch damned late due to the pile of work that i suddenly received.

Though it was like lunch alone. Enjoyed my time reading the newspapers. haha... Was damned tired actually. Went to ya kun to buy a cup of coffee. I think that perked me up quite a lot for the day sia. I am like suddenly so so refreshed for work sia. Was so busy on the phone for like the whole afternoon sia. Too many things to be done. LOL... had mac for my dinner. A filet o fish and fries. Some curry sauce will be nice but i am not given although i asked for it sia. Dinner was juz so boring today. After closing, i was said to be very blur yesterdae sia. Well, yest i was realli blue but not for today. mwahahah...

Didn't blog for a day thanks to the internet connection problem that i hav faced. Damned pissed off. One day without the internet yesterdae was weird. And i was like fixing the problem till damned late. TIll abt 1+ am if i am not wrong. Even woke up today at 8.30am juz to try to fix the problem but to no avail sia. Suan le. Juz head off to work. That's why i reached workplace exactly on time today. In previous days, i tend to be a little earlier. Today was like doing chap-pa-lang(all kinds of jobs) job. Firstly, was like cleaning all the signboards. Guess i realli had no choice. I rather worked today then slack ard. Of coz i cleaned quite fast. FInished cleaning in abt 30 min. After that went painting ard wif RP. All the walls below the notice boards. I admit i am like totally like no skill. Example adding too much water to the paint and kept on painting onto the shelves when painting the side of the walls. Nvm bah... meant to learn frm mistakes. But i hope next time i won't hav such a job again. Well, onli had bread in the morning and i was like quite hungry liao. Erm... needed a heavy lunch. Ate wif anida and vickie. Didn't hav a chance to eat wif them together for like so many months liao. hmm... Guess meals wif them are always interesting. Well, thanks to my craps also. haha... Juz kidding.

Well, back to work after lunch. RP almost complete wif the painting. And thanks to him. Forgot all abt the ladder at the entrance. Then we also forgot all abt the paint bottle at the stat dept. LOL... when two blur people work, it's disaster. hmm... this is my conclusion. Well, didn't hav much to do liao. What was needed to do today was already done. haha... So went to help stat dept. Nothing much and finished the job in 1 hr. One long hour. Well, i didn't noe that it's one hour also. Time juz passes by when one has loads to do.

Dinner was off to KFC. We went at the wrong time sia. When we order, they were like onli left wif drumstick and wing. and the crispy is onli left wif drumstick. What pisses me off was that they came out wif the rest of the crispy parts when we sat down at the table. BUt we were like told we nid to wait 20 mins? Why is this happening sia. Luckily my mum got cook chicken rice as supper for me sia. Or else my stomache will be so hungry now?

Well, what will a person think when he is lost. Totally lost. Sometimes i am always the one that can't handle a situation well. Am i escaping? What if i am given a chance to face the situation. What will i do.

一个人在迷失的世界里 不知该怎么做
逃避不是解决问题的办法 但我还是选择了它

wah can say today was like a sports day? So exhausting sia. Well, my 3rd day of consecutive working today and finally i can get a rest tmr. haha... But actually can say i enjoyed working today. Reached work earlier today at 9.55 sia. Then saw one of the cashiers so early. The gal workin at counter 2. LOL... no nid say who sia. She should noe who she is. Loads to be done in the morning. Can say now i am quite familiar wif where the books are put at. Still remember a few days back when i still searching where a specific book is located.

Da bao-ed cai fan from the interchange during lunch after discussion wif vickie. Then dinner will be the hotdog. Phew... expected yesterdae that today will eat hotdog. Luckily yesterdae didn't eat. Elaine went off in the afternoon ard 4+ bah. Well, alone in text liao. haha... Nvm la... Also can la. Used to it. haha... But the books are like suddenly so messy and i dun even hav the time to go back. That's why after closing i am like packin all alone till quite late? Thanks KY for packing one of the tables. LOL...

Tmr K box. hmm... dunno how's my voice now. Well, will be prepared tmr. All i nid is a rest now.

phew... end of an extremely tiring day. Hav been very busy doing counter 1 since morning. My hands are like shivering now. Maybe pack too much le. But not bad, am glad that the day went smoothly. I woke up very early today sia. 8.50. Considered early for me bah. 10 mins? also considered. haha... Chatted wif RP till abt 1am last nite and funny sia. He today came late then blame me? LOL... my fault ah? Giv u ideas also wat. Packed everything neatly before i start my cashiering. haha... Can see the table like so neat? haha...

Actually hav got noth much to say today. haha... The afternoon also went very well thanks to Ky, choy teng and RP for coming in and be packer. The queues are like very long sia. The stressful moment came when bee choo closed her counter and went off for a while to take her medicine. Katty went for dinner also. Luckily got choy teng as packer. But the queue went so long in juz seconds. DInner was at KFC. At first suggested to go 1901 hotdog(luckily didn't go coz maybe eating tmr). But in the end went B1, and lee ling wanted go eat KFC. WHile ray went to buy old chang kee and joined us. Had two meals of fried food today sia. Gosh... Muz control myself on fried food.

Juz very tired when i reached home sia. Juz need a good sleep and get enough energy for work tmr.

I am like so blur liao. Well, it's 11+ liao. Maybe i should get my sleep real soon. Hmm... Woke up a little earlier at 9.15 today juz for work. Wanted to leave earlier today coz i am taking cashier both for today and tmr sia. I am sudddenly like so new to the machine. Seem like meeting an old fren. I am like totally blur for today sia. My mind is like suddenly inserting loads of data. All datas are the promotions and the free gifts. SIgh... No choice. Not much customers today coz i think it's a friday. Waited for my lunch at 1. So hungry sia. Onli took bread in the morning. Went to sakura to da bao wif choy teng. haha... Not bad bah. $3.70 for the fried rice wif a bottle of green tea. Woo hoo...

Well, noth much in the afternoon. Juz when i was abt to leave for my dinner someone vomited? Then i was like juz coming out from the office and trying to pack my counter before i go off for dinner. Then doris asked me to get mop and newspaper? Then i said:" OH PLS... i still wan my dinner sia." I dunno how to clean the mess also. haha.. in the end doris went to clean. I juz mopped ard and that's it. Then while coming in after mopping from the entrance, another incident happened. Shall not elaborate on tt. That caused me to eat my dinner late and still hav to ask choy teng to da bao my food.

Closing was funny. i was like counting the coins too slow. All were like rushing me. LOL... Ignored them, juz concentrate. Then Gan was like saying i am used to working text liao. Totally agree wif her sia. Ray was like very pressured bah. His first time doing closing alone?

Have anyone ever regretted doing sth in his life? hmm... SOmetimes i am rather confused. Can one forget the mistake that he make and continue without thinking. Well, that's juz my sudden thinking at nite. Felt like dropping it down.

``时间不可能会到回 但是时间或许能遗忘我的过错 ``

Got tagged by Duncan!

1) Single/taken/crushing? Single

2) Are you happy with your life now? Erm... think so

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast? Depends on the situation

4) You had your heart broken? Yep.

5) Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? Defintely Not

6) Would you take someone back when he/she cheats on you? Nope

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person before? Nope

8) Do you want children? Ya

9) How many? maybe 2?

10) Would you consider adoption? Dunno leh

11) If someone likes you right now, what would be the best way for he/she to let you know? Maybe tell me straight?

12) Do you enjoy getting into relationships? Dunno

13) Be honest, wht is the furthest you and your ex did? ...

14) Do you believe in love at first sight? YEP

15) Are you romantic? How i noe. LOL...

16) Do you believe you can change someone? I think so.

17) If you could be married of somewhere, where would it be? No idea dun think so

18) Do you give in easily when you're fighting? I think so

19) Do you have feelings for someone now? Nope

20) Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up? Yes

21) Have you ever broken a heart? Think so

22) If one day your best friend and you fall deeply in love with the same person, what would you do? Of coz luv cannot be shared. That will put me in a difficult situation. Had that situation once bah. Didn't noe wat to do.

23) Are you missing someone now? Hmm... No leh

It's evening time liao. Actually should be out on my runs liao but juz dun feel like stepping out of my house. Sort of lazy to do so. And yes, I have finally revamped my blog again. The outlook changed quite a bit eh? haha... The mood juz came in the morning to edit my blog. Sat down in front of my laptop from the morning to about 2 in the afternoon. The images were juz created using shapes coz i didn't feel like using photos. Hmm... Maybe next time shall use some photos. Yet to get the Hk pics from my cousin. Saw him online but forgotten totally abt the pics. Changed the fonts also. If anyone realised it's the same font that i am using when in msn. Find that font special and sort of unique in one of it's ways.

Reformatted dad's laptop in the afternoon. Then tot of reparing my external hard disk together. Finally, my external hard disk is back to normal. I was lazy to find solutions bah. haha... Phew now i can store things more portably liao. Whahaa... Missed the times when i had my external hdd. Think the difficulty of fixing my dad's laptop was the Wireless lan adapter card. It had several versions bah. How lucky of me to download the 1st and 3rd version at 1st without realising that the drivers should actually be of the 2nd version. Went to bed again after i fixed the problem. My short nap of 45 mins got interrupted by engines of motorcycles from dunno where in intervals of 10 mins sia. Argh... Decided not to sleep further and started blogging.

Sometimes i find off days damned boring, but when i am working i will say i nid a day off. I realli hope school will start soon. haha... At least i will hav something to do each day. Juz thinking back of the days when our group were crapping non stop and playing pool sometimes. hmm... Juz can't wait for those projects as well. Though it's stressful but it's rather exciting sia.

Was listening to vivian hsu's album in the morning and realised that there's a duet song inside as well by vivian and cao ge. hmm... Nice sia. Lyrics are below.

I Still Believe

卸下美丽的外壳 透明的我们 还剩下什么
爱情就像水晶球 坚固而脆弱
一个人也许自由 两个人的感动 大过天空
喜怒哀乐共同拥有 不让你寒流

BABY I STILL BELIEVE
爱可以走过暖流 静静握住双手 一秒就够(一秒钟) 不孤单寂寞
BABY I STILL BELIEVE
爱要有梦才会快乐 就算未来的路(都)不同 你在我心中到永久

感觉很闷时候 我抱你在我胸口
当你泪流时候 我在这里不走 ohh...no
爱散发的温柔 在此刻用心感受
我想和你一起 让幸福转动

End of another workin dae. Hmm... Sometimes i wonder, is it realli good to be helpful sometimes. But i am beginning to think otherwise. Maybe that's why i am like refusing to help people during these few days. Am i becomin selfish? DUnno... WOke up in the morning and my phone alarm was like sounding so damned loud. Coz was charging my phone juz beside me. Left it charging overnite. The morning was quite alright as i was like an operator calling all the reservations. hmm... Then there came RP. All damned funny sia. Saying the morning like seen sth special. haha...

Tried to change lunch timing to 2 today coz i am like eating 12 for so many days liao. Gan still say eat 12 liao more days will 习惯? But i am like so many days liao still not used to it sia. Luckily can change to eating 2 today. Or else time will be like passing so slow sia. The afternoon was like doing some stocks and packing loads of books. Nothing much to be done during a weekday bah.

Removed price tags frm books at nite and that lasted till closing. haha... Slowly walked back home and i suddenly had some tots on my head again. hmm... Shan't elaborate one that. Tmr's gonna be a slacking day == rest dae. Gonna slack tmr. Or else next time i gonna work 3 days straight and cashier somemore. Hmm.. i wanna say that i am not pro in repair PC stuffs. Juz an amateur. haha... so my help might not be successful. =)

Finally back in my dept today. haha... But today was like noth much to be done sia. Lee ling and elayne were like finding things to do, till the resort of finding books to wrap. Funny sia. I went ard packing books bah then wrapped some books again. SIanz... Eating 12 today. Went into office and yvonne asked me to eat wif the new staff? Erm... DUn feel like doing so. haha... So went off alone bah. Sometimes it's better to eat alone. LOL... But it's good to hav someone u know to talk to. Hmm... After lunch, went back dept to pack ard again. hmm... can say wat i did today is juz packing and putting up new stocks.

Dinner was KFC. Brought back to the pantry. haha... At least not that boring and hav someone to talk to. Took over cashier for a while after i was back from dinner coz there was long queues.

Can't stop laughing after closing. Thanks to oi lian and RP. haha... Guess the other person that can win oi lian in talking is RP. He super high today sia. Whatever oi lian say, he can reply instantly. Pro sia.

Tmr working again. Guess i will be alone in the dept tmr morning. haha... hmm.. a lot to do also sia.

Packed my room and re-arranged the figurines for display on top of my desktop. haha... Now it's like much neater liao. Also hanged up Naruto figurines. Thanks to the nice idea that my mum gave. Woke up in the morning at abt 11+. Phew... i realli had a nice sleep. Continued to slack on bed while watching shows in the afternoon till i dozed off again wif the desktop on. Went off for a haircut when i woke up. Tmr gonna be another working day again. Consecutive two working days till thursday. Guess after thursday i will be like working so much again. My off days got reduced.

Back to work today after yesterdae's enjoyment. Well, totally enjoyed yesterdae's k box. Maybe i should talk abt yesterdae's k box first. hmm... We pop peeps went into k box in a grouo of erm? 11. We were given a very big room wif lcd projector and wireless mics. This is my first time singing wif wireless mic sia. The feeling was like so shiok without the wires. Woohoo... Sang a couple of songs. Chong lai, Bei ji xing de yen lei, nan dao, cai hong tian tang, shi lian xue and shan hu hai. And a few more i think. haha... they said i trained my voice? LOL... did i? No la... dun think so bah. Back to sunday. hmm... WOke up and didn't realli feel like goin for work. It's like a weekend and i should be like slacking at home doing noth. Stationery for today. As expected, erm... i was like walkin ard without much to do. JUz can't stand boredom. ARGH... Stacked up more copier papers in the morning and packed the place outside the receiving room. Loads of stocks. Went wif KY and the new multi media sup, RAY for lunch. He juz came out frm NS and it's his 1st job? So during lunch he was like askin me the workin environment.

Went back for work and was shocked to hear that it's pei lin's last day today. Was also quite bored bah, so went to pei lin's counter and be packer. Talked quite a bit before dinner. I suddenly realised that a good job not onli requires a good workin environment. Talked online wif her at nite also bah. Think we had similar views on the work we had. After work, i was like damned tired. hmm... Sometimes i think working nowadays is much more tiring than wat i had a few months ago. Finally a gd rest dae for tmr.

Woke up at 9.30 today coz wanted to go k box today wif duncan. Went to AMK de coz we tot can sing longer. haha... But in the end we were wrong. Sang lots of songs today sia. But my voice now still normal. haha... Lookin forward to the next k box sia. Dunno when will tt be. hmm... my voice today ok bah. Normal. Remembered that time when i sang k box after the milk run. My voice was like erm... No voice le? Coz of too much shoutings? Now it's realli back to normal.

Wanted to go cut hair after that but the shop closed on thursdays sia. I am so "lucky". Why muz it be on my rest dae. Now i muz go again on monday. My rest day. It's a rainy weather today somemore.

Tmr exam results comin out. Which means that my attachment results will be out. hmm... realli hope that all will go well. Well, i am realli tired now. Gonna go rest liao.

Today was great sia. haha... I was in the dept alone in the morning coz gan was in the office. Well, did noth much actually. hmm... Juz packed some of the books into cartons and remove the price tags. Although today was great, everyone seemed very tired today probably due to the stock take that we had. hmm... RP and anida was like so weird today. Muz be saying sth behind me. haha... RP was at anida's counter when i went over, then they said that the live telecast finish liao. The next talk telecast is at 6pm. haha... i am quite slow today so i didn't noe wat they were talkin abt.

Took over peilin for cashier at 5 coz katty was on MC. Maybe i haven't seen the screen for so long. The screen seems so bright to me sia. I was quite worried actually coz i am already quite tired. hmm... but overall still ok bah. Didn't hav any queues at all. The stressful period was after i came out frm cashier. Choy teng and RP went for dinner. I was alone at the service counter coz the others were solving a prob. I hav to split my attention to 3 sides at one time. Finding book, finding key and filling in form. haha... used to it bah.

Dinner was at KFC. Two piece chicken. Think i am like eating too much fried food liao. Better cut down on it. hmm... After closing we were like laughing non stop. Thanks to the mistake tt choy teng made. haha... People do make mistakes de bah. haha...

I am real tired now. Woke up in the early morning at 6am for the stock take. I was like onli asleep at 2am yest. Haiz... onli 4 hours of sleep. When will i hav a good sleep? Reached pop at 7 and was like onli a few people there? LOL... Think all sleep late liao. There was fried bee hoon for breakfast. Ate onli 3/4 of the packet, coz i already had choc donuts in the morning. Then there was KY and RP describing abt how they slept at des's house. LOL... realli can imagine sia. I was called to help out the stat dept today and assigned to a lady scanner. hmm... can say quite fast sia. We completed all the tasks in like one hour. Of coz more tasks were given to us. Guess this year was realli smooth. Everything was almost completed at 11.30am? that was like WOW...

Lunch was cai fan bian dang. haha... Juz a packet of rice wif cabbage, luncheon meat and chicken. hmm... plain bah. No gravy also. haiz... Am like eating plain rice. Took orders for drinks and went down wif RP to get drinks. LOL... All were like damned frustrated coz of some stuffs. 3 ice blended mango and 5 choc oreo blended ice.(haha... can still remember the order i took) After lunch, nothing much was left to be done. Except juz confirming the quatities. So it's quite relaxin. Helped out others in different stuffs and being asked to do loads of stuffs. AND now i am like totally out of energy to do anything except to write this blog entry.

Think i kinda sprained my back a little when i helped stat to carry the copier papers and the lecture pads. Hope will recover soon. Dinner was alone coz was waiting for elaine and lee ling to come back from dinner. Ate at 8 sia. Stared at the wall and chewed the chicken wings and rice. Haiz... how boring can it go.

Tmr another day of work ah. Sianz... when will i get a nice sleep.

Finally back to normal blogging after my trip from HK. haha... Slacked today. Woke up in the morning at abt 10. Damned tired after i am like sleeping 4-5 hours each day during my hols. Watched some shows in the morning that i bought. First up, Scary Movie 4. haha... Not bad. Made me laugh quite a lot. Then watched jolin's concert. The concert was like WOW. The atmosphere was superb as well. Sometimes, i realli hoped to go to a concert. The atmosphere when watching a live performance and a video is totally different.

Went back online at abt 1+. Well, listened to songs and surfed ard. Updating myself wif some information. Went back to sleep after that again. Totally slackin. I was like sneezing non stop for the whole of afternoon. Wanted to eat the flu medicine but remembered that i needed to do stock count tonight. Later count wrongly then LOL. Kept sneezing before i went for my stock count.

Reached pop at abt 6. All my colleagues were like askin me. "Wah. 你会来了啊?" haha... yep... i'm back. But i nid some rest. Didn't realli hav dinner. Went off to arrange stocks and count. Hmm... sometimes i am realli blur due to the lack of sleep. Sometimes counted twice. My dept ended the counting quite fast. haha... But due to a tired me, i am like counting a bit slow. It's 1.05am liao. Off to sleep liao. Tmr gonna wake up at 6. Hoping that i can be back tmr early. I realli nid rest.

LOL... finally i am back in SG. Should hav reached home yest at ard 10.30 but my flight was delayed. The flight was initially supposed to take off at 6.30pm. hmm... Then it was delayed till 9.10pm. Arrived in SG onli at 12.30am. So tired these few days sia. Onli abt 4-5 hours each day for abt a week. Each day will wake up at either 6 or 6.30am for dim sum. Went to shenzhen, guangzhou and hong kong. Totally enjoyed myself there buying lots of stuffs sia. Wanted to upload some pics but i am like so tired nw. Hmm... My entry is gonna be short today coz i realli nid some rest. Tmr gonna be counting stocks at pop till midnite. I nid to hibernate liao.

hmm... eh? got tagged by duncan? so this has to be part of my entry for today sia. hmm.. let's see.

Current Mood: Mixed feelings
Current Taste: EH? Taste? Sweet and sour? Haha… Juz Kiddin. Casual Me.
Current Clothes: My Sec Sch House T-Short(Aquila)
Current Desktop: Dunno lei? Erm, assembled desktop
Toenail Colour: Normal
Current Time: 20:07
Current Surroundings: Bedroom
Current Annoyances: LACK OF SLEEP ah!
First Best Friend(s): I think it’s gonna be Darren.
Current Best Friend(s): Hmm… dunno.
First Crush: Someone in sec sch.
First Movie: Cant rmb. Think it’s a Chinese movie.
First Lie: How I rmb? So many years ago.
Last Crush: No comments
Last Movie: M-I 3
Last Phone Call: My cousin
Last song played: Li Sheng Jie- Guan Yu Ni De Ge
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Erm… No idea
Have you ever broken the law: NO
Have you ever been arrested: NO
Have you ever skinny-dipped: NO
Have you ever been on TV: Even if yes I also dunno
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: NO
5 things you are wearing: Specs, Shirt, Pant and erm… no more liao. (Slackin now wat)
4 things you did today: Flew back from HK, Sleep,
3 things you can hear right now: My parents talking, my speakers and the tone of the wireless fone.
1 thing you do when you're bored: Online
People I tagged: Erm... dun feel like taggin anyone. Too tired to think who to tag.

Update...I am finally here to post after finding one internet cafe here. Whee... Bought so mant stuffs here. Havin so much fun. Juz reached guang zhou today after a two hours bus trip. But morning was like rushing so much manx. Lack of sleep also. Hmm... But realli bought so muh stuffs. Bought Ipod nano and a bluetooth headset for my phone. Also bought a black cover for my phone and a la bi xiao xin alarm juz now. Will update more when i am back. hmm... It's like quite hot here as well. Sweating so much manx. Hope tt i will hav time tmr to be online. =)

hmm... quite boring today. It's another working day. Did several transfers in the morning. Kian Min also called me today sia for transfer of books to TN. He's working at TN now. haha... Didn't even noe that it's him at the 1st place on the phone. He suddenly said that he's calling from TN. Then i asked "你是谁啊?" haha... Then i noe. Ordered takeaway food frm sakura for lunch today. Seafood fried rice. Quite nice sia. But i think the chicken fried rice was better. Erm.. muc darker and more egg?

Had headache in the afternoon over how to arrange the books. It's like so many new books wif high quantities. hmm... no choice... had to stack books. am not ard for more than 10 days. haha.. wonder how the dept will change when i am back. Realli noth much to be done today. Went ard packing some books, the shelves are quite tidy.

Tmr colleagues sayin they wan go pizza hut eat. But dunno true a not. It's always cancelled at last min. haha... Then after that goin bukit timah to meet az, reggie and vic. So guess will be home late. Wonder if i will blog. It's a very early flight on saturday sia. Muz wake up like abt 5.30 or 6? i think 5.30.

It's the eve of teacher's day celebrations. SImilar to last year, i dun think i will be goin back to my sec sch for the celebrations. haha... workin tmr. Well, i guess nothin much happened today. Been some time since i worked retail. haha... Erm... i still dunno wat dept i was in today. Shifted lots of things in the morning due to the pipe leaking maintenance. gosh... all the cartons are like wet. and can imagine how dirty the water is. Sigh... Stayed in the receiving room after that coz there wasn't anyone there until like 2pm. hmm... Stream wrapping dept. haha... In an hour, stream wrapped abt 10+ boxes of books. Damned hot.

Erm... after my lunch, did some stocks coz the receiving room was like damned full. Did stocks for my next schedule's dept. haha... LOL... Finally i am like havin a dept. haha... That lasted till abt 4. Pushed the stocks outside and started arranging them. Muz say that i am still not that rusty at arranging books bah. But... i am juz rusty at wrapping gifts. haha... luckily KY hav some skills of wrapping. I nid to revise my skills. And i will haha... The queues started to form ay abt 6 plus. hmm... Cleared the queues and wondered how come the queues disappeared in 15 mins. Looked back and i think gan opened the counter at the back. then there was the long queue there... haha... From this, can see that lots of people are buying gifts for teachers.

Stayed in T&A at nite bah. Coz choyteng went off early. Packed the department. onli managed to pack the tables. Tmr gonna pack the shelves. Quite a lot of stuffs to do tmr. I nid to familiarise wif the dept as well asap. Did so many stuffs today and i still felt refreshed. Tmr will be another day of work. hmm... then friday will be goin out. haha...

Woke up to the travel conversation that my parents and aunties are having. Actually i am quite a light sleeper? When some people are talkin beside me, i can juz open my eyes and wake up. Well, there are some advantages and disadvantages as well. Advantage is that hmm... will mostly wake up on time. Disadvantage? hmm... can't realli sleep on bus if i am realli tired. Ate chicken rice for lunch and then went to the ica building at lavendar. Prepared two hours before my reporting time for the awards nite. hmm... so yep. left house @ 1.30. Took a train to potong pasir and changed to bus 107.

Reached school and was like late liao. 3.40pm to be exact. Went to the convention and PSP was juz nice goin to set up follow-spot liao. LOL... today we were told to run the show sia. Important task sia. Imagine all the pressure. I was in the control room. So it's like the timings of the lights and music are partly on me. But it's quite a nice job though. We were like crapping a lot also. Multi-tasking... that's wat i always do. Three things at one go. Watching-Listening to cue-bit of crapping. haha... All went very smoothly sia. Quite a good job done. phew... no mistakes muz be made.

Had a sumptous dinner sia. Had a great buffet. the food was like WOW... There's chocolate fondae, peking duck, satay, tiramisu , choc cream cake, popiah and so much more sia. Went for like so many rounds. haha... Tmr gonna get back to work again. Not doing cashier tmr. It's juz days away to my holidays. LOL...

Finally my rest dae has arrived today. haha... got the chance to sleep early. BUT... Thanks to all the drillings ard i can't sleep. Resorted to the idea of counting sheeps... nah... haha! juz kidding. If i do that, i think i will not be sleeping instead? erm... i will be like eyes wide open and imagining how many sheeps had went by? and given the noise, i am like counting sheeps near a construction side in an open field. LOL... Went online for a while to surf ard. Watched jay's "千里之外" mtv yest. hmm... felt that the song was nice and listened to it over and over again. Surfed till my stomache went grumbling. Juz added noodles to a "pot" of soup and ate. That's my lunch liao. Went off for school at 12+.

Suddenly 74 is filled wif people in the afternoon. I expected the journey to be a very smooth one manx. But nope. I can't sleep on the bus as well. SIgh... The afternoon was hot. Reached school and was like damned exhausted due to the hot weather. Shifted the follow spot to the convention center. It's always a huge task shifting the follow spot. And guess it requires some endurance as well. Hmm... For the first time i saw that the convention center was quite wide and empty. haha.. .Guess it's becoz of the shiftin of the seats. Damned spacious. Went up to the control room after that. MY slacking time started then. WOW... then there was an opera singer. All of us were like stunned. Hmm... she's realli good at it. She was like so far away from the mic. Yet... she was so clear. WOW...

After the rehearsal, went to mac wif PSP people for dinner. haha... Well, chatted for quite a bit. Even talked abt our secondary sch days. haha... Funny sia. Tmr gonna be the actual awards nite event. Hope all goes smoothly and well tmr. Gonna take a break now.

._"The distance... 距离..."_.

My full day of work today. hmm... Was a bit sick yesterdae. In fact today wasn't feeling that good as well. Snoozed the alarm all the way till 9.40 today. I think i could hav slept till 10 if no one woke me up. haha... Juz rushed off to work after a cup of hot milo. Knew that counter 3 today's gonna be a difficult task. There will be lots of people buying teacher's day gift. hmm... There were gifts like flowers and cups. Nicely arranged. There wasn't much people in the morning until the afternoon. I was like packing items non stop in the afternoon till the extend that my hands are like shivering till now. hmm... I got back my 2pm eating slot today. haha... Lunch was at the interchange. Ordered and ordered till i didn't know that i am eating 3 meat and rice. haha... LOL...

Was damned full after the lunch. Gosh there were really lots of people buying gifts. Non stop of queues and queues. Think everyone was like knowing that i damned tired liao. haha... My voice was like suddenly weird at 5pm. hmm... not my usual voice. Think i hav been using my voice non stop for like hours and furthermore i am like a bit sick? Juz continued working. Then the commotion came in the evening. Oi lian accused me of calling customers to pay at her counter instead of mine? i was like HUH. I have neva done that for like since i work as cashier. I will admit if i did that. But i didn't, how to admit? Gosh. I am so innocent.

Nothing much during closing except me going around wif a ladder taking down several posters. Coz today was the last day of promotion. Am damned tired now. Tmr will hav to go to sch for a rehearsal for some awards nite. hmm... wat a busy schedule i am havin. But hmm... can still sleep late tmr.

._|"一人忙碌的生活会不会让自己忘记一些事..."|_.

25/08/06 Friday

It's a friday today. My first out of 3 consecutive workin days. Supposed to work in counter 3 today. But came out to help Multi Media wif some promo stuffs. Sometimes i am weird. I rather hav a lot of things to do rather than slackin ard. Well, that's me. Did some re-arranging of the stocks in front due to some reasons. Pasted stickers for items that are on promotion. Hmm... Felt a bit guilty though coz didn't opened my counter. Got loads of stuffs to do for multi media. Until abt 1+ i opened my counter due to a long queue. I think in total for whole day i onli opened my counter for abt 3 hours. LOL...

Looked for some titles of cds at night. Some are quite difficult to find. Coz the titles on the piece of paper that i am given had missing characters. haha... I think i had to use my memory to think thru the titles. Went off to throw rubbish alone as well. Didn't hav that much rubbish also, so didn't wan to bother other people. Today wasn't that tiring at all. Went to the taxi stand to wait for zack. haha... he's transferring a TV set here LOL... wif a trolley somemore. But he went off after he passed the TV to me. There was another surprise as well... LOL... i am in T&A liao... hmmm...

26/08/06 Saturday

hmm... sick today liao... Worked till ard 2pm then went home. Cleared a long queue before i went off. That added on to my headache. I could feel a fever coming. But i knew that i will be ok after some rest. Went home and immediately went to my bed. Woke up at 6.30pm. Took my dinner. Went back to work after that coz i felt that i am ok. They didn't hav enough people also. Yep, so went back. Phew... all was smooth...
Gonna prepare for my full workin day tmr. Gonna sleep early.

hmm... went out for the whole day tdy. Woke up at 9 today. Met duncan at 10 at mrt stn for k box at suntec. hmm... haven't been there before yet. Think it's about the same as the other k box. Sang a lot of songs today. Erm... didn't realli like my voice at the start. Guess my voice realli nids some warm up before it can reach a high. haha... Started wif ri ri ye ye. haha... Actually should hav sang the song a bit later. I realli nid to find a song that can warm my voice up. Wanted to start wif zui jing, but erm... dunno why dun hav sia. Remembered that the clementi k box had tt song. Sang some songs tt i didn't realli sing successfully in previous k box sessions. Some can be realli challenging. Looking forward to the next k box session.

hmm... Didn't realli noe where to go after that. Went back to SK to meet RP. Was said yesterdae to meet at city hall. But think that plan had to change thanks to people not answering phone calls in the morning. haiz... no choice. Decided to go bukit timah instead. Played a bit of pool and went for pizza hut. Months since i last ate pizza hut. Worked onli one day so far this week. hmm... Realli nid to work liao. 4 of us. So ordered the "family" feast? hmm... one BBQ chicken and hawaiian supreme pizzas. Had the summer vegetable soup. Added loads of pepper to it. Nice sia. The pizzas were damned nice also. Wished that i could hav more pizzas.

Reached home onli at 10.30. Realli tired now. Nid sleep. Tmr working at counter 3. Is it gonna be boring? haiz... No choice gotta work.

Woohoo... wat a smooth day i went through. But was like quite tired since i slept at 2.30am. Almost reached POP late today. 10.45 on the dot. Everyone was like so busy preparing for tmr's visit. haha... From cleaning shelves to rearranging stuffs. There were onli two counters open today. Me at counter one. haha... My preferred counter. LOL... Been damned busy inside counter today doing spring cleaning? hmm... juz bringing down the signboards and clean. Clean till it shines. Erm... but dun think it will last long. LOL... Everything is goin to be dirty after a few days?

Lunch today at one and dinner at 6. Went home for dinner. Long time neva eat dinner at home when working sia. It's like almost a year? Can save quite a bit if i choose to eat at home sia. hmmm... closing time. That's the main topic of the day. First time i do painting? erm... if i am not wrong it's the 1st time? neva did painting b4. Paint on the walls outside the receiving room. Every one can see that i can a 1st timer. Wif my lousy skills and slow speed. Some even said that i am like doing artwork. haha... my art not bad de leh. But long time neva do liao. All onli finished at 11.30pm. Damned tiring day. It's counter one and i am doing painting till 11.30pm. hmm... I am going to hav an off day tmr. haha... No one even told me that i am havin an off day tmr. I tot i will be workin for five days. K box tmr. Wat songs to sing...

._"我走的路..."_.

Sat two hours in front of my laptop to create this blog skin. haha... from a plain page. LOL... Finally i am successful. Hav been wondering how to do it for the past few months and now i succeeded. Tmr... Erm wait... it's nw 1.45AM. Can say later going back to work again. hmm... i realli hope tt all goes well again. Hope my entry tonight will be a good one then. Will edit some stuffs on this blog skin tonight also. Now i juz feel like goin to sleep. LOL...

It's been two years since i went on this job. All the holidays that i worked so far have been very smooth. I think it didn't this time. I hav made my final decision liao. A lot of reasons behind my decision. But when will it be. Hmm... I juz dun feel like blogging abt yesterdae. I was damned pissed. I was juz thinking. If i am unhappy in this environment, why bother to stay and add on to my stress. Have been damned stress these days.

Woke up at 12.30 today sia. Dong mian. LOL... Nothing much to do since i woke up. Watched some parts of a movie and started to blog. Sent out a mail to find out more abt a web project which i was told abt weeks ago. But still no reply. Juz hoping the reply to be a good one. Thinking abt tt, maybe i should juz go brush up on my dreamweaver skills? It's been some time since i last used? Maybe soon bah. Tmr goin see chinese doc again. hmm... So when will be the time to do it.

Two days of rest daes and yet so much thinkings to do. hmm... Does a change of charater in a person affect wat the person do. Or is it his or her thinkings that affects what the person does. Big question.

._"态度的大转变是否代表我已变了?..."_.

Snoozing and snoozing. That's wat i did when my alarm sounded at 9 today. Snoozed all the way till 9.15. Damned tired. I nid more sleep. But i think i can't sleep any longer. Goona be in counter 1 today, which means i nid some early preparations. haha... Onli reached work at 10. Got a shock in the morning. hmm... dunno wat happened yesterdae. Luckily got count properly. Phew... Or else... Lucily arh. The morning was quite smooth, all the way till the afternoon. There was a competition at the first level i guess. Quite crowded bah. Maybe that's why so many people?

All went very smoothly until 5+. My machine printer suddenly breakdown. Wah... sianz... Do until got rhythm liao. And it's the peak period as well. I still hav 3 or 4 customers behind sia. A long queue formed at counter 2. Hav to keep on directing people sia. Reminded me of a scenario sia. LOL... I was asked to go for my dinner at 7, but my machine still not functioning.

My machine was onli up at 8.30. So can say my counter was closed for 3 hours plus? LOL... Was quite afraid that i will hav problems during closing. But it went all smoothly sia. I think today was juz a plain working day. Noth much to say abt. TMr gonna be more boring? hmmm... I nid a long break...

17/08 Thursday

I think i am starting to prefer to work as cashier after my smooth and great day today. haha... At least i didn't erupt today. Not much people until one or two periods which i didn't open my counter and queues started to form at counter 1. But after i go in 5 mins, confirm will be gone. Nothing much for this entry actually except some funny stuffs. Firstly, was during dinner. Maggie and Gan asked me to help them get dinner? I was like ok? Juz tell me wat u wan and i try to get it? But... The problem is here. They hav been arguing for like hours on wat to eat and still no idea? Wah... WTH... Then i ended up the one thinking. Clue: Juz get sth spicy. In the end, i juz bought everything spicy lor. As simple. Wat's so difficult abt tt. Sambal Fried Rice and Mee goreng. haha...

Second incident at night during closing. Yvonne left her phone lying ard. hmm... on the cupboard? Then they were like trying to hide the phone. Gan suddenly said, yvonne will surely come out find. Was counting my coins. Then she suddenly walked towards my direction. So accurate sia. Worse still, the phone was on vibration mode? hmm... Will the phone be found if no one sees it?

18/08 Friday

Started to think abt the past today. Remembered that i had this special fren whom i grew up together wif when i was young. It's been years since i last talked to her. Still remembered that we argued over a book? Thanks to her who drawed my book. That were juz arguments when we were young. Coming to think of it, quite childish. But at times, u will wan to talk to someone whom u grew up together wif.It's been years since i talked to her? haha wat will we talk abt if we see each other one day again. LOL...

Met az, vic and rp at AMK today. Initially wanted to meet at 10.30. I reached at 10.35 but no one there yet? WAH... All slept at 2.30 yesterdae. Had a lengthy conversation yesterdae. In the end still went back to the same old plan. Imagine having a reply each time after 5 mins. Dragging all the way till 2.30. Almost dozed off right in front of my laptop.

Played pool first. hmmm... all real rusty liao bah. All the first few calls can't get in. But as time went by, we were back to normal. Shu neng shen qiao. But the shu is onli for an hour? haha... Gathering together wif them was always damned crappy. Az and vic already booked for driving lessons sia. Wondering when's mine. Dun think will be tt fast.

Seoul garden after tt. Was wondering how the coffee chicken taste like. Didn't even giv it a try also. Vic lasted longest sia. I onli lasted 2nd longest. Actually could hav gone for more, but think drink too much water. From ice blended grape to erm... Mango juice. Then somemore still ate fried rice. Not full also full liao.

Went for my run in the evening. Starting to build up my stamina. Ran 3 rounds ard my area. think should be ard 2-3 km? or 4? No idea. Neva use measuring tape. Remembered my previous experience when i ran a few days back. Almost blacked out. That time onli ran one and half round. Today 3 rounds. Muz keep on increase.

Tmr gonna be back working counter again. My preferred job. I might be goin to expo to work for a few days? hmmm not a bad environment as well. But i will juz hav to wake up earlier. Lookin forward to tmr.

._|"一人的快乐只有自己感觉得到..."|.

Wonder why i woke up once today at 4.30am. hmm... Also forgot. Think i juz went to the toliet and then Zzzz. Went back to sleep again. Slept all the way until 10.45 coz today not working. Realli nid one day to cool myself down. Working sometimes realli can make me boil. Argh... It's been a long time since i last eat at home. Working four days consecutive without dinner at home. Definitely missed home cooked food. Ate lunch and dinner at home today. Maybe home cooked food was realli better.

Went to chinatown today wif my mum. Kinda walked ard. Quite boring bah. But at least better than staying home and sleep for the whole day? Well gonna be this short post for today. TMr gonna go back to work again. Hope all goes well again. But.. i dunno...

._|"全新的自己..."|_.

For the past few days, my mood wasn't that good. Not being myself. Sorry if i affected anyone. But today, I am BACK. It's like i am the new me. Totally different i guess, frm the mood and thinkings i had a few days back. haha... Gonna change myself for the better. Yep... My fourth day of work today. Not bad bah. At least i am not alone in text dept. Was wif choy teng today. haha... I guess my colleagues realli lightened up my mood. By a lot? Thanks manx. Maybe without them, I am still the tired and restless me. The funny incidents today are like gosh. Happening. That's one word to describe everything. In the morning, there was this incident where RP say the wrong thing? haha... hmm... I guess misunderstandings juz happen like tt. When u say sth and u're short of a word. That's gonna be chaotic. I think the incident in the morning was a good example.

Well since, i am in such a good mood today. I dun think i will talk abt those irritating stuffs at work. Today will be a day that i will write and read the good stuffs. Not the bad ones. haha...

._|"黑夜的来临, 我闭上双眼. 希望张开眼睛时, 只看到那道曙光."|_.

Argh.. damned pissed off. Realli pissed off wif everything now. Why hav my mood changed so much for the past few days. Or hav i changed? I am no longer the JX wif lots of patience. I think i hav realli changed a lot over the week. Thinkings and actions. No longer the old JX. I dun like the way i am behaving. What can i do? Why can't the people juz do simple stuffs on their own? I shouldn't hav worried that much about wat they are doing manx. Alright, my fault. I shouldn't hav bothered abt all the stuffs. Next time it's gonna be none of my business. I juz wan to go back to the old me.

hmm... wonder if there are programming jobs out there where i can take up. It will realli take some time finding another job. But i guess my next job i will wan is an office environment. Maybe that's where i realli wanna work in. I hav worked in an office environment for four months. I noe wat it is like. haha... It's not easy to find one. Sorry, my outburst today was uncontrollable.

Woke up in the morning at 9. Should hav slept till 10 but due to some stuffs that i didn't do yesterdae, i hav to wake up damned early. Luckily anida was working today or else i am like no one to talk to? And KY coming in at 1? All the people working are like people that i seldom talk to. A lot of people are not working today bah. It's juz me takin charge of text. Erm... Thumbs up to the text people yesterdae for keeping the dept so neat. haha... The dept now a bit messy liao? Coz i am like one person working and i hav no time to pack. Will try to pack tmr. Tmr gonna be another though day. hmm.. Lunch was at banquet and dinner was at KFC. Was talking over work when at KFC wif anida today bah. hmm.. sometimes it juz feels better to pour it out rather than keeping it to urself. It realli works.

I was damned pissed during closing. If u're the one who is the last to use the PC, u should hav shut it down. WTH... why ask me to go outside and check if the desktop is off. It's ur job, not mine. Next time i won't even bother a bit. I totally agree wif the others.

结局

坐在空荡的房里 只有电视传来的童话
不停地猜测
每个段落的结尾是什么 每个故事的结局又是如何
脑海不知不觉 浮现了许多画面

不相信这些结局
相信这些只是画家在脑海里的作品
否认自己所看到的一切
想起自己的故事
幻想是什么 表情如何透露

那年的我们 想拥有同样的结局
但你选择了离开 分头走下这段路
活在两个世界的我们
就好像是第一次见面的陌生人
你变了吗?
只想回到那夏天的我
好自私 不善良
让你自由的我
只好静静离开我们共同的世界

你已开始找到你要的结局
一段漫长的时间 得到这分记忆
一瞬间 我们的故事也应该停止

My 2nd day of my consecutive four days of work. I realli hate myself these few days. Definitely, this was not the real JX. Perhaps the phrase is correct, 男人不流泪. COunter 2 today. The position not right ah. COunter 2 is more for left handers. But i think my colleagues ddefinitely cheered me up quite a bit even though they did not know wat happened. haha... During lunchtime, ate wif RP. He asked me a question. He was quite observant i muz say. haha... I thought of a solution to the problem right in the morning. Though it was difficult and i might even suffer, maybe i might try it. But... i dunno. Realli confused abt things. Argh, dun wanna think abt it. Makes me even more confused. Maybe i should juz enjoy my life now? But will it be damned empty.

I think today there was much more people than yesterdae. Today's counter 2 is like the job at counter 1 yesterdae. haha... Perhaps people will get out more on sundays? I wonder. hmm... All went quite smoothly? The things i do are almost like keep repeating? Except some stonings sometimes, but i will juz go back naturally wif my work. Was quite attentive. haha... Dinner was MAC. Juz few days back, i had eaten so much MAC at KAP. Today MAC again? LOL. No la... juz missed the filet o fish. It's onli me and RP, coz des need to do homework? Then the funny stuffs came. When coming back from my counter, i pulled back the door and i saw a bag. hmm... nothin wrong wif a bag hanging on a door. BUT... the weirdest things was a tortoise drawn on a piece of paper and pasted on the bag. Thought that that muz be either li wei or oi lian. Then tdy li wei not workin. COnfirm muz be oi lian liao. Then after that when i went back to the counter. Oi lian told me that it's vickie. hmm... OH PLS... since when tortoise is red colour de. No chance to say all these craps today coz i am not myself. haha...

Closing was super high today. Wif des dancing to a broom to the tune of jing hua lun? gosh... all super high. If onli i can be so high, that is onli i am drunk. But impossible, i can't drink alcohol de. Allergic to alcohol. haha... GOin off to rest liao. Third day of work tmr.

公主已会到了宫里, 过着幸福的生活. 做骑士的只能祝福还是祝福. 她已到了王子身边, 这位骑士却很无奈. 坐在空荡的操场上拿着吉他. 好想为她弹着那么一首歌. 但这首歌始终是一封寄不到的信. 弹着这首歌,他不知不觉想起了那段日子. 那段帮公主逃离一切的那段日子, 那段和她游玩的日子. 这些日子并没有一个值得纪念的一天, 但他已深深感受到了快乐. 那段日子, 公主也不禁想起了往事. 看着公主无奈的表情, 自己也不禁感到不知所措. 只能安慰还是安慰, 希望她会早些看见幸福的光芒. 这一天已到来. 骑士告诉自己该是时候放开了. 但经过了那段日子, 骑士能做到吗?　找了好几个办法．也许该静静地离开公主的世界．

Juz came back from work. Phew... TIring day. Erm wait... guess should erase tt. Should be a slacking day. Ya... Weekend today seems like a friday to me. Woke up today and told myself to get back to my normal self. Due to sth that happened yest night. Ya, she's right. Although i seem laughing away, but inside me it's in serious state. But i juz hope to get over wif it. I juz dun like the way i am behaving today. Kept laughing when inside i am not. What's wif me... Can't i juz let go? Some things juz cannot be explained. I kept on going in a daze today. The others added more weight to my mood. Haiz... I juz kept on denying. Maybe i will juz bury all the troubles wif my work. The next 3 days i will be workin, except wednesday. Juz gonna stress myself wif all the work. No work, find work. Yep, that's what i am goin to do. Enough of tt, hmm... let me go back to today.

I think nothing much happened in the morning. I still went on being myself wif a smile on my face doing cashier. (cashiers muz smile more.) haha... Erm all lasted till lunchtime. Went interchange to da bao. Then there was this commotion when i went to buy drinks at the stall at the near the interchange. Argument between a guy and a gal. I juz went in to get my drink. Hack care, my mood wasn't tt good as well. They better not get on my nerves. Then li wei was saying, " so yong gan ar? still dare to go in." Arugument is their problem.

I think afternoon was very slack bah. Juz noth much. RP came over to ask me why i am staring into space. Juz answered him no customers now bah. haha.. But overall i am still ok bah. Juz laughing ard. hehe... That's me bah. Although i hav troubles, i will still be smiling. Have people ever wondered if one is unhappy, the others will be affected as well? I juz dun wan tt to happen. Juz wan to bring smiles to everyone. So yep. That's me.

Yoshinoya for dinner at night. RP damned sad today due to someone not workin. haha... Keep on smiling away. LOL... Then we were treated to coke at night. Wonder wat's the occasion but i juz drink bah. haha... I didn't short today. Glad tt i hav divided my work and my other stuffs. Phew... I juz hope that tmr will be a good one. 今天好, 明天一定会更好...

|._"我是不是应该从你的世界静静离开..."_.|

hmm... it was almost eat, sleep and play today. haha... But sleep was 1/2 of my day today. I realli lacked a lot of sleep these few days. Juz delighted to be hibernating today. My mum was asking:" HUH? you going sleep again?" Ya, i realli got no choice. The next four days i am workin. haha... Still can't break my previous record of working six days straight. Think that was almost a year back liao. Was asked if i wanted to go punggol plaza in the morning. I admit that i was damned lazy now liao. And i wan to go for my run in the evening.

My sleeping times went from 1-3 then 4-6. Shiok. Now i got enough energy to face possible challenges. Especially when i am workin counter 1 tmr and counter 2 on sunday. hmm... Went for my run in the evening though i noe i was feeling hungry. I realli tot that i can take it. I was wrong. Ran two rounds around my area and i realli feel like fainting liao. Relaxed a while about 15 mins before i went back to normal. And i noe i almost blacked out. i struggled all the way to econ to get H2O. Think at least can retrieve energy to go back home. At least my estimation was correct bah.

Sort of relaxing at nite. Listening to songs and creating this entry. hmm... wat's installed for tmr.

._"这次会不会像上次的经历一样?"_.

Argh... damned tired of everything today. Think I am realli getting sick of everything. Went back to work today and I think i was at lost of wat i should do today. Everything was like goin all wrong for me. I juz can't stand it when i hav nothin to do. Time juz passes by slowly. Walked to work today coz my concession juz ended yesterdae. Brisk walking coz i was quite early. Still got 20 mins to work. Was quite tired after yesterdae's PH counter 1. And i juz didn't hav enough sleep. I yawning and sneezing all the way today. Took charge of the chinese dept today. I think i realli should thank the people workin yesterdae for packin the dept so neatly. hmm... Realli neat, all books are in perfect position. So went to help Text dept wif the packin instead. Took charge of two depts actually in the morning coz li wei comin at 2. Didn't noe that today's a holiday for primary sch and secondary sch. Until they told me. But i think the crowd wasn't that much today bah. Went off for lunch at 1. Curry chicken noodles. Think not enough coconut milk, quite watery bah.

hmm... there seems to be loads of troubles goin ard. haiz... DUnno bah... i wonder wat has been happening. Why are there so many troubles recently. Argh. Simple things why they can't juz understand simple stuffs. I think i am erupting today liao. Or else my entry today won't be like tt. Haiz... DUn say liao... Full of fire today. Though i hav been smiling away, i hav been damned pissed. THis other side of me juz dun come out quite often, unless i hav accumulated all angers. But this is juz wat i wan to say.

hmm... i might be handed a website project for me to work on, which is not confirmed yet. it's a school project but i wasn't given any details yet. Juz hope that the person will contact me soon.

._|"为什么对你舍不的人是我"|_.