Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Well it's going to be the end of year 2007 and the start of 2008 le. Year 2007 had gone by juz like that and it seems to be a memorable year where i graduated frm poly and the start of my NS life. Juz hoping that the new year will be a good one for me as well. Looking forward to the chinese new year which falls on febuary as well. And... of coz ya, 2 more months and i'm 21 le. That's fast...

So how did everyone spent their christmas. Managed to walk ard orchard this year on the very day of christmas. Spent my time there till midnite and thanks everyone for their greetings on the very day of christmas. It's jingling bells.

Managed to catch liang jing ru's concert yest. The live atmosphere in a concert was realli good. It's a 3 hours concert wif loads of touching songs. Think the song '无条件为你' was the song i enjoyed most esp when the lyrics were so nice. haha...

Jingle bells. jingle bells.

jing ru @ concert

LOCKED

Since the start of army life, i haven't realli got the time to blog. Now i finally got one weekend to blog. hmm. Unit life has started. Unit life can be very stressful as well. This will be my life for the next two years i guess. It's onli during the weekends that i get the rest i wanted. Looking forward to friday is always wat i look out frm each monday. Well, at least i get some rest next week. Taking two days of leave which is on 21 and 24 dec. That will mean that i will get a long weekend. 20th dec be here as soon as possible.

The melody we sang

The day we had today
Brought me back to the memories
Each and every part of it
Fills up a complete piece of puzzle
None of it should go missing
Juz like a pianist
I hope to continue this sweet melody


"当你姓名化作旋律在我脑海里"
From 林宇中- 旋律

Fragile Like A Glass

Spending 3 nites in a hospital was the very 1st time in my life. I had two episodes of breathing difficulties and body weakness juz in a week. Maybe now i'm realli juz as fragile as a glass bah. Guess i have to keep away frm all the dusts. I'm definitely not suitable for my vocation bah. Juz hav to wait and see how. Hav got a skin test on next thursday. Juz hav to wait till what they say. My mind is alr in a whirl le. I'm juz on MC till 29th.

Juz hav to thank my group of frens for cheering me up on the day of discharge. Seriously my mood wasn't that good in the days in hospital. What i can do is juz to watch some tv, eat and sleep. That's the most boring thing i will do manx. LOL. But a picked up a good habit i think. That is to read papers everyday and even read I WEEKLY. Think next time i hav to buy and read le. Though i seldom read chinese papers. It realli keeps people up to date wif entertainment news manx.

It's the pain that i felt when this thing went in manx. It's actually two long needles. They are much thicker than the ones we hav for injections. On the first day of hospitalization, they alr hang liquid on me liao. So it's like for two days i can't even bend my arms. Sometimes even getting up is a prob manx. I even hadto rest my arm on a pillow when sleeping. In conclusion, i didn't sleep well during the days in hospital.

Well, the bed view from my bed. It's juz an extra bed at the side bah. I will get all the privacy and a good view on wat's happening at the corridor. Every early morning regardless of 3am or 4am, there will confirm be someone walkin by.

"眼前下起的雨滴打在我心底
空荡表情瓦解了思绪
就让泪水无声无息"
From 张峰奇- 雨季

Signing off. JX.

I Wanna Be Free...

Oh manx... i juz feel so great today. It's been near to two weeks since i had a good outing. And it's been nearly 3 good months since i had a good outing wif my group. I realised something, my group can always lighten me up when in times of bad mood. Realli it's true. haha... Thanks peeps for making my day feel so good... YEH!

It's back to pool again after so many months. haha... To my surprise, i still can pocket the shots. Whee. Not bad not bad. (Not trying to hao lian...) The whole of the group actually lost a lot of touch la. Including me. I can't make a good cushion shot as well. Well, we can't be playing pool that often these days as well. That takes us back to the times when we go for pool sessions right after lessons. Real slack. But we do nid some enjoyment frm all the projects and courseworks as well la.

It's so crowded everywhere as well today. Though there isnt much people in bukit timah, it's juz damned crowded over at amk. Met xav at amk. It's good that now he can walk more normally. Well, of coz the whole of the group had a good nice chat at the food court in amk hub. Real good food there as well. Esp the oyster omelette. Damned it's nice. I will wan it again. Maybe slackin at AMK isn't a bad idea as well. We had rounds of initial d 3 and 4 session. AND... GOSH... We found ourselves a new kind of entertainment. The basketball machine at the arcade. wahahhaa... I think we tried more than 5 times to get to lvl 3 but we still fail. (the last attempt was juz three pts away frm target. good one. but i wasn't the one who play.) It's good sweat wif loads of energy consumed.

在孤单北半球里, 我等雨后的彩虹.
Rain showers me wif loneliness,
but it's the rainbow after that i will find.

Signing off. JX.

Juz A Day Away From Temporary Freedom

Yes. It's juz a day away to book out day and the end of my mc is actually today. Whee... so it's like temporary freedom for me till this sunday. Still unsure of wat time i will be bookin in but still hav to enjoy this temporary freedom that i will be havin. Nid to get down to beach rd to get my army stuffs also i guess.

Meeting my grp tmr in the morning. Gonna enjoy the day fully manx...

The Importance

After a week at tekong, i began to think that my thinkings hav all changed. Think back what az said before i went to tekong. hmm... all seems to be so true. I begin to cherish everything i'm havin. Maybe it's the one week that i lost touch wif everything that i had. Time is juz like the most impt factor in everything that i do. Taking for example the day that i had to book out at 8 in the morning and then book in 3.30 in the afternoon. I realli had to make full use of all the time. It's juz like so many things to do within juz the few hours itself. Lunch wif parents, a nap, a doc's appt and of coz all the travelling. Now i totally understand why people hav to hire a cab when they book out. I totally understand.

I guess i begin to cherish my frens more now. For most of my admin time in tekong, i hav been havin chats wif my group. It realli lightens me up during the time in tekong. I realli look forward to our gathering this thursday. Juz hope that we get the venue and time to be fixed soon. But i guess the venue has to be in the west like where we always hang out after sch eh. Juz thinking abt our times at k box as well where someone tend to be "snoring" away when singing. GOSH... that was juz one of the most memorable k box session that we had.

I am juz beginning to be tired of being a bird in the cage all the way till this wednesday nite where all my bunk mates book out. Oh ya... tend to be thinkin of them also. haha... not forgetting them always cheering ourselves up. Missing their craps again.

I'm like a BIRDY inside a CAGE

I'm now on my 7 days mc and i'm alr out of course for my BMT. Gosh... my skin condition is realli bad at tekong and it's really a very scary feeling seeing all my skin red when in tekong. Realli hope that my skin condition can juz go back to normal. For almost the whole of today, i was like a bird in a cage. Realli dislike this kind of feeling. Since young, i'm like one guy who always enjoy going out to chill out and to enjoy. I'm suddenly like someone who juz come back frm the country after a long period of time. But my life at tekong is juz like 5-6 days. Why? I juz can't understand. I realli wan to adapt back to my life here in sg.

Went to pop wanting to surprise wynne today but i think i failed totally. It's been realli more than a week since i last seen her. Guess i realli made a quick decision to go surprise her in the toilet. LOL... I realli juz wanna go back to our good old days. Seeing all the photos we had realli takes me back all the way to the good times that we had. Can we have it back again. Since i came out of tekong, i realli wan to cherish everything that i once had before. It's like realli a tot of mine. Indulging in good food has always been the things that we did. Realli miss all the times that we had though it's like onli juz one or two weeks ago. Can we?

李玖哲/周笔畅 - 你好吗

温柔的时间抚平我们的亏欠
过几天过几年伤会好一点

多久没见面孩子气有没有变
还记得我们从前笑的那么甜

baby 我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗

温柔的缠绵我也放下了依恋
过几天过几年伤会好一点

我收着照片安静在盒子里面
回忆是你我剩下唯一的关联

baby 我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗

问候是我对你好想说出的话
现在你过的好吗

我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗

The Departure

Days started to draw nearer and nearer to life at tekong. Honestly, i feel kinda weird. I dun hav the feeling of being afraid or anything like that. What i feel is like nothing, maybe it's juz another adventure ahead or sth. Realli it will be the first time i depart all the important things and people in my life for a period of time. haha... dun worry will look forward to my first book out in like two weeks time though. Army life starting soon. Whee...

Chilling out in changi airport is realli a thing that i always enjoyed doing since young. It juz brings me the feelings of going overseas. The ambience, the atmosphere and everything else. haha... maybe the person going to the airport yest gave me more feelings of going overseas yest as well. I enjoyed my last trip to japan and i've never been to overseas wif any frens at all. Most of the time, it's juz wif my family. So i will be waiting for that day where my wish will come true. haha...

Looking for something to cover myself in two weeks time has been difficult now i juz realised. Since my hair has been so thick. Argh... maybe i should juz prepare and go to botak days now. But maybe not la... Can save some $$. Will go find sth to cover myself soon. Maybe the nike cap that i bought overseas some time ago should do the job. But... will it match my skin colour in like two weeks time?

I suddenly realised how impt my mobile phone is to me during the two weeks in there. Still havin a headache whether to borrow 6510 frm my cousin or should i juz be contented wif my 6060. But i hav to find my FM radio. My old mp3 player seems to be CMI. sigh... All the rusty parts.

Our Journey Yesterday:

The Tiredness

Tired Tired... It's all about the tiredness in me after the stock take at pop. Came back onli at 12.30am after the pre count that we had. The time i slept was like 2am and the time that i woke up was onli like 4am. Gosh it's juz a mere 4 hours of sleep. For some 30 mins in pop after the stock count i was rubbing my eyes non stop. To add to my misery, i had to go for my doc appt at 3.15. Argh... i nid sleep. Sleep ish impt.

I sing my SONG... 我唱我的歌...

It's kbox yesterday wif wynne and zack. LOL... And it's realli FOC. The food at hougang realli tasted much better than the marina de. The curry breaded fish was realli much better than the teriyaki fish. Realli enjoyed my times over there bah. Think this may realli be the last k box session before 26th. hmm... k box havin festive discount next week also. For dunno 4 or 5 days. All sessions are at 5 bucks ++. But do i hav the time to be there.






Then there was the choosing of gifts for zack's god daughter. Didn't noe that he had one becoz in his mind i onli tot he has one "god-son". DOTS... I dun think i hav ever chosen a present for a 4-5 year. It's realli a difficult task compared to presents for adults though. In the end he settled for a shirt and a vest. LOL...

I'm the tourist

Indeed frm the previous post, it's world animal day. Did everyone do anything special for their animal? hahaha... That reminded me of my parrot. Argh... Nvm... Memories are juz memories. LOL... It's been recently that i hav been waking up these few days. Maybe i should juz adjust myself to getting up early these few days since it's gg to be life at tekong soon. LOL... Went to tanjong pagar today. Realli it's been a long time since i been there since i went to a job agency years back after my o levels. It's more of a business district i guess. Took the NEL train all the way to outram park rather than takin bus 80. Or else i could hav slept all the way on the bus.


Spotted this row of red buildings. Hmm.. at first i tot it was a cafe or some library. Hmm.. it's actually a museum juz opposite URA centre. Its realli purely red. Though there's realli a cafe inside but it's purely a museum. It's actually called a red dot museum i think. Can't rmb.


Made my way down to china town after that. I guess there's lots of changes going around chinatown these days. Indeed it has changed a lot. Even the market and the food centre is going down to renovations now. Though some places are going thru renovations, the place is still filled wif tourists. I realli feel like a tourist, snapping pictures here and there when they are also doing that. LOL...


It's going to be back to work tmr. In mmed, argh... i dunno wat i will be doing...

official web for world animal day

04 October

It's World Animal Day today... LOL...

品冠- 我以为

你曾说不想有天让我知道 你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落 不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好 你和他正说要分开
我以为你 已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害 我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦 我以为我能全力 填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究 你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上 我的关心
你依然无动于衷 我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔 能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力 填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶 你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好 你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强 却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望 希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望

Boredom

As days draw nearer to nearer to days in tekong, i feel rather excited or rather unknown at wat i will be facing. Maybe it's wat they called mixed feelings bah. Haven't got my things ready for NS though. hmm... maybe juz got my specs and watch ready nia. Should realli start to take action soon le. LOL... That means i will onli hav 20 + days to update this blog le. Other than that it's gonna be like one post per week. Oh manx... this blog is juz gonna end up wif so much dust and spider webs. Who will help maintain my blog. wahahahah...

Been playin 2moon wif az these few days. What can i say. When our group goes into games, we get rather addicted. Take for example during our poly days there were maplestory, crazy taxi and even tennis. We will neva fail to play them at least once during breaktime. Realli missed those days manx. I would rather be gg to school nowadays then rotting away like wat i am doing now. SIgh..

I juz got back to photography not long ago. Think the last time i got realli interested in photography was during the secondary sch days le when i was the chairman of the club. But the club too small le la. Wonder now how le. Should be expanded i guess. It's been a few days back since i hav been playin wif my cam... see below. LOL. Photography Begins...

Stuck At The Moment

Working today again. This time at 12pm. LOL... But still i woke up again at 9.30. Should hav slept longer manx. Today was juz more boring than wat i had yest. There were actually lesser people today than yest. Can't believe it. It was actually raining yest but today the sun was shining so brightly again. Shouldn't it be more people today? haha.. nvm...

Let's Gather... It's Story Telling Session...

Yepz... It's story telling session at compass today. Didn't noe until on my way to lunch. Primary Sch Kids telling stories in front of a crowd. This is realli challenging. Not even me has done it before. I think tell stories i will hav stage fright. Well, I did joined a story telling competition b4 but that was like way back in pri 2 or 3. Can't rmb. That was juz in front of three or four teachers nia. Still had to do all those actions... Omg... LOL...

Burp! I'm FULL!

Dinner was at 7 today. The vegetable rice quantity was like so much today. Everyday i hav to ask myself the same question. What to eat? hmmm... So mixed rice maybe still the best choice bah. Was complaining that one hour seems so difficult to pass. haha... At least yvonne has got her besta device to play wif. I wished i hav my laptop wif me to do stuffs.

BORED BORED... I'm SO BORED!

As days are counting down to 26th oct. Suddenly i'm juz hoping that the day will get nearer and nearer. I'm juz sick of wat i'm doing now. Maybe i juz miss the days when i'm in my poly days. I rather go thru the life full of my assignments and my tests. I am so much like counting my hours at work nowadays. Sigh... This week will be my so called 2nd last week at work. Will hav my long awaited holidays soon. Can't go overseas as well due to the back condition of my mum.

It's juz another day at work today. Doing counter 1. It's the start of sch holidays as well. Frm pri schs to polys it's all holidays. It's the time when everyone enjoys themselves. Argh again... i'm juz sick of workin. SIGH... It's relatively quiet today as well. Due to the rain. How i wished i could juz sleep at home. LOL...


Well this thingy costed me $12.80. My pop branch didn't hav this item in stock so had to get it frm cyberactive. I always find it damned troublesome to charge my mp3 players wif my USB ports now that i nid my usb ports for more external devices. Well, overall i'm still happy wif my purchase. HEHE...!

It's juz another at work tmr. Adding to my thoughts of troubles, i'm at counter 3 tmr. Time will pass so slow. And please dun let me eat 12 again. Eating 12 today was juz so... Zzzz.

The Story of Photography...

Photographs gives us memories of wat we've gone thru. Much of it muz be treasured. It's been some time since i got my samsung L700 digi cam. Been snapping wif it ever since i got it. And i realli enjoyed my time uploading the photos onto picasa yest. haha... maybe should take a overall look at them some years later when i posted much of them.

It was a day of shopping at giant today wif mum. Loads of people i can say. It was the longest queue that i hav ever seen in supermakets and hypermarkets. Luckily i adapted my skills of pushin trolleys ard during work. Had to switch the shopping trolley frm counter to counter. Ooh and of coz not forgetting the longans. Three whole packets of it. And some ingredients of sushi. Burp...

It's Xing Wang today wif wynne. Diced pork fried rice wif iced tea and french toast. It's quite filling bah. Total bill comes to exact figure of 30 bucks. Big hole in my pocket. haha... The walk frm kovan to hougang. It brings me back memories of the past wif dialects. I still remember much of my teochiew.

Working tmr again. I didn't receive any calls today frm workplace. I hope everything in the dept is neat. But i dunno. haha... Well juz hav to see tmr...

Will take it as one of the treasures in my life!

It's a day of total boredom today. Thanks to someone who put me paper aeroplane. Never mind. At least there's tv for me to watch today. In fact i realli spent the whole day watching tv. Tv-ing in front of my pc, tv-ing in the living room. And even to get better listening experience, i kinda shifted my 2.1 speakers to get better surround sound in front of tv. LOL... That's juz the day of a bored person.

Will be working tmr again. Think will spend my time arranging books.

Burp! FULL!

Had nice good food again today. This time pizza hut during lunch break. Actually it's considered normal food la. Juz the lunch express student's special. Curry Zazzle as usual. Been a long time since i drank the summer vegetables soup as well. Enjoyed it totally. Thanks to someone for the treat. wahahaha...

Work today was juz normal. Preparations for the promotions. Itching to buy the webcam that is on member's special now. haha... But quite weird as i'm not using webcam so often. I dun hav much frens using webcam as well. And... my wireless red mouse can't even be switched off now le. Gosh think spoil le. Realli regretted buying. Argh... Shortlisted one of the mouse i saw today. It's on promotion 20% off. That's cool and going to get it one of these days.

Seldom leave work early these days. It realli feels weird to leave at 6pm today. But realli nid to do sth. Argh... how i wish i can work all the way to closing. It's peak period at workplace now and i'm here typing this entry. It juz feels weird!

BBBBZZZZ!

Was juz so damned busy for the whole of today. Stocks were like coming in like quite frequently today. hmm... And time realli flies. The next thing when i looked at my watch today was alr 6.45pm and it's near to dinner time le. LOL... It's a good thing! I didn't had the mood to go to work today. But still dragged myself to work. The morning was quite moody since sth happened yest. After that was more or less alright le.

My hands are suddenly itchy to get some wi-fi phones. But i can't get it for myself. I'm onli halfway thru my contract and my dad nids to get his phone. 26th oct is nearing so i better stop the temptation. The next phone i am switching to can onli be nokia 6060. My non camera phone for army. haha... It's juz right in front of me now.

During dinner time, saw that g2000 having sales again. LOL... Maybe should go walk ard again tmr during meal break tmr. WIll onli be workin till 6 tmr as i got sth to do. I should take this time to rest myself again. It's been a hectic schedule for me recently. I think the next few weeks should be quite relaxing le. Frm the new schedule that i saw.

Looking forward to this friday. Gonna be hoping to be playing pool again after so long. WHEE!

VIVO!

It's finally my rest day today but argh... gg back to work tmr. So much of the looking forward to today. To cathay and vivo wif v-alicia today. To the cathay was a last minute decision. It was becoz of food at 1st but in the end we changed our mind. Went to watch the korean show today. Though the ending was a bit weird. haha... Popcorns... kept munching them in the cinema . Mouth was damned itchy. Actually this was the first time i bought popcorns into the cinema. All other times i onli brought in crackers. Lazy to spit out all the popcorns seeds in the cinema, so in the end i munched them down and down into my stomache! Burp!...

After that, VIVO! Nice food is a way of distressing. Baked rice this time. no cheese! I think i onli eat selected cheese. Like pizza. haha... Been long time since i ate pizza also. OMG... hawaiian pizza. I think the baked rice at kim gary quite nice bah. I didn't noe that they had outlets at different places at m'sia as well. Well overall it's quite a good place to enjoy and relax.

It's episode 2 of the crowds today. Everyone is still coming in for harry potter 7. But of coz the crowd today was lesser than that of yesterdae. I realli felt like vomiting for the whole of today. I was like can't concentrate on anything at all. I dun realli like to do counter 2. Argh! Every position seems so incorrect. I was like even chasing one cockroach as it travels by my counter. No choice, I was packing stuffs at that time. Can't even whack it. LOL...

Dinner was at 5pm today. I was damned famished when i did counter frm ard 8-9. The most frustrating thing abt night time was that i got no small change. I had to be careful wif every change. Juz enjoyed the nice kway teow that mum cooked. Not forgettin some fruits to enjoy a nice supper.

Going to work tmr at 12. And Tuesday will be my off day. The journey awaits...

Tired... my legs juz feel like real jelly now. Standing from 6.30am in the morning to 10.30pm at night was like one pf the toughest test i ever faced in this year. LOL... There were alr queues in the early morning for the new harry potter book. gosh... i think i looked real weird in the purple shirt. There was breakfast in the early morning. The nasi lemak frm old chang kee. This one was realli a bit special. Hotdog + ikan belis and chilli. It's juz a light simple meal i guess wif soya bean. After that was realli tiring. Queues realli formed in the early morning. My drawer was so messy. *someones drawer for the 1st time so damned messy. shh....* Messy == got do work mah.

I realli wonder how's the situation like at other places. So many places selling harry potter. Still waiting to catch the harry potter movie. Juz wanna see the magic. I even had the urge to buy one book and read. But nahz, i didn't even start frm the very first book. I was even being asked if i was a fan of harry potter. LOL...

Tired, tired. Juz real tired. How i wished i can do counter 3 on monday. My off day is juz two days later. My grp is out frm camp again. Sorry guys, real busy wif work. Wonder when's the next time we will meet up again. Juz hope will be next week. LOL...

It's 10.08 pm now. And tmr i'm gonna be waking up at 5.45. Harry potter 7 will be released tmr at 7.01am tmr. Should be expecting queues i guess. I still remembered the last one that i did. For one hour, i was keying stuffs non stop. LOL... Tmr will be no different i think.

Went shopping wif mum today at giant. The amount of fruits she bought was like WOW! It's the fruits festival this month. In the our trolley, we had lychees, longans, cherries and even durian. Added shinchan vcd set 11 to my shinchan collection today. Will keep on adding more i think. Realli hope to add more to my collections next time i go tokyo. But the last time i went, i didn't see any. Should read up more abt him and his birthplace. Then can go his birthplace find him. Not a bad plan. The amount of stuffs that my mum and my auntie bought was realli a lot arh. So much that we needed to get a cab juz to get back. ANd it's a real long wait for the cab!

Out today to my skin doc appt. Slept damned late last nite at 3 plus to watch switched. I onli had 4 hours of sleep. Gosh. Was juz damned tired when i woke up. I didn't hav the feelin to go anywhere. I realli juz felt that sleeping there till 11 or 12. But i juz had to drag myself up to the appt. It's been a while since i last took public transport in early mornings. I still remembered that i had to squeeze into the train on my way to work during my attachment days. Though it's tiring, i find the experience real meaningful.

It's gonna be a rest dae tmr as well. What am i gonna do. It's sometimes damned boring when it comes to off days. Argh wat to do? Sigh. Maybe i should juz sleep late today again so that i can wake up tmr at 12 to watch tv and do some gaming. Argh i nid to find sth challenging. I did hav tots of doing a forum for my blog but i doubt i can finish it in time before my enlistment. LOL...

Real bored now. It's been realli some time since i last blogged la. LOL... Well, juz came back home not long ago from work. I seem to be getting more and more busy wif work nowadays. I juz feel real tired working for every weekends and not gg out wif my group. It's realli been weeks since i last went out wif my grp ah. Wif az coming out tmr, i juz hope that we can go out again next week. Well, hope noth crops up at work then will be ok le. Argh tmr still hav to wake up early to go doc le.

I juz hate myself to be thinkin each and every night inside the aircon room of mine. I'm juz like a person havin endless troubles wif myself. I juz feel real damned sick not able to share it wif anyone. It's juz real good to hav siblings sometimes. I'm always alone from young. Maybe that's sth bad abt me. Maybe i alr got used to it.

The release of harry potter 7 on this saturday. I hav to work frm 6.30am till ard 10 at nite i guess. It's exciting but tiring. The longest hours i worked this year was from 10.30am till 11pm at nite. This time it's even longer. It's challenging. It's a real test of mental power when it comes to cashiering. Coming to think of it, i think i won't be in the position of cashier if i didn't take up the cashiering job at prime three years ago.

I'm juz so confused and juz so confused wif wat i'm going thru...

吃面啦! Time for eating noodles!

Juz from the moment i stepped out of my house today, i felt like i'm an ice cream melting. It's not that my imaginations are running wild but the weather is like realli damned hot today. Finally can cut my hair today liao. Working three days of weekends seems like the most tiring i did for the month. Queues juz kip flowing non stop. My legs realli felt like jelly standing at the same surface area for the whole 10-11 hours. Thinkin of that it's like 11 x 3 = 33. OMG... it's more than 24 hours. LOL...

Introducing my new kappa bag. My eyes got attracted to it once i saw it. But it's realli a tough decision between the colours coz both looks good. White is like more pure and erm... More outstanding. Black is like matches wif any colour of clothings. Finally settled for the black one. Coz i have shirts wif bright colours and it doesn't look good when bright colours meet white? erm... think i'm correct. Finally i got my bag.




The last time i ate hong kong food was frm the actual place itself. Imagine all the dim sum in the morning in hongkong and all the wanton mee frm hongkong. Thinkin back it's been quite some years since i been there. Managed to eat hong kong food today at kovan wif vick-licia. The stir fried noodles. hmmm... a lot of beansprouts. That's the first thing that came to my mind sia. Overall still alright. The ying yong is nice also. A mix of coffee and tea.

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1 down 2 to go!

Finally i finished a day of work. Reached work as early as 9.30 today and nw i'm realli tired. It's a weekend today and i should be out wif my grp. Argh how sad? But no choice. Have to look forward to next week liao.

To Vi-Vo We Go!

The bright sunshine realli started my day off well today. It's my off day again today. I should be working more this week sia. Having three off days this week isn't a good thing i guess. Well, i'm intending to cancel off my off day this friday. My favourite quote for this month seems to be "work more, spend less!" LOL...

Off to vivo in the early afternoon. Wanted to catch shrek 3 at the 3pm time slot. But reaching vivo at 2.30pm to buy 3pm slot tickets isn't a good thing to do. So caught the 5.15pm slot instead. Saw the adidas bag that i saw that day. Well, it's still havin the seasonal sale now at 30% off. Actually tot that the sale should hav been off on sunday. But it's still there. In the end, didn't buy the bag. Coz i think i still prefer the nike bag at plaza sing. Wait... Isn't my favourite quote for this month supposed to be "work more, spend less"? hmm... Maybe should realli think twice first.

It's Going Donuts...

The craze of donuts is now on in SG. Juz managed to join in the donut fever on last friday. haha... People juz queue 3-4 hours for their donuts. Well, I still remembered that i juz had such a donut ago months ago in bangkok. There wasn't any queues at all. The donuts there were juz superb. The one at vivo is called vico. It's nt bad as well. 6 choices of flavours at 6 bucks. That means it's 1 dollar for each.

Blogging now in ms vista finally. haha... My laptop juz went like damned laggy yest and even the sound drivers went crazy. Argh... Finally got my laptop settled down but i lost lots of essential stuffs but nvm. At least now it's finally running fun and rocking. LOL...

It's back to work after a one week break frm work. Well, not exactly a one week break. I still went back to work last saturday. It's realli monday blues for everyone. All seems to be in bad mood. Fortunately, i recovered frm the mood i was having on sunday. The feeling realli sucks.

Ever tot of reaching for sth but it's like so near to you each time but in the end it turns out to be so far? I realli hate this kind of feeling. It always happen to me. Well, life is all abt ups and downs. What is yours is yours, wat isn't mine can't be mine. Maybe this song below decribes best of wat i am feeling.

康康- 到不了

你眼睛会笑弯成一道桥
终点却是我永远到不了
感觉你来到是风的呼啸
思念像苦药竟如此难熬
每分每秒
我找不到我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什么都不要
知不知道若你懂我这一秒
我想看到我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠
紧谨守牢不敢漏掉
一丝一毫愿你看到
愿你看到

It's gettin HOT!

It's realli gettin damned hot these days. Juz like today... Walkin for some distance seems to be lik walkin 2-4km. K box food seems to be better these days. Went to the hougang branch today wif vickie and the fish fillet seems superb sia. Lots of songs to k as well. New songs... Whee...

Such hot weather today realli calls for a two hours nap. Took a glance at the creative stone today. It's at $69 and i think it's the same function as ipod shuffle. Guess it's realli of better value for a 1gb mp3 player. haha... It's realli tempting to get one. The colours are realli nice as well. LOL. Well, i still nid to get my crossroads 2 amp. SO maybe i should stop the temptations.

Juz had the KFC's new MISO CRUNCH. Now the chicken wif a japanese taste. Wooo... It's not spicy bah. Or else it will be nice. Goes well wif seaweed and green tea. But i seem realli thirsty after havin it sia.

Out Wif Poppies

It's a day out wif pop people. haha... Well, i guess everyone enjoyed their day bah. But the dinner realli burnt my pocket. The total for each person adds up to be 25 dollars plus. Actually wanted to go eat seoul garden which each person adds up to be ard 21 dollars. Haiz... i realli miss steamboat. When can i hav my steamboat ah.

Khym's baby i muz say quite chubby. haha... LOL... guess frm my opinion he realli looks like HS sia. LOL... Didn't realli dare to carry the baby. Cannot find any word to describe, the closest word i can use is eh... "fragile"? LOL... The weather is like getting hotter these days. Choy teng said the walking distance to khym's house was like one bus stop but the distance is like 4 bus stops. Guess i realli can get lost in yishun sia.


The dinner wat can i say. It's full bah, but i dun realli like it. The siam kitchen in woodlands. We were at first told that there wasn't any service charge, but all started eating the koropok le. So no choice. There was like a 20 course meal. After the full meal, I realli hoped that i can hav some hot soup or sth. There's hot soup but it's tom yam. Sick of tom yam le la. For the past two days, i am like eating tom yam maggi noodles. So realli tired of it le. Overall, my pocket burnt le.

Working tmr again le. Counter 1. I realli dun feel like workin. I juz feel like slackin at home. Still waiting for az's phone call. But guess it will be tmr le bah. haha... Maybe he's realli enjoyin his time inside. Juz hope that my turn comes faster. WHee.

The Day Wif My Laptop...


Juz took a look at my schedule and realised that i am like juz workin one day for this week which is on friday. Off days on the weekends. Think that will be the last final gathering wif peng and vic on the weekends. Gosh... so much off days next week as well, what should i do? Should i juz go back to work during my off days? LOL...

Been in front of my lappy since morning when i woke up. Watching one chinese movie after another. It's realli a boring day. I juz hope that october will realli be here asap. My lappy seems to be the thing that will bring me laughters after the whole of my group goes into army. Argh...

Tmr will be pop gathering. Supposed to hav a k box session but i guess now it's realli cancelled le. Will be gg khym's house to see the baby also. Should be a chubby baby eh? (reminds me of shinnosuke). haha...

The Things That We Did

Finally back after the final gathering that we had before az finally goes into tekong. Guess it will be weeks after today when we have our next gathering. Time realli flies by when we enjoy our time today. Well, it will be my turn in four months when i go into tekong as well. Guess i will be damned lonely when the whole of my group goes in and i am like the onli one outside. Argh... pool alone? bowling alone? Guess i hav to indulge myself into work again. But it's realli getting damned boring at work. Sometimes i am juz sick of my work. But thinkin that there's onli like 2-3 months left, i juz hav to bare wif it.

Peng, xav, az and vic bought stuffs they nided for tekong. It realli makes me the odd one out not buying anything ah. I think i got a rough idea of my 7 weeks at tekong from an auntie at the store. hehe... Well, sometimes i juz hope that the 2 years will be over asap.

It's realli hot and crowded out in different places. Esp the places that we went today. Bugis and city hall. I'm abt to get the 60 bucks crossroads amplifier le. Finally made up my mind. But the uncle there went out of stock. LOL... I'm like havin more and more name cards recently. Guess will hav to get a name card holder soon as well. I'm like spending over budget for this month. hmm.. guess i hav to stay at home for the whole of tmr juz to save up.

._ all the craps that we had, all the talks that we shared

nvm... maybe it's realli over

hmm... been a tiring day i would say. Doing text dept will not be slack sometimes. Juz like today. I am like doing stuffs non stop. I luv it this way. LOL... time passes juz so fast when it comes to busyness. It's the eve of promotion and guess wat... the catalogues are still not here yet.

juz damned tired typing out this very short post i will say. Tmr gg orchard for work as well. Hoping can go off early sia. They closing at 9. LOL...

Avil Lavigne- When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I haven't felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
I ??? forever
I know we were
Oh oh oh oh oh

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

遇见烦恼 Meeting Troubles

Supposed to be doing chinese dept today. But everytime when i work, there's bound to be someone putting aeroplane again. This time the new cashier and anida nid to go off at 4. Argh... so i have to open counter 1. I had alr worked five days and damned tired. It's juz my luck manx.

There's realli long queues today. I realli tot that people will be waiting for the 20% but all didn't. Long queues till nite. Well, will hav to rest well tmr le. FInally my off day and not gg anywhere again i guess. Gosh... my off days this month damned boring. No outings or watever. Juz work work and more work. Who noes... tmr i might be called back to work again. LOL...

我要我的生活每天多姿多彩

It's Not Easy...

End of another working day. Nowadays i realised that i enjoy each and every of my working day. Juz like today. Was doing text dept today. So much of EPH came in during the early afternoon. There was a tug of war for manpower. LOL... Low was saying that she nids someone younger to help her do stuffs. LOL... Suddenly all eyes on me. But... realli can't help la. So much of text stocks. Did all the way to abt dinner time.

Mrs Tan, my geog teacher in cvss came in the afternoon as well. She said all of us look so different liao. haha... All different frm time in cvss. LOL... Picked up some advises frm her as well. Maybe i can take her advises into consideration.

我不想这样做, 但做的一切都是为了你好
为了你的幸福, 为了你的快乐
你笑我傻, 但我只能想到这个办法
往你的道路出发吧...

Shiok!

Back from work finally. Counter 2 today. It's no difference frm counter 1 actually coz i'm working wif the new cashier today. LOL... But still... I am still full of energy at the end of the day. Noth much to blog today. Next friday going orchard to work. And i heard that they close at 9? haha... And i can't wait for wednesday as well. To get my new specs. Friday to get my new pair of sunglasses. LOL...

也许我真的做到了...

All Of A Sudden...

Went back to work immediately after my previous post. Tot that i should be going back to work instead of juz slacking ard in front of my laptop. haha.. actually tot of gg my cousin house to watch the FA Cup final. In the end realli went back to work le. Started work at 4.30. It's the 2nd day today i started work so late le. wahhahaha... Nvm... ji shao cheng duo. They told me tt workin in the morning was so happening sia. haha...

Went back to my specs shop during dinner time. Sent the old frame there to get it changed to a sunglass. Realli nid one nowadays. My current one realli can't see much stuffs la. Maybe it will be useful for driving next time. LOL...

Onli reached home at 11pm today. There seems to be some trouble during closing at counter 2 today. It's realli scary for the person taking counter 2 tmr. And the person is ME... Juz hoping everything will be safe tmr. Heard there seems to be a lot of hanging probs today.

The Boredom

Didn't blog yesterdae. Onli went to work at 5pm. haha... LOL... Didn't nid to go for work actually. But after
good rest i felt much better after a strong headache. Juz dun realli like the feeling of putting people aeroplane bah. LOL... Juz came back frm the specs shop and got the specs i wanted. Whee... With frame everything is 170. Now i juz nid to consider if i wan to have a pair of sunglasses. Hmm... wonder if it's worth it. It's not a bad idea actually. I can't realli see with my current sunglasses. The current one onli allows me to see short distance. Well, still under consideration.

Argh... it's another boring day at home again.... what should i do...

"当时的你, 现在的你..."

The blurness in me

Blur... blur... i am so blur now. Thanks to oi lian firstly for putting me aeroplane today. She's sick and took mc for two days. LOL... The new cashier opened her own counter for the first time today. She took over oi lian's counter. She's still new bah, a lot of things she still haven't learnt. I diverted my attention too much today i guess. Can't realli concentrate on so many stuffs at a time. Now i am so blur le. Especially during closing today manx. This is wat i realise. Most of the time when i take counter 1, there will be a cashier who will be on MC. it's always me who kena de. Argh....

I was right, it's raining today again. Maybe that's why there isn't much people today except for peakm periods today. Ooh ya, bought the same shoes as KY today at hang ten. haha... Dun realli wanna dirty my current brown shoes la. It's better to wear a cheaper shoe to work. It's at 15 bucks. LOL...

Going to change specs soon i guess. My current specs is a bit tight le. Gonna wait for my pay day. wahahhaha...
What type of specs should i change this time? Not a striking colour i guess. More likely metallic brown??? i dunno... See how first bah...

Tmr another day at work. Can't wait for my off day on saturday. Realli feel like gg out to enjoy.

"你会快乐吗?"...

It's The Rhythm In The Rain

Bored at home wif noth to do today. Initially should be helping cousin look for graphics card at funan or sim lim. Haha... but guess everything is half fixed le. So no nid go le. Good also la... can save up. LOL... Off days are gonna be boring after june. Az, peng and vic gg NS le while i still have to wait till october. Well, how i wished that i am joining them. But guess it's realli due to different PES status bah. What should i do without them in SG?...

Juz heard from the news that it's gonna be raining non stop for the next few days. It's time to bring umbrella for the next few days if i am gg to walk to work. LOL... There are always songs to describe a rainy weather. Sometimes songs also describe people's rainy mood as well. For me, maybe i guess this song is the most suitable for me now le.

林宇中- 淋雨中

风吹乱的头发

在我眼前挣扎

把想你剪成几段

沙沙的彷徨

雨有一点急躁

在我脸上涂鸦

把心情画得乱七八糟

滴答滴答响

我手上没有伞

分手的信有一张

我没有哭是雨水渗透

写你爱他那一行

我在淋雨中

看你步上彩虹

我分不了轻重

你幸福我该否祝福

我在淋雨中

背着你走不动

我还有一个梦

被雨水带离我的天空

我的笑容会很酷

若和你们巧碰

放心我会收起我的痛

停雨之后我不会再哭

My next off day has been changed to saturday. It was planned initially on sunday. haha... maybe that's better as well.

The Yes-s and No-s @ WORK

The third consecutive day at work. What can i say... Erm... Lots of conflicts here and there. Lots of complains here and there. Who should i listen to. haha... Well, people will tend to be frustrated at work. Other than that, the day was great. Time passed so quickly that i didn't noe that i was supposed to be throwing rubbish for the day.

The S.H.E is already sold out when we opened today. It's realli fast. 75 copies and sold out so quickly within juz two days. WOW... LOL...

Tired... Am so tired... Tmr will be my off day. Finally. Am always excited abt each and every off day i have. The next schedule is out as well. Am considered out of cashier le. Having so many off days as well. mwahahaha... it's time to do sth meaningful maybe... But wat? Going travel again? haha... Juz reminded myself of the feeling of travelling to tokyo after packing some chinese books abt tokyo today. Juz by lookin at the images today, i have the feeling of gg back to tokyo again. wahahaha...

生活里的误会许多许多
每次碰到时，烦恼好多好多
也许大家如果有...
那么多， 那么多的礼让
一切将会更美好

HOT!!!

Well for the past few days, the weather have been realli hot. Juz standing at the lrt station this morning, i am like alr feeling the tense heat of the day. Well, it's work as usual today. It's my 2nd day of consecutive work today. And what's more... I might hav to stay back tmr for english revamp tmr till dunno wat time. Argh... speaking of it realli frustrates me.

Today's work was a rather relaxing one coz anida was doing counter one and there's a new cashier helping her. Realli prefer to work wif oi lian or anida. Wif them ard, the craps will flow non stop. haha... Juz like today. The word 'sotong' came out wif so many craps. We were actually describing wat's blur like sotong. Suddenly, all the "types" of sotongs came out le... Sambal sotong, fried song and even black pepper sotong. Making me hungry when typing this entry sia.

S.H.E's play album is out le. Been out for two days. Liked some of the songs. And i am realli tempted to buy ah. Seeing people coming to my counter and pay for the s.h.e album realli tempts me. LOL.

虽然我真的有那酸酸的心情， 但我又能怎么做
是不是该沿着心的想法看开些
无能为力的感觉真的不好受

Maggie Mee...!

Burp~!... Juz finished my maggie mee for supper. Was realli famished when i came back home from work today. Guess that's wat i realli hate abt eating dinner at 5. Phew... tmr will be back to my 2pm/7pm slot. haha... Lookin forward to it tmr. Enjoyed my work today. Juz enjoyed workin wif anida. haha... Tried my best to clear her queues though i was realli tired myself. It's been three days of work. Tmr will be the fourth day and it's counter 1. Lookin forward to my off day on thursday. haha...

Got my banquet card today. Paid a fee of 3 bucks for the registration. It's a 10 percent disc for my future perchases of food in the future at banquet. haha.. but the card is onli for like two years? LOL...

Sth is realli wrong wif my modem. I am like getting d/c like two times le. And i resetted my modem like 8 times in order for me to connect? Realli nid to be mentally prepare to get a new modem le. haha.. Well, nid to get my firewire pci card on thursday as well.

好累啊!

It's been two tiring days of work. Esp today... for the dunno how many times. Someone put me paper aeroplane again arh. It's always like that when i am doing counter one. Never mind i juz have to bear wif it for like one month or so eh. Gan asked me today when i stopping work. haha... so it's been confirmed. I will be quitting pop frm 3 June. I was all alone in front from 1+pm today. Two straight days of counter 1. Can say quite a lot of customers today for a monday. Maybe everyone is having monday blues today also. haha... including me. Tired... it's so tiring. I realli wished that i had coffee in the morning ah.

Someone uploaded segments of yesterdae's charity show on youtube. Watched yesterdae night. haha... The segments were on tank and angela. Woo... angela sang two old songs and one new one. While tank sang four songs wif his guitar. Cool.


我的心好乱, 有谁明白...

hmm... waited for 30 mins before i could realli blog. There seems to be realli some problems wif blogger now. The way i blogged was like so weird. It's like a big text box right at the bottom for me to type in my entry. It's finally back to work today. Well, I was actually still on my two weeks leave for today but got called back by gan coz there's onli two counters. LOL... haha. It's gonna be two days of counter one. Going back to work after a two weeks break is like so weird. There were like so much promotions on going. It's impossible to remember so much at one go of coz. So juz zhou yi bu suan yi bu bah. LOL... I guess the whole day was realli alright. Quite quiet in the front two counters and it's real boring.

Wrote down my request for my next schedule. Slashed out half of my schedule coz i will quitting pop from the next schedule. Well, it's realli 3 years plus of memories. Some of it are realli great.

hmm... waited for 30 mins before i could realli blog. There seems to be realli some problems wif blogger now. The way i blogged was like so weird. It's like a big text box right at the bottom for me to type in my entry. It's finally back to work today. Well, I was actually still on my two weeks leave for today but got called back by gan coz there's onli two counters. LOL... haha. It's gonna be two days of counter one. Going back to work after a two weeks break is like so weird. There were like so much promotions on going. It's impossible to remember so much at one go of coz. So juz zhou yi bu suan yi bu bah. LOL... I guess the whole day was realli alright. Quite quiet in the front two counters and it's real boring.

Wrote down my request for my next schedule. Slashed out half of my schedule coz i will quitting pop from the next schedule. Well, it's realli 3 years plus of memories. Some of it are realli great.

Firstly, here's the pic that i said i wanted to put up on my blog on the previous post... haha...

Today was quite a pleasant day i guess. Been thinkin thru some stuffs actually. I will nid to book my driving basic theory test tmr. Actually decided that i should start asap without any delays. But i guess wat is holding me back is my job. Juz found out yest that i am being transferred back to cashier again. I dun realli wan the pressure again. It's comin back. Maybe i should juz change to another job. I nid a job whereby i'm doing stuffs that i enjoy.

Maybe it's been quite a moody day today. Thinkin abt stuffs where i shouldn't be thinkin. Am i wrong in doing sth that i have done? It's juz tt regret that i have now. Guess the regret onli came when things get complicated. What if.. time can be turned ard. Will things be different? Things might realli hav been different if onli i didn't have tt weakness a few months back.