Didn't blog yesterdae coz i was damned tired when i came back from work. Loads of work need to be done by me sia. Maybe that's part of the reason why i hav been very frustrated wif myself recently. Today's no different. I was damned frustrated till the extent that i talked back on my mum's scolding. I realli need to find back the old me i guess. And i guess it's most likely due to my work. Juz hope to find back the old me. No mood. Signing off.

Sunday 28/05

Pure slacking today. Woke up at 11 today and didn't noe wat to do. Heard from my mum that my niece-s are coming. lol... Long time since i saw them also. Ivy is in NP but it will onli be october or so before i will be back in school. Heard from her that her block is at blk 26? Erm.. mine is blk 27 and 31? But where is blk 26? No idea sia. Signing off now. Need to get to bed and prepare for work tmr.

Juz received one of the photos that me and my cousins took during CNY sia. haha... Now then receive.




Saturday 27/05

My day of work @ pop today. Final day before i get my well earned rest on sunday. woohoo... Woke up as usual @ 9. Should be working on sunday but actually swapped wif pei lin that day. SO yepz. Didn't manage to help out in the milk run auditions which my cca needed people for. But nvm... Hmm... SO how's the day? Not bad at all though it's the 2nd day of promotion and i expected the crowds. Lol... Didn't noe that the manager is juz standing behind us during the morning briefing until vickie asked me who is she. Good question sia. Didn't noe that she is the manager at first de. Onli through wat she said then i confirmed. Went back to counter 3 after the briefing. Today's the first day i got my name on the receipt sia. haha... weird feeling though. It's like a form of responsiblity? Everything was quite messy since morning. hmm... Tried to multi task and helped the multi media do stuffs but i realli can't. The queues juz continued going on and on. Maybe it's due to the school holidays and it's promotion. Even had difficulties closing my counter for lunch.

Li Wei joined us for lunch sia. hmm... Li wei pushed the responsibility of thinking wat to eat for lunch to vickie. Then vickie pushed to me? Argh... Thanks manx. Too bad i got no one to push to. Juz went to B1 then to descide wat to eat. Seldom eat KFC during lunch sia. Today's an exception. Used the coupons that i took that day from tiong bahru. Two piece chicken meal for $4.95. Months since i last ate that. Always ordered zinger.

It was after lunch that was the busiest period of all. I think the manager was good. haha... She was quite helpful in stuffs actually. There was a customer who wanted to register for member but he made the payment. She helped me in explaining to the customer of the steps that muz be done. Then there was another incident where MC asked me if i noe the steps in redeeming the cd rama card. Neva do b4 so don't realli noe. Then asked her to ask yvonne the assistant manager. Surprised that she said that maggie,the manager asked her not to call yvonne for help. Surprised sia. She's one considerate manager.

Went to the pasar malam to search for food to eat wif vickie. We were at loads of craps again. haha... Hoped that all these craps realli cheered her up. haha... Maybe i am not a good consoler as tagged on duncan's blog. And i am not realli good at cheering people up. =) hmm... we didn't noe that the guy will add cheese to the burger sia. Juz dun like the smell of cheese as i dun drink milk. Erm... onli soya bean milk or chocolate milk? Maybe considered milk as well.

At 9+, maggie asked me to close my counter to go to the front counter as there wasn't much people behind liao. SO closed and went in front. Then oi lian said, "Next week u counter 1." Juz replied i dun mind. Wah then she asked maggie to giv me counter 1 every week sia. Stressful... Ending the entry here. Juz enjoyed my day at work.

It's been 3 days since i last blogged. Been reflecting a lot and i think my mood is realli bad during the 3 days tt i didn't blog. Thanks to my frens who hav been out there for me. I hav came to my own conclusion so i am fine. Thanks to all=). Hav been havin insufficient sleep sia. Yesterdae still reached home at 11.45. I nid one more day to hibernate again. hmm.. that will be sunday? dunno. I think today has been a rather normal one. Thanks to all my loyal blog viewers for reading my daily newspaper. Saw Jia Hao at the mrt station today sia. He's in np too. 2nd or 3rd time seeing him liao. That time was on bus 88. Was rather quiet on the train coz i was realli tired and no energy to talk. Immediately dozed off. Maybe i am weird. I will always wake up automatically once my stop is reaching. haha...

Lunch today was at Holland Drive. Coz RP went to other places for work. hmm... Am so lucky that i got train concession. Took train to buona vista. The weather was that damned hot and i am wearing black. Sigh... next time muz see weather forecast b4 i go out of my house. But is it goin to be accurate? lol... Should hav worn white sia. Ordered dried prawn noodles. Nice sia. The chilli is shiok. Oh ya, and i am back to eating chilli. Muhahaha... Without chilli i will hav no appetite sometimes. Juz glad to be back eating chilli. Juz left lots of bean sprouts behind and finished eating the noodles. Dun realli liek bean sprouts sia.

Seen the picture below? The so-called trailer? Was asked by reggie to be the one in charged of sound editing? haha... didn't realli agree to it bah. But will see how... If i hav the time i will do it. He has already done episode 1. SO stay tuned to it. Should be putting the link here soon anytime. And the show will be called MR LOLX. Dunno why he gave the show this name sia. hmm... will ask him to improve on it. But can't say much la... He's the creator also. Well, that's all for today.

|-.朋友能把黑暗的过去照亮起来.-|

Geez... a production by my fren... but wat is tt?

As said during dinner today, my blog entry will be quite long bah. lol... Today went back to pop to work after a slacking day yesterdae. Woke up at 8.15 sia. Dunno why i woke up so damned early as well. Did nothin actually except lying on bed and staring at the ceiling. Stare and stare until all the way till 9 then dragged myself out of bed. I think the morning was quite slack. Helping the english dept to pack books and wrap books. Then was asked by MC to shift stuffs here and there. Rather hav work to do rather than noth. Wif work, time of coz will pass faster. Today lunch weird sia. Everyone got da bao from home. No choice, me go 4th level and da bao. hmm... the ba cho mee too much vinegar sia. Although asked the uncle to put more, BUT PLS... common sense will tell tt i dun nid that much. If onli i had more chilli. Didn't finish the whole packet coz below too sour.

Went back to work and continued wrapping books. Served customers. Then went in counter 3 and helped wif the packing. Pei Lin was saying wan to eat maggi mee coz she dunno wat to eat? LOL... eat so unhealthy food sia. TT day i still ate the curry flavour de. Tt one is realli spicy. Then was talkin abt which flavour. Guess she wasn't serious de la. I think if i go back to work there in august i will hav a hard time thinkin almost everydae sia. In the end decided to go pasar malam to buy food. The smell of chou dou fu. The phobia of everyone who were eating 7. Everyone was like covering their noses. While me, juz walk normally. Then was sniffing, no smell wat. My nose spoil meh? lol... We bought the wholesome pack of malay noodles. It's like WOW... so big packet for 2 dollars. 5 packets in total. No chopsticks sia. Then choy teng was saying, eat using hand. -_- Sigh... In the end went to 2nd level take. Li wei and choy teng was like dun dare go in take? haha...

Closing was the scariest part sia. Counter 1 short of more than 10 bucks? Was like shit.. i did touch counter 1 today sia. Sian liao. Then in the end got one 50 bucks didn't count. Scary sia. Tomorrow goin back to work again. Better go sleep early.

Actually woke up at 11 today sia. haha... Think deserved a well earned break after a long week. Spent the morning playing some games and listening to songs of coz. There wasn't much to do as well. haha... Slacking was the onli thing i did today sia.

Going pop to work tmr. Hope all goes well.

Finally it's a friday liao. Have been waiting for the weekend for quite long liao. Finally can have a good rest during the weekends although i am still working on sunday. haha... Today was damned funny sia. Till now can't realli stop laughing. lol... Did my log in the morning since there was noth much to be done actually. Received the news that i muz submit my report on 17th july. hmm... Although it's abt 1-2 months away, i think muz start preparing liao. Went to valley point for lunch. First time going there bah. Didn't noe that it's an office tower initially. haha... It's juz opposite of my office building. Went to a cafe and ordered roasted duck noodles and one cup of lime juice. Wasn't full at all. So decided to go wif my colleagues to NTUC to buy some finger food. Saw magnum ice cream at offer price sia. haha... buy one get one free. First time eating also. The choc layer is damned nice. Bought cup noodles as well. Thanks to Rp , he said tt curry flavour nicer. Then went back to the office, played some table soccer as well as darts. Didn't noe tt some of my colleagues damned pro in table soccer. If i play, confirm get trashed by them. The funny part came. Went into Rp cubicle, then my colleague Jasmine asked me if i also free ah? Then i said "erm... can say so bah..." She asked me and rp to go cut some fruits. LOL... HOW TO SLICE KIWI? Luckily RP noe sia. haha... Claiming himself to be the da chu. Asked him if he is the 大除 or the 大橱. Funny sia. Then another of my colleague walked into the pantry. Shocked to see wat we doing as well. Doing home econs sia. haha... After eating the fruits, took out cup noodles to eat. muhahaha...

Been a very busy day doing stuffs today. Started all the way in the morning and did all the way till lunchtime. Work is starting to pile up which is a good news to me actually. Noth much to blog about today. Went over to buona vista for lunch today also. The weather was like damned hot and me sweating non stop manx. Totally tired. Nid some energy.

Woke up today @ 7.45. Actually should be waking up @ 8. My mum didn't noe that i set the alarm which i did every morning. I didn't wan her to wake me up today. Juz wanted her to go rest coz she's sick. Haiz... but she insisted on making me breakfast as i hav been very weak for the past 2 weeks. Maybe i shouldn't be skipping anymore meals. That's juz me. Once i work, it's hard for me to stop. So i tend to forget abt meals sometimes. Went to tiong bahru for lunch today. Tried the new stall which sells the indonesian food. The same one which is in plaza singapura. Not bad sia. Almost the same. There's always long queues at PS. Went back frm lunch and there was like serious discussions on where to go after work. Someone even suggested K box. Was like HUH! Yesterdae juz eat sushi sia, today goin to spend so much again? In the end settled for pool near school. Been a long time since i last went anywhere near sch or inside sch. haha...

Left work at 6.05. Took 970 to change to 61. Initially decided to meet at 6.40. But i dun think can make it. Judging by the traffic. Been months since i last played pool sia. Lost a lot of rounds as my skills very very rusty liao. Remembered tt my last time in pool was immediately after the exams? Gosh... That was way back in febuary? Ate dinner at al-ameen after tt. The nasi goreng pattaya was nice also. haha... reminds me of jalan kayu. Added one more egg prata to my stomache as well. My meals are getting more and more heavy. Maybe i need to eat more also? lol... Its the long bus journey back home again. Kinda miss bus journeys also. haha... I hav been taking train everyday during my attachment period sia. Tired... Need a gd nite sleep.

Had a scare of my life today manx. Sigh... Will elaborate below. Woke up today without being blur today. Was quite free today until i received my mum's phone call in the afternoon. When i was still working on some stuffs. Already quite fed up. She suddenly said that the doc suspect that i got asthma? I was like HUH? How is that possible. Even though i almost had it when i was very young. That was a frightening experience manx. If i remembered correctly, i used the oxygen stuff also? Can't remember clearly wat's tt also. I even argued wif my mum sia. Know that i shouldn't be doing tt. Initially planneed for a sushi buffet in the evening. She asked me to cancell it and go to the doc. I was thinking it's quite impossible. Suddenly i got no mood to work further. Even started to search the web on symptoms on asthma. I was also afraid that i might end up in the hospital. Left the office at 4+ to see the doc. My dad's car broke down on the way to tiong bahru. SO took train down to the kallang instead. Wanna hear wat the doc has got to say. I described my situation to the doc. Then in the end he said that it's medicine allergy not asthma. Well, i think next time shouldn't confirm anything on phone calls. It's not 100% true. The doc didn't charge me any fee though and changed my medicine as well. Phew... The doc even ask me to eat vegetarian? HUH! eat vegetarian??? sure a not??? No meat = no energy la.

So called up my frens and told them to meet at city hall for sakae buffet. Maybe a sushi feast may fit me. Coz not much meat also. Loads of rice and seaweed. haha... It's been a long time since i last ate sushi sia. Maybe since my industrial attachment started, didnt even hav a chance to hav a nice chat wif my frens sia. Chatted non stop today. Even chatted till the extend when we called azrin up and chat also. He got attached sia. haha... guess next chalet fewer and fewer people playing PS2 liao. Cannot form soccer team also. The sushi was great i think. But ate too much. Stomache was like damned full and 4 sushis in front of me. Eh... dunno the japanese name but three is wif corn and one wif scallop. Wastage of food will result in more charge. Juz swallowed one down and asked the others to finish the rest. muhahaa...

I think after the big scare today, i believe that i should take the doc's advise instead. But turning to vegetarian temporary... This problem, i still dunno. Will see about it. But dun think so la. 明天会更好...

Nothing much to blog about today. hmm... continuing from yesterdae. Closing was quite smooth yesterdae. Was the first time the AM closed counter. Luckily neva short. Talked quite a lot wif vickie on the way back. lol... She funny la... The AM walked pass us. Guess she's goin to take 965. Then vickie said, what if the AM tot we... Goodness. Think too much la. 不可能... Then went to take the LRT instead. Coz initially wanted to take 965. Changed my mind. lol... Then went up saw gan. Zhu Ding muz see one sup b4 reaching home.

For today, there was nothing much. Normal routine again. Juz doing the stuffs tt i left behind on thursday. The air con today was extremely cold again. Thanks to my colleague, he told me when to off the air con tt day. Or else, guess i will nid to MC liao. lol...

juz came back frm work and feeling damned tired and sick. I was already nt feeling well in the morning till the extend tt i didn't even noe tt i snoozed my alarm. Luckily, mum woke me up at 9.15. If not, i dunno i will sleep until when. Didn't tell anyone tt i was not feeling well in the morning. Juz dragged myself to work and hoping tt not so stressful today even though it's counter 1. Was so blur in the morning till i forgotten to record stuff. But luickily still remembered in the end. The morning was so so as there wasn't much people. Guess it's becoz it's the last day of the long weekend. Heard that there was a lot of customers yesterdae as well. Initially tot tt i was goin to eat 12 today. Then pei lin say she wanted to eat 12? So ate 2 instead. Wasn't feeling good at all. Wanted to vomit out when doing counter. At least nobody found out. Phew..

Lunch was char siew rice wif vickie and choy teng. The thing was tt i couldn't eat chilli and too cold drinks today. Very tempting sia. On my left and right both eating chilli and ice blended. Haiz... No choice. Then talked abt a lot of stuffs sia. There goes their BFs topic. Gosh i am the guy there and they talking abt their BFs stuffs. Haiz... WTH sia. Pulled myself back to work again. Have to 忍 throughout.

Set the date for the next k box during dinner. So many people goin? Later my voice cannot come out. Can't sing in front of so many people. Very shy la... haha... Was better in the afternoon i guess. Clearing queues. There wasn't as much people like vesak day. Phew...

Sudddenly no energy to type further. to be continuedd.....

Pheww.... juz came back from the bedok market. Eh... not exactly market i guess. It's a place like a lot of eating places. Erm.. at bedok rd? Took bus 27 and changed to bus 10 to reach there. It's mother's day tmr and i am working. Tot thru the whole afternoon and didn't noe wat to get for my mum. hmm... my cousins met at my house and finally set off at 7.15. Reached there 8.15 liao. Guess people will wait till tmr and celebrate mother's day. There wasn't a lot of people at the zhu chao stall. Quite quiet actually. Ordered 9 dishes. Till now, still damned full. There's crab and even 麦片虾. lol... Not bad sia the food. Next time can go there eat again. Cooling environment also. Thanks to my aunt's good recommendation. But hmm... my mum restricted my eating diet. No chilli, no cold drinks, no fried food. Gosh... the most important thing is no chilli. SIgh... Paid for my mum's share. Maybe it's not enough as a mother's day present. Muz think of sth.

Tmr back to work again. Counter 1 again.

What will life be like for me without chilli for the next few days. Gosh... Can't imagine what will life be like. Was coughing in some mornings for the past days and decided to see the doc today. The doc even said the mian yi xi tong not good? Even got scolded by my mum for not eating enough? hmm... NOT POSSIBLE... I think i ate more than enough. I need chilli in my food manx. Sianz... Came back frm the doc @ ard 1 plus and slept for two hours. It's been a long time since i had such a rest. Phew...

hmm... what else can i say now? Totally tired out. Guess when i hold my hands up, my hands will be shivering. Dunno why. It's been a long time since i did counter one i guess. And worst still today is a public holiday. Reached work at ard 10.05. The store seems to be WOW. So many stocks till no place to walk liao. Didn't get to see the new manager as well. The crowds started coming in as early as 11. So was busy all the way frm 11 onwards. Pei lin went to help MC for her dept in the morning. So was quite challenging actually also bah. haha... Tried my best to clear the queue asap. A bit rusty also while packing. Totally no speed. Guess have been sitting in front of my laptop for too long these days. Onli my fingers get the exercise. LOL... Sometimes it seems to be more interesting wif queues. Yep...

Lunch was juz char siew rice frm cold storage. Noth much. Juz forgt to get some herbal tea. Or should hav gotten some coffee. Remembered during the o level revisions where i used to buy packets of 2-in-1 coffee to perk myself up for revision. Then it's back to more packings and scannings.

Short of 4 bucks plus during closing. But should hav excess of 70 cents by right. That's becoz of some reasons. My fault. Too blur. Gotta go rest. Tired...

phew today got the time to blog again. Yet to eat dinner sia. Damned hungry. Waiting for my mum to bring my dinner back home. Didn't wan to da bao from tiong bahru, coz i hav been eating there for the past few days. Enough liao. Woke up rather late today. Have been snoozing my HP Alarm since 7.45. Snoozed all the way till 8.10. Very tired. But i did sleep early yesterdae. Waited for some time at outram mrt stn. Wonder wat happen. Work today was stressful. Gosh... Hav never learnt such a thing b4. Tried my very best till headache. My colleagues didn't join us for lunch today. All rather stressed doing their own stuffs i think. Went for the famous fried kway teow and one cup of lemon tea. Gulped down under such hot weather. Shiok. Went off to NTUC after tt and bought honey stars. Dunno why sometimes i can think better when i am chewing food. But this one will be rather loud coz it's damned crispy. ha...

Goin off soon to watch the vesak day special. hmm... heard tt got special performance of chinese instruments to play the song frm da chang jin. Hav got cao ge, ah du and daniel zhang also.

Finally changed the skin of my blog liao. haha... Spent some time changing everything though. Even the tagboard colours are also changed. Wanted to spend some time creating a blog skin but hav got no time to do tt. Sometimes i dun even hav the time to blog. Juz hope tt i will hav more time to blog in future.

Went to work as usual today. The same routine everyday till july i guess. hmm... Today seems to be the 9th day of my consecutive working days. Been very tired. Definitely wished tt i could hav some rest and a holiday abroad as well. Well, the place i hav been wanting to go is maybe Hong Kong I guess. Remembered tt the last time i went there was in primary school? Didn't even hav a chance to see how the new airport looks like. My parents went there weeks ago. hmm... Didn't eat breakfast in the morning, even though i brought some cake. In no mood to eat. Juz covered myself wif work to do. But actually was in no mood to do anything as well. I think i even made some mistakes in the things i do.

But i did take lunch though. RP went off to eat wif his team and that means i hav to eat alone. Trying to improve my mood, went off to tiong bahru to walk ard and rented a chinese movie. Of coz i didn't rent sad movies though. ha... Da bao-ed my lunch and went back to office. Continued working all the way till 6 in the evening.

It's been some days since i last blogged. haha... quite busy. Even reached home at 11 this tuesday. Maybe too much activities. Lol... I think today was a rather normal one. I think i hav to wake up 7.45am every morning liao. Purpose? To reach workplace earlier and to leave a good impression. Still remembered yesterdae when i reached my workplace at 9.30. One of my colleague was sitting at my cubicle. He asked me so late ah, supposed to reach at 9? Juz told him that i woke up late. Then no choice then, have to wake up 7.45 liao. So today dragged myself out of bed at 7.45. Fortunately slept quite early yesterdae after watching one episode of da chang jin. Didn't have to carry my laptop off to work. That lightened my load quite a bit.

I think the whole of today was rather relaxing. Didn't hav much work to do since i finished them all yesterdae. Dun realli like to keep work till the last min. Well, have to wait for new work to come in. One of reggie's colleague joined us for lunch at KFC. He shared some of his life experiences. I think he work in quite a number of areas. He even worked as a reporter before. Maybe future is realli unpredictable.

Went to pop to help my cousin buy a chinese dictionary and a G1 pen. Shocked to see the long queue. Alfred still asked me if i come watch show. Wished to help but i dun think it's good without my uniform but i did hav a name tag wif me though. In the end didn't help. Guess there's realli shortage of people working.