woohoo... it's going to be the weekends again. Juz wondering if i'm going to go out tomorrow. It's a nights off day today anw but i'm still at home. LOL. There's a pasar malam juz opposite of my house. It's realli tempting manx. Juz missed the food at pasar malam. Totally enjoyed pasar malam food when i was still a part timer at pop. Realli missed my job and studies bah. Was juz telling my colleague today abt studying. Realli hope to go back to studying soon. Well, registration is going to start soon for uni, i hav to get prepared then.

hmm... finally here to update again. As usual i'm damned busy wif life in NS. Had actually plans to go for travel at the end of next month. But now can't go le. Disappointment. The doc says that i shouldn't be gg travel for the next two years or so for safety reasons. Actually tot of buying cheap stuffs overseas. Argh neva mind. I still can go travelling after two years. But... i muz pay for my own air tickets le.

Birthday is coming up. Everyone is invited for my chalet. The details should be as follows but yet to be confirmed. For my brothers, i shall make it compulsory. wahaha.

Date: 15/2/07 to 17/2/07
Venue: Downtown East Costa Sands

The buffet should be on the 16th bah. Juz can't wait for my 21st birthday to come. I can onli hav an early birthday celebration coz of NS commitments. Busy busy. Still saving up on my annual leaves. Didn't wan to take any for the month of january. But still thinkin if i should take leave in febuary. I think i should for the chinese new year celebrations. Which means more holidays for me. Whee. See how bah.

Off to take rest le. Shall update whenever i can.

光良- 向左走向右走

我真的迷了路
在喧闹人群中
有个我
静悄悄地走过
如果你是真的
想念就是真的
分两头
从每一条路到每个错过

一直走
也许不知道往哪里走
我相信
梦就是轮廓
而我们萦绕着在寻找中
爱在某个角落
向左走还是向右走
几天几遍我一直走
晴天雨天没有停过
你一定要等我

向左走还是向右走
我努力选择努力记得
不管世界有多辽阔
只要向着你走

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Well it's going to be the end of year 2007 and the start of 2008 le. Year 2007 had gone by juz like that and it seems to be a memorable year where i graduated frm poly and the start of my NS life. Juz hoping that the new year will be a good one for me as well. Looking forward to the chinese new year which falls on febuary as well. And... of coz ya, 2 more months and i'm 21 le. That's fast...

So how did everyone spent their christmas. Managed to walk ard orchard this year on the very day of christmas. Spent my time there till midnite and thanks everyone for their greetings on the very day of christmas. It's jingling bells.

Managed to catch liang jing ru's concert yest. The live atmosphere in a concert was realli good. It's a 3 hours concert wif loads of touching songs. Think the song '无条件为你' was the song i enjoyed most esp when the lyrics were so nice. haha...

Jingle bells. jingle bells.

jing ru @ concert

LOCKED

Since the start of army life, i haven't realli got the time to blog. Now i finally got one weekend to blog. hmm. Unit life has started. Unit life can be very stressful as well. This will be my life for the next two years i guess. It's onli during the weekends that i get the rest i wanted. Looking forward to friday is always wat i look out frm each monday. Well, at least i get some rest next week. Taking two days of leave which is on 21 and 24 dec. That will mean that i will get a long weekend. 20th dec be here as soon as possible.

The melody we sang

The day we had today
Brought me back to the memories
Each and every part of it
Fills up a complete piece of puzzle
None of it should go missing
Juz like a pianist
I hope to continue this sweet melody


"当你姓名化作旋律在我脑海里"
From 林宇中- 旋律

Fragile Like A Glass

Spending 3 nites in a hospital was the very 1st time in my life. I had two episodes of breathing difficulties and body weakness juz in a week. Maybe now i'm realli juz as fragile as a glass bah. Guess i have to keep away frm all the dusts. I'm definitely not suitable for my vocation bah. Juz hav to wait and see how. Hav got a skin test on next thursday. Juz hav to wait till what they say. My mind is alr in a whirl le. I'm juz on MC till 29th.

Juz hav to thank my group of frens for cheering me up on the day of discharge. Seriously my mood wasn't that good in the days in hospital. What i can do is juz to watch some tv, eat and sleep. That's the most boring thing i will do manx. LOL. But a picked up a good habit i think. That is to read papers everyday and even read I WEEKLY. Think next time i hav to buy and read le. Though i seldom read chinese papers. It realli keeps people up to date wif entertainment news manx.

It's the pain that i felt when this thing went in manx. It's actually two long needles. They are much thicker than the ones we hav for injections. On the first day of hospitalization, they alr hang liquid on me liao. So it's like for two days i can't even bend my arms. Sometimes even getting up is a prob manx. I even hadto rest my arm on a pillow when sleeping. In conclusion, i didn't sleep well during the days in hospital.

Well, the bed view from my bed. It's juz an extra bed at the side bah. I will get all the privacy and a good view on wat's happening at the corridor. Every early morning regardless of 3am or 4am, there will confirm be someone walkin by.

"眼前下起的雨滴打在我心底
空荡表情瓦解了思绪
就让泪水无声无息"
From 张峰奇- 雨季

Signing off. JX.

I Wanna Be Free...

Oh manx... i juz feel so great today. It's been near to two weeks since i had a good outing. And it's been nearly 3 good months since i had a good outing wif my group. I realised something, my group can always lighten me up when in times of bad mood. Realli it's true. haha... Thanks peeps for making my day feel so good... YEH!

It's back to pool again after so many months. haha... To my surprise, i still can pocket the shots. Whee. Not bad not bad. (Not trying to hao lian...) The whole of the group actually lost a lot of touch la. Including me. I can't make a good cushion shot as well. Well, we can't be playing pool that often these days as well. That takes us back to the times when we go for pool sessions right after lessons. Real slack. But we do nid some enjoyment frm all the projects and courseworks as well la.

It's so crowded everywhere as well today. Though there isnt much people in bukit timah, it's juz damned crowded over at amk. Met xav at amk. It's good that now he can walk more normally. Well, of coz the whole of the group had a good nice chat at the food court in amk hub. Real good food there as well. Esp the oyster omelette. Damned it's nice. I will wan it again. Maybe slackin at AMK isn't a bad idea as well. We had rounds of initial d 3 and 4 session. AND... GOSH... We found ourselves a new kind of entertainment. The basketball machine at the arcade. wahahhaa... I think we tried more than 5 times to get to lvl 3 but we still fail. (the last attempt was juz three pts away frm target. good one. but i wasn't the one who play.) It's good sweat wif loads of energy consumed.

在孤单北半球里, 我等雨后的彩虹.
Rain showers me wif loneliness,
but it's the rainbow after that i will find.

Signing off. JX.

Juz A Day Away From Temporary Freedom

Yes. It's juz a day away to book out day and the end of my mc is actually today. Whee... so it's like temporary freedom for me till this sunday. Still unsure of wat time i will be bookin in but still hav to enjoy this temporary freedom that i will be havin. Nid to get down to beach rd to get my army stuffs also i guess.

Meeting my grp tmr in the morning. Gonna enjoy the day fully manx...

The Importance

After a week at tekong, i began to think that my thinkings hav all changed. Think back what az said before i went to tekong. hmm... all seems to be so true. I begin to cherish everything i'm havin. Maybe it's the one week that i lost touch wif everything that i had. Time is juz like the most impt factor in everything that i do. Taking for example the day that i had to book out at 8 in the morning and then book in 3.30 in the afternoon. I realli had to make full use of all the time. It's juz like so many things to do within juz the few hours itself. Lunch wif parents, a nap, a doc's appt and of coz all the travelling. Now i totally understand why people hav to hire a cab when they book out. I totally understand.

I guess i begin to cherish my frens more now. For most of my admin time in tekong, i hav been havin chats wif my group. It realli lightens me up during the time in tekong. I realli look forward to our gathering this thursday. Juz hope that we get the venue and time to be fixed soon. But i guess the venue has to be in the west like where we always hang out after sch eh. Juz thinking abt our times at k box as well where someone tend to be "snoring" away when singing. GOSH... that was juz one of the most memorable k box session that we had.

I am juz beginning to be tired of being a bird in the cage all the way till this wednesday nite where all my bunk mates book out. Oh ya... tend to be thinkin of them also. haha... not forgetting them always cheering ourselves up. Missing their craps again.

I'm like a BIRDY inside a CAGE

I'm now on my 7 days mc and i'm alr out of course for my BMT. Gosh... my skin condition is realli bad at tekong and it's really a very scary feeling seeing all my skin red when in tekong. Realli hope that my skin condition can juz go back to normal. For almost the whole of today, i was like a bird in a cage. Realli dislike this kind of feeling. Since young, i'm like one guy who always enjoy going out to chill out and to enjoy. I'm suddenly like someone who juz come back frm the country after a long period of time. But my life at tekong is juz like 5-6 days. Why? I juz can't understand. I realli wan to adapt back to my life here in sg.

Went to pop wanting to surprise wynne today but i think i failed totally. It's been realli more than a week since i last seen her. Guess i realli made a quick decision to go surprise her in the toilet. LOL... I realli juz wanna go back to our good old days. Seeing all the photos we had realli takes me back all the way to the good times that we had. Can we have it back again. Since i came out of tekong, i realli wan to cherish everything that i once had before. It's like realli a tot of mine. Indulging in good food has always been the things that we did. Realli miss all the times that we had though it's like onli juz one or two weeks ago. Can we?

李玖哲/周笔畅 - 你好吗

温柔的时间抚平我们的亏欠
过几天过几年伤会好一点

多久没见面孩子气有没有变
还记得我们从前笑的那么甜

baby 我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗

温柔的缠绵我也放下了依恋
过几天过几年伤会好一点

我收着照片安静在盒子里面
回忆是你我剩下唯一的关联

baby 我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗

问候是我对你好想说出的话
现在你过的好吗

我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗

The Departure

Days started to draw nearer and nearer to life at tekong. Honestly, i feel kinda weird. I dun hav the feeling of being afraid or anything like that. What i feel is like nothing, maybe it's juz another adventure ahead or sth. Realli it will be the first time i depart all the important things and people in my life for a period of time. haha... dun worry will look forward to my first book out in like two weeks time though. Army life starting soon. Whee...

Chilling out in changi airport is realli a thing that i always enjoyed doing since young. It juz brings me the feelings of going overseas. The ambience, the atmosphere and everything else. haha... maybe the person going to the airport yest gave me more feelings of going overseas yest as well. I enjoyed my last trip to japan and i've never been to overseas wif any frens at all. Most of the time, it's juz wif my family. So i will be waiting for that day where my wish will come true. haha...

Looking for something to cover myself in two weeks time has been difficult now i juz realised. Since my hair has been so thick. Argh... maybe i should juz prepare and go to botak days now. But maybe not la... Can save some $$. Will go find sth to cover myself soon. Maybe the nike cap that i bought overseas some time ago should do the job. But... will it match my skin colour in like two weeks time?

I suddenly realised how impt my mobile phone is to me during the two weeks in there. Still havin a headache whether to borrow 6510 frm my cousin or should i juz be contented wif my 6060. But i hav to find my FM radio. My old mp3 player seems to be CMI. sigh... All the rusty parts.

Our Journey Yesterday:

The Tiredness

Tired Tired... It's all about the tiredness in me after the stock take at pop. Came back onli at 12.30am after the pre count that we had. The time i slept was like 2am and the time that i woke up was onli like 4am. Gosh it's juz a mere 4 hours of sleep. For some 30 mins in pop after the stock count i was rubbing my eyes non stop. To add to my misery, i had to go for my doc appt at 3.15. Argh... i nid sleep. Sleep ish impt.

I sing my SONG... 我唱我的歌...

It's kbox yesterday wif wynne and zack. LOL... And it's realli FOC. The food at hougang realli tasted much better than the marina de. The curry breaded fish was realli much better than the teriyaki fish. Realli enjoyed my times over there bah. Think this may realli be the last k box session before 26th. hmm... k box havin festive discount next week also. For dunno 4 or 5 days. All sessions are at 5 bucks ++. But do i hav the time to be there.






Then there was the choosing of gifts for zack's god daughter. Didn't noe that he had one becoz in his mind i onli tot he has one "god-son". DOTS... I dun think i hav ever chosen a present for a 4-5 year. It's realli a difficult task compared to presents for adults though. In the end he settled for a shirt and a vest. LOL...

I'm the tourist

Indeed frm the previous post, it's world animal day. Did everyone do anything special for their animal? hahaha... That reminded me of my parrot. Argh... Nvm... Memories are juz memories. LOL... It's been recently that i hav been waking up these few days. Maybe i should juz adjust myself to getting up early these few days since it's gg to be life at tekong soon. LOL... Went to tanjong pagar today. Realli it's been a long time since i been there since i went to a job agency years back after my o levels. It's more of a business district i guess. Took the NEL train all the way to outram park rather than takin bus 80. Or else i could hav slept all the way on the bus.


Spotted this row of red buildings. Hmm.. at first i tot it was a cafe or some library. Hmm.. it's actually a museum juz opposite URA centre. Its realli purely red. Though there's realli a cafe inside but it's purely a museum. It's actually called a red dot museum i think. Can't rmb.


Made my way down to china town after that. I guess there's lots of changes going around chinatown these days. Indeed it has changed a lot. Even the market and the food centre is going down to renovations now. Though some places are going thru renovations, the place is still filled wif tourists. I realli feel like a tourist, snapping pictures here and there when they are also doing that. LOL...


It's going to be back to work tmr. In mmed, argh... i dunno wat i will be doing...

official web for world animal day

04 October

It's World Animal Day today... LOL...

品冠- 我以为

你曾说不想有天让我知道 你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落 不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好 你和他正说要分开
我以为你 已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害 我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦 我以为我能全力 填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究 你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上 我的关心
你依然无动于衷 我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔 能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力 填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶 你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好 你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强 却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望 希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望

Boredom

As days draw nearer to nearer to days in tekong, i feel rather excited or rather unknown at wat i will be facing. Maybe it's wat they called mixed feelings bah. Haven't got my things ready for NS though. hmm... maybe juz got my specs and watch ready nia. Should realli start to take action soon le. LOL... That means i will onli hav 20 + days to update this blog le. Other than that it's gonna be like one post per week. Oh manx... this blog is juz gonna end up wif so much dust and spider webs. Who will help maintain my blog. wahahahah...

Been playin 2moon wif az these few days. What can i say. When our group goes into games, we get rather addicted. Take for example during our poly days there were maplestory, crazy taxi and even tennis. We will neva fail to play them at least once during breaktime. Realli missed those days manx. I would rather be gg to school nowadays then rotting away like wat i am doing now. SIgh..

I juz got back to photography not long ago. Think the last time i got realli interested in photography was during the secondary sch days le when i was the chairman of the club. But the club too small le la. Wonder now how le. Should be expanded i guess. It's been a few days back since i hav been playin wif my cam... see below. LOL. Photography Begins...

Stuck At The Moment

Working today again. This time at 12pm. LOL... But still i woke up again at 9.30. Should hav slept longer manx. Today was juz more boring than wat i had yest. There were actually lesser people today than yest. Can't believe it. It was actually raining yest but today the sun was shining so brightly again. Shouldn't it be more people today? haha.. nvm...

Let's Gather... It's Story Telling Session...

Yepz... It's story telling session at compass today. Didn't noe until on my way to lunch. Primary Sch Kids telling stories in front of a crowd. This is realli challenging. Not even me has done it before. I think tell stories i will hav stage fright. Well, I did joined a story telling competition b4 but that was like way back in pri 2 or 3. Can't rmb. That was juz in front of three or four teachers nia. Still had to do all those actions... Omg... LOL...

Burp! I'm FULL!

Dinner was at 7 today. The vegetable rice quantity was like so much today. Everyday i hav to ask myself the same question. What to eat? hmmm... So mixed rice maybe still the best choice bah. Was complaining that one hour seems so difficult to pass. haha... At least yvonne has got her besta device to play wif. I wished i hav my laptop wif me to do stuffs.

BORED BORED... I'm SO BORED!

As days are counting down to 26th oct. Suddenly i'm juz hoping that the day will get nearer and nearer. I'm juz sick of wat i'm doing now. Maybe i juz miss the days when i'm in my poly days. I rather go thru the life full of my assignments and my tests. I am so much like counting my hours at work nowadays. Sigh... This week will be my so called 2nd last week at work. Will hav my long awaited holidays soon. Can't go overseas as well due to the back condition of my mum.

It's juz another day at work today. Doing counter 1. It's the start of sch holidays as well. Frm pri schs to polys it's all holidays. It's the time when everyone enjoys themselves. Argh again... i'm juz sick of workin. SIGH... It's relatively quiet today as well. Due to the rain. How i wished i could juz sleep at home. LOL...


Well this thingy costed me $12.80. My pop branch didn't hav this item in stock so had to get it frm cyberactive. I always find it damned troublesome to charge my mp3 players wif my USB ports now that i nid my usb ports for more external devices. Well, overall i'm still happy wif my purchase. HEHE...!

It's juz another at work tmr. Adding to my thoughts of troubles, i'm at counter 3 tmr. Time will pass so slow. And please dun let me eat 12 again. Eating 12 today was juz so... Zzzz.