Packed my room and re-arranged the figurines for display on top of my desktop. haha... Now it's like much neater liao. Also hanged up Naruto figurines. Thanks to the nice idea that my mum gave. Woke up in the morning at abt 11+. Phew... i realli had a nice sleep. Continued to slack on bed while watching shows in the afternoon till i dozed off again wif the desktop on. Went off for a haircut when i woke up. Tmr gonna be another working day again. Consecutive two working days till thursday. Guess after thursday i will be like working so much again. My off days got reduced.

Back to work today after yesterdae's enjoyment. Well, totally enjoyed yesterdae's k box. Maybe i should talk abt yesterdae's k box first. hmm... We pop peeps went into k box in a grouo of erm? 11. We were given a very big room wif lcd projector and wireless mics. This is my first time singing wif wireless mic sia. The feeling was like so shiok without the wires. Woohoo... Sang a couple of songs. Chong lai, Bei ji xing de yen lei, nan dao, cai hong tian tang, shi lian xue and shan hu hai. And a few more i think. haha... they said i trained my voice? LOL... did i? No la... dun think so bah. Back to sunday. hmm... WOke up and didn't realli feel like goin for work. It's like a weekend and i should be like slacking at home doing noth. Stationery for today. As expected, erm... i was like walkin ard without much to do. JUz can't stand boredom. ARGH... Stacked up more copier papers in the morning and packed the place outside the receiving room. Loads of stocks. Went wif KY and the new multi media sup, RAY for lunch. He juz came out frm NS and it's his 1st job? So during lunch he was like askin me the workin environment.

Went back for work and was shocked to hear that it's pei lin's last day today. Was also quite bored bah, so went to pei lin's counter and be packer. Talked quite a bit before dinner. I suddenly realised that a good job not onli requires a good workin environment. Talked online wif her at nite also bah. Think we had similar views on the work we had. After work, i was like damned tired. hmm... Sometimes i think working nowadays is much more tiring than wat i had a few months ago. Finally a gd rest dae for tmr.

Woke up at 9.30 today coz wanted to go k box today wif duncan. Went to AMK de coz we tot can sing longer. haha... But in the end we were wrong. Sang lots of songs today sia. But my voice now still normal. haha... Lookin forward to the next k box sia. Dunno when will tt be. hmm... my voice today ok bah. Normal. Remembered that time when i sang k box after the milk run. My voice was like erm... No voice le? Coz of too much shoutings? Now it's realli back to normal.

Wanted to go cut hair after that but the shop closed on thursdays sia. I am so "lucky". Why muz it be on my rest dae. Now i muz go again on monday. My rest day. It's a rainy weather today somemore.

Tmr exam results comin out. Which means that my attachment results will be out. hmm... realli hope that all will go well. Well, i am realli tired now. Gonna go rest liao.

Today was great sia. haha... I was in the dept alone in the morning coz gan was in the office. Well, did noth much actually. hmm... Juz packed some of the books into cartons and remove the price tags. Although today was great, everyone seemed very tired today probably due to the stock take that we had. hmm... RP and anida was like so weird today. Muz be saying sth behind me. haha... RP was at anida's counter when i went over, then they said that the live telecast finish liao. The next talk telecast is at 6pm. haha... i am quite slow today so i didn't noe wat they were talkin abt.

Took over peilin for cashier at 5 coz katty was on MC. Maybe i haven't seen the screen for so long. The screen seems so bright to me sia. I was quite worried actually coz i am already quite tired. hmm... but overall still ok bah. Didn't hav any queues at all. The stressful period was after i came out frm cashier. Choy teng and RP went for dinner. I was alone at the service counter coz the others were solving a prob. I hav to split my attention to 3 sides at one time. Finding book, finding key and filling in form. haha... used to it bah.

Dinner was at KFC. Two piece chicken. Think i am like eating too much fried food liao. Better cut down on it. hmm... After closing we were like laughing non stop. Thanks to the mistake tt choy teng made. haha... People do make mistakes de bah. haha...

I am real tired now. Woke up in the early morning at 6am for the stock take. I was like onli asleep at 2am yest. Haiz... onli 4 hours of sleep. When will i hav a good sleep? Reached pop at 7 and was like onli a few people there? LOL... Think all sleep late liao. There was fried bee hoon for breakfast. Ate onli 3/4 of the packet, coz i already had choc donuts in the morning. Then there was KY and RP describing abt how they slept at des's house. LOL... realli can imagine sia. I was called to help out the stat dept today and assigned to a lady scanner. hmm... can say quite fast sia. We completed all the tasks in like one hour. Of coz more tasks were given to us. Guess this year was realli smooth. Everything was almost completed at 11.30am? that was like WOW...

Lunch was cai fan bian dang. haha... Juz a packet of rice wif cabbage, luncheon meat and chicken. hmm... plain bah. No gravy also. haiz... Am like eating plain rice. Took orders for drinks and went down wif RP to get drinks. LOL... All were like damned frustrated coz of some stuffs. 3 ice blended mango and 5 choc oreo blended ice.(haha... can still remember the order i took) After lunch, nothing much was left to be done. Except juz confirming the quatities. So it's quite relaxin. Helped out others in different stuffs and being asked to do loads of stuffs. AND now i am like totally out of energy to do anything except to write this blog entry.

Think i kinda sprained my back a little when i helped stat to carry the copier papers and the lecture pads. Hope will recover soon. Dinner was alone coz was waiting for elaine and lee ling to come back from dinner. Ate at 8 sia. Stared at the wall and chewed the chicken wings and rice. Haiz... how boring can it go.

Tmr another day of work ah. Sianz... when will i get a nice sleep.

Finally back to normal blogging after my trip from HK. haha... Slacked today. Woke up in the morning at abt 10. Damned tired after i am like sleeping 4-5 hours each day during my hols. Watched some shows in the morning that i bought. First up, Scary Movie 4. haha... Not bad. Made me laugh quite a lot. Then watched jolin's concert. The concert was like WOW. The atmosphere was superb as well. Sometimes, i realli hoped to go to a concert. The atmosphere when watching a live performance and a video is totally different.

Went back online at abt 1+. Well, listened to songs and surfed ard. Updating myself wif some information. Went back to sleep after that again. Totally slackin. I was like sneezing non stop for the whole of afternoon. Wanted to eat the flu medicine but remembered that i needed to do stock count tonight. Later count wrongly then LOL. Kept sneezing before i went for my stock count.

Reached pop at abt 6. All my colleagues were like askin me. "Wah. 你会来了啊?" haha... yep... i'm back. But i nid some rest. Didn't realli hav dinner. Went off to arrange stocks and count. Hmm... sometimes i am realli blur due to the lack of sleep. Sometimes counted twice. My dept ended the counting quite fast. haha... But due to a tired me, i am like counting a bit slow. It's 1.05am liao. Off to sleep liao. Tmr gonna wake up at 6. Hoping that i can be back tmr early. I realli nid rest.

LOL... finally i am back in SG. Should hav reached home yest at ard 10.30 but my flight was delayed. The flight was initially supposed to take off at 6.30pm. hmm... Then it was delayed till 9.10pm. Arrived in SG onli at 12.30am. So tired these few days sia. Onli abt 4-5 hours each day for abt a week. Each day will wake up at either 6 or 6.30am for dim sum. Went to shenzhen, guangzhou and hong kong. Totally enjoyed myself there buying lots of stuffs sia. Wanted to upload some pics but i am like so tired nw. Hmm... My entry is gonna be short today coz i realli nid some rest. Tmr gonna be counting stocks at pop till midnite. I nid to hibernate liao.

hmm... eh? got tagged by duncan? so this has to be part of my entry for today sia. hmm.. let's see.

Current Mood: Mixed feelings
Current Taste: EH? Taste? Sweet and sour? Haha… Juz Kiddin. Casual Me.
Current Clothes: My Sec Sch House T-Short(Aquila)
Current Desktop: Dunno lei? Erm, assembled desktop
Toenail Colour: Normal
Current Time: 20:07
Current Surroundings: Bedroom
Current Annoyances: LACK OF SLEEP ah!
First Best Friend(s): I think it’s gonna be Darren.
Current Best Friend(s): Hmm… dunno.
First Crush: Someone in sec sch.
First Movie: Cant rmb. Think it’s a Chinese movie.
First Lie: How I rmb? So many years ago.
Last Crush: No comments
Last Movie: M-I 3
Last Phone Call: My cousin
Last song played: Li Sheng Jie- Guan Yu Ni De Ge
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Erm… No idea
Have you ever broken the law: NO
Have you ever been arrested: NO
Have you ever skinny-dipped: NO
Have you ever been on TV: Even if yes I also dunno
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: NO
5 things you are wearing: Specs, Shirt, Pant and erm… no more liao. (Slackin now wat)
4 things you did today: Flew back from HK, Sleep,
3 things you can hear right now: My parents talking, my speakers and the tone of the wireless fone.
1 thing you do when you're bored: Online
People I tagged: Erm... dun feel like taggin anyone. Too tired to think who to tag.

Update...I am finally here to post after finding one internet cafe here. Whee... Bought so mant stuffs here. Havin so much fun. Juz reached guang zhou today after a two hours bus trip. But morning was like rushing so much manx. Lack of sleep also. Hmm... But realli bought so muh stuffs. Bought Ipod nano and a bluetooth headset for my phone. Also bought a black cover for my phone and a la bi xiao xin alarm juz now. Will update more when i am back. hmm... It's like quite hot here as well. Sweating so much manx. Hope tt i will hav time tmr to be online. =)

hmm... quite boring today. It's another working day. Did several transfers in the morning. Kian Min also called me today sia for transfer of books to TN. He's working at TN now. haha... Didn't even noe that it's him at the 1st place on the phone. He suddenly said that he's calling from TN. Then i asked "你是谁啊?" haha... Then i noe. Ordered takeaway food frm sakura for lunch today. Seafood fried rice. Quite nice sia. But i think the chicken fried rice was better. Erm.. muc darker and more egg?

Had headache in the afternoon over how to arrange the books. It's like so many new books wif high quantities. hmm... no choice... had to stack books. am not ard for more than 10 days. haha.. wonder how the dept will change when i am back. Realli noth much to be done today. Went ard packing some books, the shelves are quite tidy.

Tmr colleagues sayin they wan go pizza hut eat. But dunno true a not. It's always cancelled at last min. haha... Then after that goin bukit timah to meet az, reggie and vic. So guess will be home late. Wonder if i will blog. It's a very early flight on saturday sia. Muz wake up like abt 5.30 or 6? i think 5.30.

It's the eve of teacher's day celebrations. SImilar to last year, i dun think i will be goin back to my sec sch for the celebrations. haha... workin tmr. Well, i guess nothin much happened today. Been some time since i worked retail. haha... Erm... i still dunno wat dept i was in today. Shifted lots of things in the morning due to the pipe leaking maintenance. gosh... all the cartons are like wet. and can imagine how dirty the water is. Sigh... Stayed in the receiving room after that coz there wasn't anyone there until like 2pm. hmm... Stream wrapping dept. haha... In an hour, stream wrapped abt 10+ boxes of books. Damned hot.

Erm... after my lunch, did some stocks coz the receiving room was like damned full. Did stocks for my next schedule's dept. haha... LOL... Finally i am like havin a dept. haha... That lasted till abt 4. Pushed the stocks outside and started arranging them. Muz say that i am still not that rusty at arranging books bah. But... i am juz rusty at wrapping gifts. haha... luckily KY hav some skills of wrapping. I nid to revise my skills. And i will haha... The queues started to form ay abt 6 plus. hmm... Cleared the queues and wondered how come the queues disappeared in 15 mins. Looked back and i think gan opened the counter at the back. then there was the long queue there... haha... From this, can see that lots of people are buying gifts for teachers.

Stayed in T&A at nite bah. Coz choyteng went off early. Packed the department. onli managed to pack the tables. Tmr gonna pack the shelves. Quite a lot of stuffs to do tmr. I nid to familiarise wif the dept as well asap. Did so many stuffs today and i still felt refreshed. Tmr will be another day of work. hmm... then friday will be goin out. haha...

Woke up to the travel conversation that my parents and aunties are having. Actually i am quite a light sleeper? When some people are talkin beside me, i can juz open my eyes and wake up. Well, there are some advantages and disadvantages as well. Advantage is that hmm... will mostly wake up on time. Disadvantage? hmm... can't realli sleep on bus if i am realli tired. Ate chicken rice for lunch and then went to the ica building at lavendar. Prepared two hours before my reporting time for the awards nite. hmm... so yep. left house @ 1.30. Took a train to potong pasir and changed to bus 107.

Reached school and was like late liao. 3.40pm to be exact. Went to the convention and PSP was juz nice goin to set up follow-spot liao. LOL... today we were told to run the show sia. Important task sia. Imagine all the pressure. I was in the control room. So it's like the timings of the lights and music are partly on me. But it's quite a nice job though. We were like crapping a lot also. Multi-tasking... that's wat i always do. Three things at one go. Watching-Listening to cue-bit of crapping. haha... All went very smoothly sia. Quite a good job done. phew... no mistakes muz be made.

Had a sumptous dinner sia. Had a great buffet. the food was like WOW... There's chocolate fondae, peking duck, satay, tiramisu , choc cream cake, popiah and so much more sia. Went for like so many rounds. haha... Tmr gonna get back to work again. Not doing cashier tmr. It's juz days away to my holidays. LOL...

Finally my rest dae has arrived today. haha... got the chance to sleep early. BUT... Thanks to all the drillings ard i can't sleep. Resorted to the idea of counting sheeps... nah... haha! juz kidding. If i do that, i think i will not be sleeping instead? erm... i will be like eyes wide open and imagining how many sheeps had went by? and given the noise, i am like counting sheeps near a construction side in an open field. LOL... Went online for a while to surf ard. Watched jay's "千里之外" mtv yest. hmm... felt that the song was nice and listened to it over and over again. Surfed till my stomache went grumbling. Juz added noodles to a "pot" of soup and ate. That's my lunch liao. Went off for school at 12+.

Suddenly 74 is filled wif people in the afternoon. I expected the journey to be a very smooth one manx. But nope. I can't sleep on the bus as well. SIgh... The afternoon was hot. Reached school and was like damned exhausted due to the hot weather. Shifted the follow spot to the convention center. It's always a huge task shifting the follow spot. And guess it requires some endurance as well. Hmm... For the first time i saw that the convention center was quite wide and empty. haha.. .Guess it's becoz of the shiftin of the seats. Damned spacious. Went up to the control room after that. MY slacking time started then. WOW... then there was an opera singer. All of us were like stunned. Hmm... she's realli good at it. She was like so far away from the mic. Yet... she was so clear. WOW...

After the rehearsal, went to mac wif PSP people for dinner. haha... Well, chatted for quite a bit. Even talked abt our secondary sch days. haha... Funny sia. Tmr gonna be the actual awards nite event. Hope all goes smoothly and well tmr. Gonna take a break now.

._"The distance... 距离..."_.

My full day of work today. hmm... Was a bit sick yesterdae. In fact today wasn't feeling that good as well. Snoozed the alarm all the way till 9.40 today. I think i could hav slept till 10 if no one woke me up. haha... Juz rushed off to work after a cup of hot milo. Knew that counter 3 today's gonna be a difficult task. There will be lots of people buying teacher's day gift. hmm... There were gifts like flowers and cups. Nicely arranged. There wasn't much people in the morning until the afternoon. I was like packing items non stop in the afternoon till the extend that my hands are like shivering till now. hmm... I got back my 2pm eating slot today. haha... Lunch was at the interchange. Ordered and ordered till i didn't know that i am eating 3 meat and rice. haha... LOL...

Was damned full after the lunch. Gosh there were really lots of people buying gifts. Non stop of queues and queues. Think everyone was like knowing that i damned tired liao. haha... My voice was like suddenly weird at 5pm. hmm... not my usual voice. Think i hav been using my voice non stop for like hours and furthermore i am like a bit sick? Juz continued working. Then the commotion came in the evening. Oi lian accused me of calling customers to pay at her counter instead of mine? i was like HUH. I have neva done that for like since i work as cashier. I will admit if i did that. But i didn't, how to admit? Gosh. I am so innocent.

Nothing much during closing except me going around wif a ladder taking down several posters. Coz today was the last day of promotion. Am damned tired now. Tmr will hav to go to sch for a rehearsal for some awards nite. hmm... wat a busy schedule i am havin. But hmm... can still sleep late tmr.

._|"一人忙碌的生活会不会让自己忘记一些事..."|_.

25/08/06 Friday

It's a friday today. My first out of 3 consecutive workin days. Supposed to work in counter 3 today. But came out to help Multi Media wif some promo stuffs. Sometimes i am weird. I rather hav a lot of things to do rather than slackin ard. Well, that's me. Did some re-arranging of the stocks in front due to some reasons. Pasted stickers for items that are on promotion. Hmm... Felt a bit guilty though coz didn't opened my counter. Got loads of stuffs to do for multi media. Until abt 1+ i opened my counter due to a long queue. I think in total for whole day i onli opened my counter for abt 3 hours. LOL...

Looked for some titles of cds at night. Some are quite difficult to find. Coz the titles on the piece of paper that i am given had missing characters. haha... I think i had to use my memory to think thru the titles. Went off to throw rubbish alone as well. Didn't hav that much rubbish also, so didn't wan to bother other people. Today wasn't that tiring at all. Went to the taxi stand to wait for zack. haha... he's transferring a TV set here LOL... wif a trolley somemore. But he went off after he passed the TV to me. There was another surprise as well... LOL... i am in T&A liao... hmmm...

26/08/06 Saturday

hmm... sick today liao... Worked till ard 2pm then went home. Cleared a long queue before i went off. That added on to my headache. I could feel a fever coming. But i knew that i will be ok after some rest. Went home and immediately went to my bed. Woke up at 6.30pm. Took my dinner. Went back to work after that coz i felt that i am ok. They didn't hav enough people also. Yep, so went back. Phew... all was smooth...
Gonna prepare for my full workin day tmr. Gonna sleep early.

hmm... went out for the whole day tdy. Woke up at 9 today. Met duncan at 10 at mrt stn for k box at suntec. hmm... haven't been there before yet. Think it's about the same as the other k box. Sang a lot of songs today. Erm... didn't realli like my voice at the start. Guess my voice realli nids some warm up before it can reach a high. haha... Started wif ri ri ye ye. haha... Actually should hav sang the song a bit later. I realli nid to find a song that can warm my voice up. Wanted to start wif zui jing, but erm... dunno why dun hav sia. Remembered that the clementi k box had tt song. Sang some songs tt i didn't realli sing successfully in previous k box sessions. Some can be realli challenging. Looking forward to the next k box session.

hmm... Didn't realli noe where to go after that. Went back to SK to meet RP. Was said yesterdae to meet at city hall. But think that plan had to change thanks to people not answering phone calls in the morning. haiz... no choice. Decided to go bukit timah instead. Played a bit of pool and went for pizza hut. Months since i last ate pizza hut. Worked onli one day so far this week. hmm... Realli nid to work liao. 4 of us. So ordered the "family" feast? hmm... one BBQ chicken and hawaiian supreme pizzas. Had the summer vegetable soup. Added loads of pepper to it. Nice sia. The pizzas were damned nice also. Wished that i could hav more pizzas.

Reached home onli at 10.30. Realli tired now. Nid sleep. Tmr working at counter 3. Is it gonna be boring? haiz... No choice gotta work.

Woohoo... wat a smooth day i went through. But was like quite tired since i slept at 2.30am. Almost reached POP late today. 10.45 on the dot. Everyone was like so busy preparing for tmr's visit. haha... From cleaning shelves to rearranging stuffs. There were onli two counters open today. Me at counter one. haha... My preferred counter. LOL... Been damned busy inside counter today doing spring cleaning? hmm... juz bringing down the signboards and clean. Clean till it shines. Erm... but dun think it will last long. LOL... Everything is goin to be dirty after a few days?

Lunch today at one and dinner at 6. Went home for dinner. Long time neva eat dinner at home when working sia. It's like almost a year? Can save quite a bit if i choose to eat at home sia. hmmm... closing time. That's the main topic of the day. First time i do painting? erm... if i am not wrong it's the 1st time? neva did painting b4. Paint on the walls outside the receiving room. Every one can see that i can a 1st timer. Wif my lousy skills and slow speed. Some even said that i am like doing artwork. haha... my art not bad de leh. But long time neva do liao. All onli finished at 11.30pm. Damned tiring day. It's counter one and i am doing painting till 11.30pm. hmm... I am going to hav an off day tmr. haha... No one even told me that i am havin an off day tmr. I tot i will be workin for five days. K box tmr. Wat songs to sing...

._"我走的路..."_.

Sat two hours in front of my laptop to create this blog skin. haha... from a plain page. LOL... Finally i am successful. Hav been wondering how to do it for the past few months and now i succeeded. Tmr... Erm wait... it's nw 1.45AM. Can say later going back to work again. hmm... i realli hope tt all goes well again. Hope my entry tonight will be a good one then. Will edit some stuffs on this blog skin tonight also. Now i juz feel like goin to sleep. LOL...

It's been two years since i went on this job. All the holidays that i worked so far have been very smooth. I think it didn't this time. I hav made my final decision liao. A lot of reasons behind my decision. But when will it be. Hmm... I juz dun feel like blogging abt yesterdae. I was damned pissed. I was juz thinking. If i am unhappy in this environment, why bother to stay and add on to my stress. Have been damned stress these days.

Woke up at 12.30 today sia. Dong mian. LOL... Nothing much to do since i woke up. Watched some parts of a movie and started to blog. Sent out a mail to find out more abt a web project which i was told abt weeks ago. But still no reply. Juz hoping the reply to be a good one. Thinking abt tt, maybe i should juz go brush up on my dreamweaver skills? It's been some time since i last used? Maybe soon bah. Tmr goin see chinese doc again. hmm... So when will be the time to do it.

Two days of rest daes and yet so much thinkings to do. hmm... Does a change of charater in a person affect wat the person do. Or is it his or her thinkings that affects what the person does. Big question.

._"态度的大转变是否代表我已变了?..."_.

Snoozing and snoozing. That's wat i did when my alarm sounded at 9 today. Snoozed all the way till 9.15. Damned tired. I nid more sleep. But i think i can't sleep any longer. Goona be in counter 1 today, which means i nid some early preparations. haha... Onli reached work at 10. Got a shock in the morning. hmm... dunno wat happened yesterdae. Luckily got count properly. Phew... Or else... Lucily arh. The morning was quite smooth, all the way till the afternoon. There was a competition at the first level i guess. Quite crowded bah. Maybe that's why so many people?

All went very smoothly until 5+. My machine printer suddenly breakdown. Wah... sianz... Do until got rhythm liao. And it's the peak period as well. I still hav 3 or 4 customers behind sia. A long queue formed at counter 2. Hav to keep on directing people sia. Reminded me of a scenario sia. LOL... I was asked to go for my dinner at 7, but my machine still not functioning.

My machine was onli up at 8.30. So can say my counter was closed for 3 hours plus? LOL... Was quite afraid that i will hav problems during closing. But it went all smoothly sia. I think today was juz a plain working day. Noth much to say abt. TMr gonna be more boring? hmmm... I nid a long break...

17/08 Thursday

I think i am starting to prefer to work as cashier after my smooth and great day today. haha... At least i didn't erupt today. Not much people until one or two periods which i didn't open my counter and queues started to form at counter 1. But after i go in 5 mins, confirm will be gone. Nothing much for this entry actually except some funny stuffs. Firstly, was during dinner. Maggie and Gan asked me to help them get dinner? I was like ok? Juz tell me wat u wan and i try to get it? But... The problem is here. They hav been arguing for like hours on wat to eat and still no idea? Wah... WTH... Then i ended up the one thinking. Clue: Juz get sth spicy. In the end, i juz bought everything spicy lor. As simple. Wat's so difficult abt tt. Sambal Fried Rice and Mee goreng. haha...

Second incident at night during closing. Yvonne left her phone lying ard. hmm... on the cupboard? Then they were like trying to hide the phone. Gan suddenly said, yvonne will surely come out find. Was counting my coins. Then she suddenly walked towards my direction. So accurate sia. Worse still, the phone was on vibration mode? hmm... Will the phone be found if no one sees it?

18/08 Friday

Started to think abt the past today. Remembered that i had this special fren whom i grew up together wif when i was young. It's been years since i last talked to her. Still remembered that we argued over a book? Thanks to her who drawed my book. That were juz arguments when we were young. Coming to think of it, quite childish. But at times, u will wan to talk to someone whom u grew up together wif.It's been years since i talked to her? haha wat will we talk abt if we see each other one day again. LOL...

Met az, vic and rp at AMK today. Initially wanted to meet at 10.30. I reached at 10.35 but no one there yet? WAH... All slept at 2.30 yesterdae. Had a lengthy conversation yesterdae. In the end still went back to the same old plan. Imagine having a reply each time after 5 mins. Dragging all the way till 2.30. Almost dozed off right in front of my laptop.

Played pool first. hmmm... all real rusty liao bah. All the first few calls can't get in. But as time went by, we were back to normal. Shu neng shen qiao. But the shu is onli for an hour? haha... Gathering together wif them was always damned crappy. Az and vic already booked for driving lessons sia. Wondering when's mine. Dun think will be tt fast.

Seoul garden after tt. Was wondering how the coffee chicken taste like. Didn't even giv it a try also. Vic lasted longest sia. I onli lasted 2nd longest. Actually could hav gone for more, but think drink too much water. From ice blended grape to erm... Mango juice. Then somemore still ate fried rice. Not full also full liao.

Went for my run in the evening. Starting to build up my stamina. Ran 3 rounds ard my area. think should be ard 2-3 km? or 4? No idea. Neva use measuring tape. Remembered my previous experience when i ran a few days back. Almost blacked out. That time onli ran one and half round. Today 3 rounds. Muz keep on increase.

Tmr gonna be back working counter again. My preferred job. I might be goin to expo to work for a few days? hmmm not a bad environment as well. But i will juz hav to wake up earlier. Lookin forward to tmr.

._|"一人的快乐只有自己感觉得到..."|.

Wonder why i woke up once today at 4.30am. hmm... Also forgot. Think i juz went to the toliet and then Zzzz. Went back to sleep again. Slept all the way until 10.45 coz today not working. Realli nid one day to cool myself down. Working sometimes realli can make me boil. Argh... It's been a long time since i last eat at home. Working four days consecutive without dinner at home. Definitely missed home cooked food. Ate lunch and dinner at home today. Maybe home cooked food was realli better.

Went to chinatown today wif my mum. Kinda walked ard. Quite boring bah. But at least better than staying home and sleep for the whole day? Well gonna be this short post for today. TMr gonna go back to work again. Hope all goes well again. But.. i dunno...

._|"全新的自己..."|_.

For the past few days, my mood wasn't that good. Not being myself. Sorry if i affected anyone. But today, I am BACK. It's like i am the new me. Totally different i guess, frm the mood and thinkings i had a few days back. haha... Gonna change myself for the better. Yep... My fourth day of work today. Not bad bah. At least i am not alone in text dept. Was wif choy teng today. haha... I guess my colleagues realli lightened up my mood. By a lot? Thanks manx. Maybe without them, I am still the tired and restless me. The funny incidents today are like gosh. Happening. That's one word to describe everything. In the morning, there was this incident where RP say the wrong thing? haha... hmm... I guess misunderstandings juz happen like tt. When u say sth and u're short of a word. That's gonna be chaotic. I think the incident in the morning was a good example.

Well since, i am in such a good mood today. I dun think i will talk abt those irritating stuffs at work. Today will be a day that i will write and read the good stuffs. Not the bad ones. haha...

._|"黑夜的来临, 我闭上双眼. 希望张开眼睛时, 只看到那道曙光."|_.

Argh.. damned pissed off. Realli pissed off wif everything now. Why hav my mood changed so much for the past few days. Or hav i changed? I am no longer the JX wif lots of patience. I think i hav realli changed a lot over the week. Thinkings and actions. No longer the old JX. I dun like the way i am behaving. What can i do? Why can't the people juz do simple stuffs on their own? I shouldn't hav worried that much about wat they are doing manx. Alright, my fault. I shouldn't hav bothered abt all the stuffs. Next time it's gonna be none of my business. I juz wan to go back to the old me.

hmm... wonder if there are programming jobs out there where i can take up. It will realli take some time finding another job. But i guess my next job i will wan is an office environment. Maybe that's where i realli wanna work in. I hav worked in an office environment for four months. I noe wat it is like. haha... It's not easy to find one. Sorry, my outburst today was uncontrollable.

Woke up in the morning at 9. Should hav slept till 10 but due to some stuffs that i didn't do yesterdae, i hav to wake up damned early. Luckily anida was working today or else i am like no one to talk to? And KY coming in at 1? All the people working are like people that i seldom talk to. A lot of people are not working today bah. It's juz me takin charge of text. Erm... Thumbs up to the text people yesterdae for keeping the dept so neat. haha... The dept now a bit messy liao? Coz i am like one person working and i hav no time to pack. Will try to pack tmr. Tmr gonna be another though day. hmm.. Lunch was at banquet and dinner was at KFC. Was talking over work when at KFC wif anida today bah. hmm.. sometimes it juz feels better to pour it out rather than keeping it to urself. It realli works.

I was damned pissed during closing. If u're the one who is the last to use the PC, u should hav shut it down. WTH... why ask me to go outside and check if the desktop is off. It's ur job, not mine. Next time i won't even bother a bit. I totally agree wif the others.

结局

坐在空荡的房里 只有电视传来的童话
不停地猜测
每个段落的结尾是什么 每个故事的结局又是如何
脑海不知不觉 浮现了许多画面

不相信这些结局
相信这些只是画家在脑海里的作品
否认自己所看到的一切
想起自己的故事
幻想是什么 表情如何透露

那年的我们 想拥有同样的结局
但你选择了离开 分头走下这段路
活在两个世界的我们
就好像是第一次见面的陌生人
你变了吗?
只想回到那夏天的我
好自私 不善良
让你自由的我
只好静静离开我们共同的世界

你已开始找到你要的结局
一段漫长的时间 得到这分记忆
一瞬间 我们的故事也应该停止

My 2nd day of my consecutive four days of work. I realli hate myself these few days. Definitely, this was not the real JX. Perhaps the phrase is correct, 男人不流泪. COunter 2 today. The position not right ah. COunter 2 is more for left handers. But i think my colleagues ddefinitely cheered me up quite a bit even though they did not know wat happened. haha... During lunchtime, ate wif RP. He asked me a question. He was quite observant i muz say. haha... I thought of a solution to the problem right in the morning. Though it was difficult and i might even suffer, maybe i might try it. But... i dunno. Realli confused abt things. Argh, dun wanna think abt it. Makes me even more confused. Maybe i should juz enjoy my life now? But will it be damned empty.

I think today there was much more people than yesterdae. Today's counter 2 is like the job at counter 1 yesterdae. haha... Perhaps people will get out more on sundays? I wonder. hmm... All went quite smoothly? The things i do are almost like keep repeating? Except some stonings sometimes, but i will juz go back naturally wif my work. Was quite attentive. haha... Dinner was MAC. Juz few days back, i had eaten so much MAC at KAP. Today MAC again? LOL. No la... juz missed the filet o fish. It's onli me and RP, coz des need to do homework? Then the funny stuffs came. When coming back from my counter, i pulled back the door and i saw a bag. hmm... nothin wrong wif a bag hanging on a door. BUT... the weirdest things was a tortoise drawn on a piece of paper and pasted on the bag. Thought that that muz be either li wei or oi lian. Then tdy li wei not workin. COnfirm muz be oi lian liao. Then after that when i went back to the counter. Oi lian told me that it's vickie. hmm... OH PLS... since when tortoise is red colour de. No chance to say all these craps today coz i am not myself. haha...

Closing was super high today. Wif des dancing to a broom to the tune of jing hua lun? gosh... all super high. If onli i can be so high, that is onli i am drunk. But impossible, i can't drink alcohol de. Allergic to alcohol. haha... GOin off to rest liao. Third day of work tmr.

公主已会到了宫里, 过着幸福的生活. 做骑士的只能祝福还是祝福. 她已到了王子身边, 这位骑士却很无奈. 坐在空荡的操场上拿着吉他. 好想为她弹着那么一首歌. 但这首歌始终是一封寄不到的信. 弹着这首歌,他不知不觉想起了那段日子. 那段帮公主逃离一切的那段日子, 那段和她游玩的日子. 这些日子并没有一个值得纪念的一天, 但他已深深感受到了快乐. 那段日子, 公主也不禁想起了往事. 看着公主无奈的表情, 自己也不禁感到不知所措. 只能安慰还是安慰, 希望她会早些看见幸福的光芒. 这一天已到来. 骑士告诉自己该是时候放开了. 但经过了那段日子, 骑士能做到吗?　找了好几个办法．也许该静静地离开公主的世界．

Juz came back from work. Phew... TIring day. Erm wait... guess should erase tt. Should be a slacking day. Ya... Weekend today seems like a friday to me. Woke up today and told myself to get back to my normal self. Due to sth that happened yest night. Ya, she's right. Although i seem laughing away, but inside me it's in serious state. But i juz hope to get over wif it. I juz dun like the way i am behaving today. Kept laughing when inside i am not. What's wif me... Can't i juz let go? Some things juz cannot be explained. I kept on going in a daze today. The others added more weight to my mood. Haiz... I juz kept on denying. Maybe i will juz bury all the troubles wif my work. The next 3 days i will be workin, except wednesday. Juz gonna stress myself wif all the work. No work, find work. Yep, that's what i am goin to do. Enough of tt, hmm... let me go back to today.

I think nothing much happened in the morning. I still went on being myself wif a smile on my face doing cashier. (cashiers muz smile more.) haha... Erm all lasted till lunchtime. Went interchange to da bao. Then there was this commotion when i went to buy drinks at the stall at the near the interchange. Argument between a guy and a gal. I juz went in to get my drink. Hack care, my mood wasn't tt good as well. They better not get on my nerves. Then li wei was saying, " so yong gan ar? still dare to go in." Arugument is their problem.

I think afternoon was very slack bah. Juz noth much. RP came over to ask me why i am staring into space. Juz answered him no customers now bah. haha.. But overall i am still ok bah. Juz laughing ard. hehe... That's me bah. Although i hav troubles, i will still be smiling. Have people ever wondered if one is unhappy, the others will be affected as well? I juz dun wan tt to happen. Juz wan to bring smiles to everyone. So yep. That's me.

Yoshinoya for dinner at night. RP damned sad today due to someone not workin. haha... Keep on smiling away. LOL... Then we were treated to coke at night. Wonder wat's the occasion but i juz drink bah. haha... I didn't short today. Glad tt i hav divided my work and my other stuffs. Phew... I juz hope that tmr will be a good one. 今天好, 明天一定会更好...

|._"我是不是应该从你的世界静静离开..."_.|

hmm... it was almost eat, sleep and play today. haha... But sleep was 1/2 of my day today. I realli lacked a lot of sleep these few days. Juz delighted to be hibernating today. My mum was asking:" HUH? you going sleep again?" Ya, i realli got no choice. The next four days i am workin. haha... Still can't break my previous record of working six days straight. Think that was almost a year back liao. Was asked if i wanted to go punggol plaza in the morning. I admit that i was damned lazy now liao. And i wan to go for my run in the evening.

My sleeping times went from 1-3 then 4-6. Shiok. Now i got enough energy to face possible challenges. Especially when i am workin counter 1 tmr and counter 2 on sunday. hmm... Went for my run in the evening though i noe i was feeling hungry. I realli tot that i can take it. I was wrong. Ran two rounds around my area and i realli feel like fainting liao. Relaxed a while about 15 mins before i went back to normal. And i noe i almost blacked out. i struggled all the way to econ to get H2O. Think at least can retrieve energy to go back home. At least my estimation was correct bah.

Sort of relaxing at nite. Listening to songs and creating this entry. hmm... wat's installed for tmr.

._"这次会不会像上次的经历一样?"_.

Argh... damned tired of everything today. Think I am realli getting sick of everything. Went back to work today and I think i was at lost of wat i should do today. Everything was like goin all wrong for me. I juz can't stand it when i hav nothin to do. Time juz passes by slowly. Walked to work today coz my concession juz ended yesterdae. Brisk walking coz i was quite early. Still got 20 mins to work. Was quite tired after yesterdae's PH counter 1. And i juz didn't hav enough sleep. I yawning and sneezing all the way today. Took charge of the chinese dept today. I think i realli should thank the people workin yesterdae for packin the dept so neatly. hmm... Realli neat, all books are in perfect position. So went to help Text dept wif the packin instead. Took charge of two depts actually in the morning coz li wei comin at 2. Didn't noe that today's a holiday for primary sch and secondary sch. Until they told me. But i think the crowd wasn't that much today bah. Went off for lunch at 1. Curry chicken noodles. Think not enough coconut milk, quite watery bah.

hmm... there seems to be loads of troubles goin ard. haiz... DUnno bah... i wonder wat has been happening. Why are there so many troubles recently. Argh. Simple things why they can't juz understand simple stuffs. I think i am erupting today liao. Or else my entry today won't be like tt. Haiz... DUn say liao... Full of fire today. Though i hav been smiling away, i hav been damned pissed. THis other side of me juz dun come out quite often, unless i hav accumulated all angers. But this is juz wat i wan to say.

hmm... i might be handed a website project for me to work on, which is not confirmed yet. it's a school project but i wasn't given any details yet. Juz hope that the person will contact me soon.

._|"为什么对你舍不的人是我"|_.

01 August Tuesday

hmmm... for these two days, my posts are always after 12. Thanks to my school's national day rehearsals. Haha... I think today's routine was pretty much the same as yesterdae. Woke up late at 11 again today. Started to do my FYP presentation after that. haha... Though it's still days away frm my presentation, i still nid to prepare myself both mentally and "technically" for the presention. 要拼才会赢 LOL...

hmm.. hav to keep eating chinese medicines. Argh... nvm... juz do wat i am told to do so. But hope erm... It will onli be good not bad. haha... Left at 4.30 for the rehearsals today. I think the rehearsal today was pretty slack except that i ran quite a lot. Hmm... can feel that it's been a long time since i last exercised bah. I realli nid to run liao. But still sometimes i damned lazy. haha.. Will hav to go to the office and prepare for my demo for friday. Then i will hav to rush back to sch to do some sound editing. Then to meet vickie to help her in her project. haha.. Can't sleep late tmr liao.

31/07 Monday

hmm... nothin much in the morning except woke up at 11.30. It's been a long time since i had such a nice sleep manx. Got out of bed and was told that there's rice dumplings for breakfast. haha... Thanks to my mum. Yest went compass and buy. LOL... Long time neva eat rice dumpling liao bah. Come to think of it quite nice bah. Totally enjoyed it. Then my mum said that next time it's me who buy for her? o.0 OF coz..

Was having lunch and looking at vb codes at the same time. hmm... Didn't finish as well coz was damned full after rice dumpling. Maybe i juz can't wait for next semester to start. hmm... someone wants to eat sakae so much ah? haha... keep on say wanna treat me sakae? But no la... I help u not becoz of any rewards. But i realli feel like eating sakae sia. And i am serious...

Went for my sch's national day rehearsal. Left at 3.45 coz i need to go compass to buy stuffs at pop. Walkin into pop, saw KY liao. Asked me if i was workin today coz TEXT nobody. haha... Wanted to help but i realli can't. Need to rush off to sch liao. All realli dun believe that i goin sch. Say i confirm goin out play liao. Oh manx... my face dun look like i telling a lie wat? The rehearsal was quite smooth but shouldn't hav so many delays bah. Haiz... All onli ended at 10.30. Was quite afraid that i couldn't be in time to catch the last 161. So took 52 wif kian min instead. Then change to 156. Goin for another rehearsal tmr and maybe do my FYP presentation.

29/07/06 Saturday

hmm... Slacked ard in the morning coz there was noth much to be done. Chatted wif vickie online. Thanks to her, she occupied me wif sth to do for the whole afternoon. haha... Juz helping her out in her vb project bah... Didn't expect myself to finish it coz i didn't even learn how to connect to a access .mdb database before manx. I onli connected to a SQL database b4. haha... Watever it was i wanted to take up the challenge no matter wat. haha... maybe that's me bah. Neva giv up on things. Yeh manx... haha... i succeeded bah. But after that i wonder why i kept on laughing... Keep on smiling to myself. Till the extent that vickie say she wanted to send me to somewhere... Erm... i am ok la... haha... Juz overjoyed that's all. haha.. I think onli myself will noe the reason behind.

Went to cut my hair after tt. Damned thick liao... AFter that was a one person dinner meal wif satays and wantons... haha... Ate when i watched shi zhi lu kou bah... Coz i knew tt the food on shi zhi lu kou will confirm make me hungry. haha...

30/07/06 Sunday

Back to work again today. Went quite late bah.. coz of some reasons. Quite a lot of things to remember. Coz it's been a long time since i last did cashier liao. LOL... My phone is being bombed wif messages today. haha... Thanks to the updates on the school's national day rehearsal. Gonna reply all tmr. Real tired today. The morning was not bad bah. In fact for the whole day was quite ok.. The crowd was quite smooth. But was not used to the position of counter 2. I always do things slower in counter 2. If anyone realised tt. I rather do counter 1. The position is more correct leh. haha... RP kept saying tat when he get pay he wans to go for a food massage? haha.. .LOL... Tired meh? Maybe juz got used to it liao.. haha.. Lunch was wif vickie and RP. The reaction on vickie's face was like so weird again when she found out tt RP joining us. haha.. maybe erm... i admit feels a bit weird if u eat a meal wif a total stranger. haha...

Afternoon was damned busy as was flooded wif queues. haha... PAcked non stop again and i juz wasn't in the correct position in counter 2. haha.. vickie said counter 2 can "看门"? oh pls... i rather do counter 1. haha.. No la.. maybe any counter also can. Juz can work can liao. Dinner was juz wif vickie as RP say he wanna go zi you huo dong? weird... went to mac. Then suddenly received sms frm vickie askin for curry sauce when i was waiting for our food. haha.. I NOE LA.. we hav been fighting over curry sauce for like dunno how many times. in fact everytime we go mac. Everytime she will ask me not to take my curry sauce. Think in the end i will always eat chilli sauce wif fries. 礼让精神

Damned happy today. For these two days, my mood seems pretty good eh... haha.. i still thinkin why. No one enlighten me also. Today cashier was exact also. wat a beautiful day. haha...

Been writing a song named "结局". hmmm... should be posting soon in a couple of days liao.. haha...

Wanted to sleep late today as i didn't have to go for work today actually. hmm... thanks to my mum. Woke me up at 9. hahaa... Juz to go to the polyclinic to see the doc. hmm... she hav been wanting me to see the doc for a referral to the Skin Centre. So had to go tampines today. haiz... Realli felt like slackin. Nvm bah... Tmr still got one more slacking day. But i still nid to work on my FYP presentation. Still haven't start yet. Nid to work on it soon. After getting the referral letter to NSC, went for the travel jab. haha... yep.. goin to hong kong soon for a holiday in september i guess. Muhahaha...

Did noth much in the afternoon except to sleep. 2 hours of sleep. Seems so refreshed now... Juz prepared for a brand new day.. haha...

It's been days since i last posted. haha... I actually didn't wan such a short post in my previous entry. But i realli didn't noe wat to write. It was a whole list of troubles that i juz can't understand. Think the chinese paragraph below show explain some stuffs. Nothin much was done in the morning. Juz slacked and watched Lu Guang Shen Ling. Erm... till disc 9 liao? Not that slow bah. At a good speed liao. Think should be able to finish it quite fast. Juz nid a couple of days. Got off days tmr and sunday. muhahaha...

Went for work late today. 3pm. haha... It was actually an off day for me. But thought that they nid people to hang up the posters. Yep, so went back for work today. Met RP 2.15 at the control station. His first day of work. LOL... I think it went quite smoothly though. I have been quite busy these two days wif multi media stuffs i think. From packing, wrapping and all the way till hanging up photos. Guess that incident realli changed a lot of stuffs. I dunno why i hav an idea that workin life nowadays is much more different from the days before. hmm... The atmosphere was like so different. Weird... I juz nid a couple more days to understand bah. Throw rubbish at nite. haha.. .Throw until forgot all the cartons. Am i realli tt blur liao? hmm...

烦

这种感觉不是自己想要的
好烦 好无奈
这是自己吗?
回忆起从前自己小时候
当时的感受 并不是现在的矛盾
这又是为什么
旁人的眼力 是判断不出我的感受
虽然那次心里的麻醉消失了
但我是否该再次的麻醉自己
不告诉他们
逃避的一切 是否再次的把自己隐藏起来
也许我因该 开心的工作
忘记一切的不是
但 我做得到吗?

现在的心情 只有一个字能形容 乱

hmm... didn't blog yesterdae coz was quite busy wif stuffs. haha... woke up today a little bit earlier than before. Wanted to clear all the work that i have. Stressed all the way through till noon. Was in my colleague's cube when RP and his team called me for lunch. I was like askin them on which place to eat then meet them lata coz i still got some work to finish off. They say dun ask? Was like HUH... OK... So put aside wat i am doing and met them on the 1st level. Didn't ask where we were goin. Juz went straight to call for a cab. wahahaa... Juz one person who dunno where he is goin. Then heard Jerald saying dunno wat hotel. hmm.. then i knew it liao... going for buffet which means quite ex liao. haha... and indeed it was. Very...

The stuffs are not quite a lot though. JUz liked the cakes and my colleagues called it cai fan? hmm... maybe coz i mixed all stuffs together. Was like damned full once i finished everything. Went back to office and solved all troubles within 30 mins. haha.. Guess it's becoz of the refilled energy to work. hmm... Harnam treated me to starbucks coffee. hmm.. I think i realli should thank my colleagues that guided me through.

I was quite free then after 3 plus and juz rested around. Packed everything and went off at 5.30. Coz there was realli noth much that i can do.


只是想说

这次的我 坚决地做了决定
决对不会像上次一样礼让
虽然 现在离你的距离很远
但是 我希望在你遇到困难时
你会在转眼间 看到我
因为 不管在任何情况下
我不想再次的看到你受到任何的伤害
但是 现在的我
好想带你去一个地方… 但可以吗?

无际的苦恼

我已做了决定
还记得两年前 望到你的第一眼瞬间
眼前的你 就好像是一个陌生人
那时候的我 并不清楚眼前的图案
但我唯一知道的是 你已喜欢上了

时间就这样过着
或许 我认为自己只能帮上一个像课本的忙
一直不停的帮助你
在我当时度假的时候
窗外的风 就迎着我吹着
收到的消息 就是你已和他在一起
无助的我只能送上祝福
这种感觉已发生了两次

我一再的 一再的试着麻醉自己
试着爱上另一个女孩
但我知道这并不是自己要的
谈着 谈着
我就这样不知不觉的了解了你
也开始像骑士般守候着你
但心里的话决对不能说出口
告诉自己只能把你像妹妹看待

当他做了了断时
你也不停的诉说着你的痛苦
自己也觉得非常难受 但无能为力
望着你不愉快的日子 我竟了力把你的过去找回来
但知道自己不成功

那一刻的我 好想就这样守候着你
但是 自己将在一年里进兵
别人总说 一定会改变自己
所以为了不伤害你 我把想说的话藏了起来

就这样一个月已过
这样隐瞒的日子 并不好过
那天的你 让我说出了一切
问了自己是否犯了错
但自己知道 好想一直这样守护着这颗星

Finally i am back to post. wahhaha... It's been some days since i last posted. Countless days. Guess a lot of stuffs happened in the past few days but dun think i am goin to elaborate them. hahaha... Think today is the first day i am back to myself after finishing my reports. I think those people who saw me in the past few days can see me damned stress wif my FYP report. Finally it's over. It's time to celebrate? Dun think so. I still have my presentation to do. Which means that i will have to work on a powerpoint presentation. Woke up @ 8 in the morning to compile and bind my report together. Had to do some last minute work coz i finished at 2am yesterdae. Can't take it and went to sleep. It's been a dae of queue fighting on sunday till i was damned tired. Think i gonna have my 8 hours sleep tonight finally. Think i captured some thoughts on my bus trip today. Some nice ones this time. LOL..

The rain started pouring once i reached sch at 10. Been a long time since i last came back to school. Lots of changes and it's like a new environment. Met RP and packed everything inside an envelop for submission. Realised that a lot of people juz binded all their work together. hahaa... Went to Holland V for fast food after that coz it's shun lu?

Everyone was like left for lunch when i reached office. hmm... Not used to starting work at 12. But i did nothing much today. Maybe it's because this is my last week and i shouldn't be touching on a lot of stuffs. Gonna bring back some stuffs these few days or else i nid bring a traveler's bag there liao? haha... Juz realised that there seems loads of stuffs.

Left office at 6.10 and my frens asked me to sing the lian ai-ing while Rp went on drums while Reggie went on guitar? haha... juz for fun bah. But can almost say that it's perfect? LOL... Not bad la... Ate at the famous chicken rice stall after that . hmm.. forgot wat it is called but it's famous. Not bad bah. Nice food. haha... Played some pool and went back home at 9.30. Realised that this paragraph is short? haha... guess my eyes closing soon. Nid some sleep. Signs off.

--这无际的苦恼或许只是左右为难--

woke up at 8 and immediately turned on the com to check the score for the italy-germany world cup match. haha... And also turned on some music while preparing myself for work. hmm... i seem to be going over the same routine over and over again. LOL... I should be free after 4 August depending on when is my presentation. Gosh... wat to present. hmm... Took the train to work and damned sleepy. Was working on my report when i had a sudden pain on my head. Guess that is the consequenses of not enough sleep for several days. There was nothing much i could do today except to work on my report. 10000 words. and now i onli reached like 1/10 of it. Went for lunch at 12 and ate prawn noodles wif chopped chilli? Chillis wif lunch will always make up one of the best meals. haha...

Went back after lunch to continue working on my report. Guess i was damned stress. Then there was a sharp pain on my head liao. Haiz... Thanks to vickie, made it even worse. LOL... still ask me to guess stuffs. I was on brink of guessing it right. In fact i hav already got it right. Thanks to her la... Divert my attention. Argh... Nvm... But dunno why instead of making the pain sharper, she sort of made me less stressed. Thanks la... haha... hmm... can't find any nice blog skins to use. How i hope i hav photoshop to create one nice blog skin. But too bad, i dun hav that. Next time bah.

03 July

Working day today bah. Was quite free today coz i didn't get to install the softwares and thus i can't realli do my work. Haiz... And so time was like passing slow? Searched for some interesting article on asp stuffs. haha... then realised that i have to submit my FYP report on 17th which is juz like one or two weeks away? And looked at the number of words was like so shocking. Realli gonna test my typing speed liao. haha.. 10000 words. Yes... Ten thousand words. Gosh... Muz realli start typing. Everytime i blog is abt 300 words? hmmm 10000? Gosh... Gonna be nightmare. hmm... Tot thru abt the defination of dream in the morning when reformatting the desktop. Are dreams realli what we think too much in the day? Or sometimes they are nightmares? There might be no right or wrong answers. 梦里, 是否能看到问题的解决方法? 或者只是自己的一种想法?

02 July

Alarm rang at 7am in the morning. haha... Have to go for milk run 2006. Reached zouk quite late bah, have to change bus at douby ghaut. Heard on the way there, that lots of members hav already reached liao. There was noth much to do in the morning, except to stay in zouk for the air con. But before that, shifted some stuffs from the vehicles. hmm... loads of balloons were blown. there muz be 500 balloons by 11.30? But in the end there wasn't any more gas in the tank. So stopped at 300. Not bad le bah. Walked ard the area and shouted a lot juz like the rehearsal last time. But even if i shout, can't even go far. Went to collect lunch for the performers coz was one of the in charge. Guess there were realli loads of changes ard. I didn't hav the time to eat breakfast and lunch. I haven't eaten anything since the seoul garden yesterdae. But weird, wasn't realli hungry. Busy people can't feel hunger? LOL... The busiest peak period was during the parade. Have to form barriers to block part of the crowd. Reminds me of the times of sch concerts. haha... Gonna add "a pair of sunglasses" to my wishlist manx. Sometimes my eyes juz can't stand it. Was onli free after the parade ended. Think the job overall was juz ok bah. Went off at 5 but was quite tired. Remembered that i told my mum that i am not goin home for dinner. So reached home, had a good shower and went to compass to join pop peeps for dinner.

Reached there and saw vickie and oi lian at counter 2. Vickie's reaction was like damned weird when she saw me. HAHA... Juz like seeing alien walk by? DOTS... Passed oi lian the cd and her craps started coming in again. Even called greg lao gong? And the way she call me was like hair can stand. haha... Decided to eat KFC coz was like so long neva eat le? Zinger was damned nice. Didn't even talk when i was eating. Damned hungry wif the food. Concentrate on eating. hehe... Went back to pop after that to get my mouse for my desktop. hmm... and of coz back home to prepare for tomorrow's work.

My automatic waking up mode is on in the morning. Slept at 3am yesterdae but woke up at 9? That's like onli 6 hours of sleep? Tot that i could hibernate today but i juz couldn't go to sleep at 1am. haha... Well, sometimes stuffs can juz be unexpected. Seems like i can't hav 8 hours sleep tmr as well. I muz wake up at 7 to prepare for milk run 06. Went straight online for some time in the morning to wait for 11.30 to come. Tot that i didn't wan to eat anything, but in the end got asked to eat red bean pau. Luckily that's juz a small one. hahha... coz gonna meet pop peeps for seoul garden. Long time since i eat a buffet sia. Been hearing my colleagues saying abt buffets but juz didn't get the chance to eat buffets for a long time. Took LRT to compasspoint and i tot tt i will be the first to reach... But in the end NO? Anida, Vickie and Li wei already there liao. Maybe Rabbits can be late sometimes lar. But i wasn't the onli one that they are waiting for. That sounds better. hmm... duncan, oi lian and choy teng nt there yet. The trip to City Hall.. hmm... can say talkin abt photos that were taken yesterdae? haha... sensored stuffs sia. I think my energy level was quite low liao at that time. Due to the accumulated lack of sleep. haha... I was damned quiet today manx. Didn't talk much. But they sort of increased my energy level bah. Wif loads of craps. Then started walking to seoul garden at marina. Was wearing the Italy jersey today wif the number 7 behind. hmm...Soccer fans should noe who is number 7? Then Li wei was saying how to pronounce the name? hmm... Then vickie said ALIEN??? Erm... Thanks manx. Although i am in BLUE, but i am no alien. haha... The seoul garden buffet lunch today was abt 23 bucks. Reasonable for a weekend lunch? I dunno bah. Once in a while is juz fine. YEp.

hmm... yep so started eating. Guess i was the onli one who was eating from the start to the end continously. Maybe seoul garden once in a while is juz nice. haha... The soup base was quite nice also bah. Ginseng Chicken? But i think for the extra soup based we are charged extra bah. But since 4 people in one table so quite worth it. We were HIGH still the extend that we made fried noodles and fried rice. But was quite nice actually sia. It's sth to do wif the burnt taste. While me continued eating, they started snapping pictures ard. haha... Their ways of posing in pictures can be real weird till the extend of being sensored. LOL... Haiz... dunno why i keep kicking the chairs beside me whenever i get out of my chair. Pop peeps said i yesterdae drink a bit of vodka haven't recover. LOL... We finished at ard 3.30 bah. After we passed the farewelll presents to li wei. i will need to leave for work at 4 while they are going to watch movie at PS. Maybe i think i missed loads of fun. Saw some cvss people at marina also when i was juz coming out of the toliet. Erm... Think was nancy, kelly,... etc... haha...

Left marina and went to work at 4. Was sleeping on the train. Wif my accumulated lack of sleep i juz hoped that i can concentrate on the cashiering today and i think i did. Phew... There wasn't much people also bah. No one opened up my counter to my surprise. Maybe not much people so no one open? haha... Nothin much happened as i was at counter 3 today? Alone? hmm... Then the funny incident came. Blur doris. I was coming out frm the office. Then she said JX went home coz of sickness? Was like stunned? I still there? and GAN funny, said that she haven't recover from yesterdae's drunkness. LOL... Mopped a bit of the floor and went off alone. hmm... Was thikin abt this phrase that i tot when i was walkin back...

心里想要的那样物品 到底在哪间便利商店找的到

Was damned stunned when i reached work today. I can't boot up the laptop. hmm... Weird sia. Tot was quite ok yesterdae. Gave the laptop back to my colleague and went back to my work. Took another laptop out to install the stuffs bah. haha... How will life be without the internet. LOL... The prob has been solved. With that prob, i didn't sleep well last night. My mind was filled wif the probs. I am probably one person that tries my best to solve my errors? hehe... Heard from RP that he wanted to go buona vista to help cindy solve some dreamweaver probs? At first tot was quite lazy, didn't feel like goin far and the weather was like damned hot as well. But in the end still went. Curry chicken and rice for lunch. Not bad bah. In claypot somemore. Ice lemon tea to quench thirst. Damned thirsty. Went to 7-11 also to buy one bottle of snapple as well. On offer, $1.50 sia. Apple flavour. DUnno why nowadays i prefer apples. Went to cindy's workplace after that to help solve her probs. Thanks to reggie for telling me abt the flash programming job. But dun think i wan take up bah. Wanna continue my job at POP, since i already told them that i will be back to work ard august. Yep. MRT back to tiong bahru and walked back to office. And then the desktop failed on me. HAIZ... WTH sia. No choice. TOld my colleague and think monday then can solve liao. haha... no choice. Left office early then. Go home to relax after a tough week. But beginning to like this tempo.

Was online when i reached home before preparing to go for the chalet at downtown east. Juz realise that i goin to hav a busy weekend as well. 01/07 work @ pop 02/07 Milk Run 2006. haha... actually wanted to go to the doctor tmr. But too busy. Next week ba. Went compasspoint to meet up pop peeps at ard 9.20. Had to wait till everything was ready b4 we could even leave. Then oi lian started her craps. Say wat 6 of us. Then can split into two by two? haiz... Didn't listen to her craps la. Juz sat a single seat on the bus. Onli reached chalet at ard 11. Late sia. We were damned noisy until the guards came and gave us warnings. Imagine the noise that was made? WOW... All damned high. Drank a bit of vodka though i am sensitive to alcohol. hehe... Still ok now bah. Dunno if tmr will be ok. Should be ok la... Didn't eat much bbq food as well. Quite full after my dinner. Des showed a video that was done. Reminds me of my sch video award days when my team submitted video for competition. he done a good job bah. not bad. Took a cab back home wif alfred and li wei. Then alfred was like talkin abt dreams? o.0 haha... Made me think some bits as well. And li wei told tt she's also sensitivity. Gonna go to bed now. Damned tired.

hmm... I woke up late today again. Gosh... rushed like mad today. Still i ate a piece of toasted kaya bread before i left. I will neva be allowed to leave home without my breakfast this time. Haha... No choice. That's what the doc said. Guess it's becoz i hav been skipping breakfast sometimes? hmm... chatted wif vickie in teh morning. Been busy the whole day today. Haiz... after much discussions, still unable to solve the problem. But i believe that i will juz be solving it soon. That's my aim tomorrow. wahahhaa... Waited a long time for lunch today as Rp has got meeting. Didn't walk to tiong bahru today for lunch. So, settled for lunch at a nearby coffee shop where they are famous for lemon tea. Two pieces of lemon wif teh o. haa... The most cooling drink in a hot weather. The duck rice was not bad also. Helped colleagues da bao food and went straight back to work. So yep.

Received the new balance T shirt from teen games as well. Looked quite good la... It's white and orange. haha... looks like jersey. Received e-mail from cindy that there will be a meeting for the milk run tonight. hmm... Initially tot of goin play pool de. But nid to settle sunday's event first bah. So yep. SO met psp people at tiong bahru. Onli 4 of us initially? Kian min joined us after his work. Went to buy new earphones at tiong bahru pop also. Also left office at 6.10 bah. Phew... at least the meeting place is at tiong bahru. Met at the center for meeting. A lot of stuffs to remember bah since it's a big event. hmm... hope all goes successfully on sunday. Very big even sia.

Hope tomorrow i will get to solve the probs. Becoz of the probs i might not be able to sleep. I will end up eat sleep think prob.



new earphones

Full and damned full. Juz eaten erm... "supper"? Did tell my mum that i am not gonna have dinner at home tonight. But in the end she still cooked my share? Till now, damned full. Woke up in the morning onli at 8.15? Gonna be late for work liao. This is the dunno how many times i woke up so late. No choice. Didn't hav a chance to sleep 8 hours everydae. haiz... I nid my 8 hours sleep. But even without my 8 hours sleep today, I definitely felt quite glad today. hmm... maybe coz i finished loads of stuffs. Went off for lunch today. Wanted to get new earphones. Saw this sony earphone at tiong bahru pop. hmmm $17.90. Tot SK should hav. But in the end dun hav. Sian... Tmr muz go back tiong bahru to get it. It's wif winding case as well. Didn't hav much appetite today so was old chang kee for lunch. haha... Chicken nuggets and yam pie. Walked ard tiong bahru plaza after that. Noth much.

Went back to SK to join anida and li wei for dinner. The moment i went pop, funny stuffs happened. Oi lian started her craps and said "qing shou?" Then there goes alfred wif his lion roars. hmm... all too stressed? lol... Then went down to banquet for dinner. Ordered the nasi goreng pattaya. hmm... didn't noe why the rice like chicken rice. Quite nice though. But damned full.

Hope tmr will be a good day at work. Still a long way to go though. And i muz rush on my FYP report soon.

Woke up today at 6+. My dad juz came back from his night shift. So got woke up. It's been a long time since i woke up so early. Sigh... Juz laid on bed and did nothing except staring. Got out of bed at 8am and got ready for work. Left for work in a blur condition, hoping to get to the office by 9.30. I think i have been feeling damned stressed up recently. Loads of work to be done. My fever was back again today. But didn't care about it and continued working. I can't afford to leave work again. I dun wanna delay my stuffs. Drank one cup of my chrysanthemum tea that i bought that day. Then continued working. Could feel all the pressure in my head when i was working. Seeing stuffs that i hav neva seen before. Till now, i am feeling not that good. Going for the milk run rehearsals on saturday. Long time since i went for CCA. Erm... months? Hope will be exciting.

Joined pop people for dinner today. As usual loads of craps ar... Decided that we are goin seoul garden on the 30th. It will be in the evening. Guess it's goin to be interesting. But hav to rush there. Think it will be most likely in tampines. hmm... so from tiong bahru to tampines will be 35 mins i assume? Signing off here. Real tired. Need a rest.

Back to work today after my two days MC today. Loads of work for me to complete. It's back to those stressful days again. Sigh... Juz realised that it's juz 1.5 month more before my end of attachment. It seems like i hav a long way to go. I will then be given a well deserved holiday. muz 加油 liao. Did hav a chat wif vickie online in the day. Sometimes i think i am not a guy that could cheer people up. If not, maybe i could hav cheered myself up in times of troubles, but i didn't. Well, tmr there will be tons of work for me to do again. Nvm, juz be optimistic.

Happy 18th Bdae to vickie.

明天会更好!

12th June

Mentioned in the previous posts that i was very tired recently. And i fell sick yesterdae in the office. Went off for lunch alone and was already not feeling well. Quickly ate and went back to the office hoping to feel much better. But didn't. Felt worse. Sigh... Didn't wan to go back home initially as i thought that there was still loads of stuffs to be done. But in the end i cannot take it. Told my colleague and went to the doc in hougang. It's most probably due to too much stress. That's wat the doc said. Thd doc gave me a two days MC. Maybe it's true? But can't realli rest coz my work is already piling up. Maybe muz realli go to bed early everydae. Went back home, drank my medicine and immediately went to bed. My sleep wasn't a good one also, coz my phone kept ringing wif phonecalls and msg-es. haha... nvm abt tt coz i can still sleep at nite. lol... Was online at night to change my blog skin. Needed to change again. change to a better one. Guess there seems to be some errors. Watched disc 2 of king kong wif my mum until i dozed off on bed. Guess it's due to the effects of the flu medicine.

13th June

Woke up today rather late @ ard 12pm. haha... Was realli tired bah. Guess the previous week was a rather tired and stressful one. Realised that my frens are falling sick too. Received a msg frm reggie, but didn't reply coz i was in a very blur condition yest. Thanks... He fell sick also. Well, maybe nid to take good care of ourselves. Patiently awaited the arrival of my two niece-s. haha... Followed me ard the house which is wat they are normally doing. lol... Watched the 3rd disc of king kong wif aerial. haha.. she was like telling her mum of the king kong story after she watched the show. Suddenly felt my fever back in the afternoon and went back to bed. Slept 2 hours and woke up. Hope tmr will be a better day.

It's back to work today at pop. Been quite an enjoyable day yesterdae wif pop people. haha... Even visited the esplanade. Didn't actually quite noe what's really in the esplanade until i walked around yesterdae. haha.. like a tourist. The atmosphere on the rooftop of esplanade was great as well. Juz by looking at the waters around the area, a person will feel much better. Well, back to today. Woke up to the songs of my phone again as usual. My parents woke up damned early ay 7am to prepare for the chalet. Woke up a while and heard the voices of my aunts discussing of wat to bring and tried to get back to sleep. I guess i was realli tired these few days wif the stuffs happening ard me. i am realli tired. Juz felt like goin on a holiday and relax myself. Guess i am used to keeping things inside myself for the pass years. I definitely nid a break. Initially opened counter 3 today. Coz maggie said that i cannot open counter 1 as i am goin off early. But maggie asked me to close my counter as there wasn't much people. So there i went, going in front to help out. There was not much people i guess. Onli had to run back to my counter to open like one or two times? lol... Lunch was alone. Maggie told me in the office that i cannot eat wif my "gang" today. o.0 Told her that we decided our eating time and her expression was weird?

Went off 5pm for my family chalet. Glad to see all my cousins and niece-s. haha... Went off to play pool first. Very long since i last played pool. But... didn't noe that my cousin plays pool. Won 2 matches and lost 1. Went back to the chalet and my nieces were like all so energetic. While me, lying on bed. Already damned tired. Wanted to get home quickly for a rest. Phew and i did. There wasn't any bbq this time so it wasn't that great. Goin back to work tmr. hmm... Monday... the start of the week.

Finally back to blog. Erm... Four days since i last blogged. Been realli these few days rushing work stuffs. So it's been damned tired everydae since i reach home. BUt will try my best to keep the blog on going. Finally my rest day today. Five days of hard working days. That's what i been through. Woke up quite late today at abt 10.35. Continued where i left off in the fifa game yesterdae which i played till 1am? haha... basically juz slacking ard till i went back to sleep at 2pm. Pure slacking day today bah. Few of my aunties and my cousins reached my house. And i went out of my room in sleepy mood wif my hair all messed up due to lots of tossing. Quite normal though. We were preparing to go off for a thai dinner. Basically wat comes to my mind when eating a thai meal is tom yam? But didn't eat that today sia. Haiz... Didn't noe the eating place well. Had to meet my 2nd aunt at textile centre(which i dunno where as well, juz noe wat bus to take). Still muz walk some distance at jalan sultan sia. Then when entering the restaurant. I saw Ngee Ann pristiege. Got discounts sia. haha... that's 10% off the normal bill. haha... Kang Kung, Pomelo salad, Olive Rice, Pineapple Rice, Tauhu Goreng, Fried squid, Chendol and Durian Glutinous Rice were wat we ordered. 13 people( all my aunties, cousins and parents). It's been a long time since we had dinner together also. Went to suntec wif my parents after dinner. Before today i hav been like always working saturdays and seldom goin out wif my parents. Wanted to go into the PC show to look at stuffs but closed at 8 so walked ard suntec and went into carrefour. Got my first experience in drinking blueberry juice. Guess the taste is quite different frm blueberry bread? Tired after eating and some window "shopping"? haha... Gotta get back to work tmr. Hope all goes well. JX signing off.

Didn't blog yesterdae coz i was damned tired when i came back from work. Loads of work need to be done by me sia. Maybe that's part of the reason why i hav been very frustrated wif myself recently. Today's no different. I was damned frustrated till the extent that i talked back on my mum's scolding. I realli need to find back the old me i guess. And i guess it's most likely due to my work. Juz hope to find back the old me. No mood. Signing off.

Sunday 28/05

Pure slacking today. Woke up at 11 today and didn't noe wat to do. Heard from my mum that my niece-s are coming. lol... Long time since i saw them also. Ivy is in NP but it will onli be october or so before i will be back in school. Heard from her that her block is at blk 26? Erm.. mine is blk 27 and 31? But where is blk 26? No idea sia. Signing off now. Need to get to bed and prepare for work tmr.

Juz received one of the photos that me and my cousins took during CNY sia. haha... Now then receive.




Saturday 27/05

My day of work @ pop today. Final day before i get my well earned rest on sunday. woohoo... Woke up as usual @ 9. Should be working on sunday but actually swapped wif pei lin that day. SO yepz. Didn't manage to help out in the milk run auditions which my cca needed people for. But nvm... Hmm... SO how's the day? Not bad at all though it's the 2nd day of promotion and i expected the crowds. Lol... Didn't noe that the manager is juz standing behind us during the morning briefing until vickie asked me who is she. Good question sia. Didn't noe that she is the manager at first de. Onli through wat she said then i confirmed. Went back to counter 3 after the briefing. Today's the first day i got my name on the receipt sia. haha... weird feeling though. It's like a form of responsiblity? Everything was quite messy since morning. hmm... Tried to multi task and helped the multi media do stuffs but i realli can't. The queues juz continued going on and on. Maybe it's due to the school holidays and it's promotion. Even had difficulties closing my counter for lunch.

Li Wei joined us for lunch sia. hmm... Li wei pushed the responsibility of thinking wat to eat for lunch to vickie. Then vickie pushed to me? Argh... Thanks manx. Too bad i got no one to push to. Juz went to B1 then to descide wat to eat. Seldom eat KFC during lunch sia. Today's an exception. Used the coupons that i took that day from tiong bahru. Two piece chicken meal for $4.95. Months since i last ate that. Always ordered zinger.

It was after lunch that was the busiest period of all. I think the manager was good. haha... She was quite helpful in stuffs actually. There was a customer who wanted to register for member but he made the payment. She helped me in explaining to the customer of the steps that muz be done. Then there was another incident where MC asked me if i noe the steps in redeeming the cd rama card. Neva do b4 so don't realli noe. Then asked her to ask yvonne the assistant manager. Surprised that she said that maggie,the manager asked her not to call yvonne for help. Surprised sia. She's one considerate manager.

Went to the pasar malam to search for food to eat wif vickie. We were at loads of craps again. haha... Hoped that all these craps realli cheered her up. haha... Maybe i am not a good consoler as tagged on duncan's blog. And i am not realli good at cheering people up. =) hmm... we didn't noe that the guy will add cheese to the burger sia. Juz dun like the smell of cheese as i dun drink milk. Erm... onli soya bean milk or chocolate milk? Maybe considered milk as well.

At 9+, maggie asked me to close my counter to go to the front counter as there wasn't much people behind liao. SO closed and went in front. Then oi lian said, "Next week u counter 1." Juz replied i dun mind. Wah then she asked maggie to giv me counter 1 every week sia. Stressful... Ending the entry here. Juz enjoyed my day at work.

It's been 3 days since i last blogged. Been reflecting a lot and i think my mood is realli bad during the 3 days tt i didn't blog. Thanks to my frens who hav been out there for me. I hav came to my own conclusion so i am fine. Thanks to all=). Hav been havin insufficient sleep sia. Yesterdae still reached home at 11.45. I nid one more day to hibernate again. hmm.. that will be sunday? dunno. I think today has been a rather normal one. Thanks to all my loyal blog viewers for reading my daily newspaper. Saw Jia Hao at the mrt station today sia. He's in np too. 2nd or 3rd time seeing him liao. That time was on bus 88. Was rather quiet on the train coz i was realli tired and no energy to talk. Immediately dozed off. Maybe i am weird. I will always wake up automatically once my stop is reaching. haha...

Lunch today was at Holland Drive. Coz RP went to other places for work. hmm... Am so lucky that i got train concession. Took train to buona vista. The weather was that damned hot and i am wearing black. Sigh... next time muz see weather forecast b4 i go out of my house. But is it goin to be accurate? lol... Should hav worn white sia. Ordered dried prawn noodles. Nice sia. The chilli is shiok. Oh ya, and i am back to eating chilli. Muhahaha... Without chilli i will hav no appetite sometimes. Juz glad to be back eating chilli. Juz left lots of bean sprouts behind and finished eating the noodles. Dun realli liek bean sprouts sia.

Seen the picture below? The so-called trailer? Was asked by reggie to be the one in charged of sound editing? haha... didn't realli agree to it bah. But will see how... If i hav the time i will do it. He has already done episode 1. SO stay tuned to it. Should be putting the link here soon anytime. And the show will be called MR LOLX. Dunno why he gave the show this name sia. hmm... will ask him to improve on it. But can't say much la... He's the creator also. Well, that's all for today.

|-.朋友能把黑暗的过去照亮起来.-|

Geez... a production by my fren... but wat is tt?

As said during dinner today, my blog entry will be quite long bah. lol... Today went back to pop to work after a slacking day yesterdae. Woke up at 8.15 sia. Dunno why i woke up so damned early as well. Did nothin actually except lying on bed and staring at the ceiling. Stare and stare until all the way till 9 then dragged myself out of bed. I think the morning was quite slack. Helping the english dept to pack books and wrap books. Then was asked by MC to shift stuffs here and there. Rather hav work to do rather than noth. Wif work, time of coz will pass faster. Today lunch weird sia. Everyone got da bao from home. No choice, me go 4th level and da bao. hmm... the ba cho mee too much vinegar sia. Although asked the uncle to put more, BUT PLS... common sense will tell tt i dun nid that much. If onli i had more chilli. Didn't finish the whole packet coz below too sour.

Went back to work and continued wrapping books. Served customers. Then went in counter 3 and helped wif the packing. Pei Lin was saying wan to eat maggi mee coz she dunno wat to eat? LOL... eat so unhealthy food sia. TT day i still ate the curry flavour de. Tt one is realli spicy. Then was talkin abt which flavour. Guess she wasn't serious de la. I think if i go back to work there in august i will hav a hard time thinkin almost everydae sia. In the end decided to go pasar malam to buy food. The smell of chou dou fu. The phobia of everyone who were eating 7. Everyone was like covering their noses. While me, juz walk normally. Then was sniffing, no smell wat. My nose spoil meh? lol... We bought the wholesome pack of malay noodles. It's like WOW... so big packet for 2 dollars. 5 packets in total. No chopsticks sia. Then choy teng was saying, eat using hand. -_- Sigh... In the end went to 2nd level take. Li wei and choy teng was like dun dare go in take? haha...

Closing was the scariest part sia. Counter 1 short of more than 10 bucks? Was like shit.. i did touch counter 1 today sia. Sian liao. Then in the end got one 50 bucks didn't count. Scary sia. Tomorrow goin back to work again. Better go sleep early.

Actually woke up at 11 today sia. haha... Think deserved a well earned break after a long week. Spent the morning playing some games and listening to songs of coz. There wasn't much to do as well. haha... Slacking was the onli thing i did today sia.

Going pop to work tmr. Hope all goes well.

Finally it's a friday liao. Have been waiting for the weekend for quite long liao. Finally can have a good rest during the weekends although i am still working on sunday. haha... Today was damned funny sia. Till now can't realli stop laughing. lol... Did my log in the morning since there was noth much to be done actually. Received the news that i muz submit my report on 17th july. hmm... Although it's abt 1-2 months away, i think muz start preparing liao. Went to valley point for lunch. First time going there bah. Didn't noe that it's an office tower initially. haha... It's juz opposite of my office building. Went to a cafe and ordered roasted duck noodles and one cup of lime juice. Wasn't full at all. So decided to go wif my colleagues to NTUC to buy some finger food. Saw magnum ice cream at offer price sia. haha... buy one get one free. First time eating also. The choc layer is damned nice. Bought cup noodles as well. Thanks to Rp , he said tt curry flavour nicer. Then went back to the office, played some table soccer as well as darts. Didn't noe tt some of my colleagues damned pro in table soccer. If i play, confirm get trashed by them. The funny part came. Went into Rp cubicle, then my colleague Jasmine asked me if i also free ah? Then i said "erm... can say so bah..." She asked me and rp to go cut some fruits. LOL... HOW TO SLICE KIWI? Luckily RP noe sia. haha... Claiming himself to be the da chu. Asked him if he is the 大除 or the 大橱. Funny sia. Then another of my colleague walked into the pantry. Shocked to see wat we doing as well. Doing home econs sia. haha... After eating the fruits, took out cup noodles to eat. muhahaha...

Been a very busy day doing stuffs today. Started all the way in the morning and did all the way till lunchtime. Work is starting to pile up which is a good news to me actually. Noth much to blog about today. Went over to buona vista for lunch today also. The weather was like damned hot and me sweating non stop manx. Totally tired. Nid some energy.

Woke up today @ 7.45. Actually should be waking up @ 8. My mum didn't noe that i set the alarm which i did every morning. I didn't wan her to wake me up today. Juz wanted her to go rest coz she's sick. Haiz... but she insisted on making me breakfast as i hav been very weak for the past 2 weeks. Maybe i shouldn't be skipping anymore meals. That's juz me. Once i work, it's hard for me to stop. So i tend to forget abt meals sometimes. Went to tiong bahru for lunch today. Tried the new stall which sells the indonesian food. The same one which is in plaza singapura. Not bad sia. Almost the same. There's always long queues at PS. Went back frm lunch and there was like serious discussions on where to go after work. Someone even suggested K box. Was like HUH! Yesterdae juz eat sushi sia, today goin to spend so much again? In the end settled for pool near school. Been a long time since i last went anywhere near sch or inside sch. haha...

Left work at 6.05. Took 970 to change to 61. Initially decided to meet at 6.40. But i dun think can make it. Judging by the traffic. Been months since i last played pool sia. Lost a lot of rounds as my skills very very rusty liao. Remembered tt my last time in pool was immediately after the exams? Gosh... That was way back in febuary? Ate dinner at al-ameen after tt. The nasi goreng pattaya was nice also. haha... reminds me of jalan kayu. Added one more egg prata to my stomache as well. My meals are getting more and more heavy. Maybe i need to eat more also? lol... Its the long bus journey back home again. Kinda miss bus journeys also. haha... I hav been taking train everyday during my attachment period sia. Tired... Need a gd nite sleep.

Had a scare of my life today manx. Sigh... Will elaborate below. Woke up today without being blur today. Was quite free today until i received my mum's phone call in the afternoon. When i was still working on some stuffs. Already quite fed up. She suddenly said that the doc suspect that i got asthma? I was like HUH? How is that possible. Even though i almost had it when i was very young. That was a frightening experience manx. If i remembered correctly, i used the oxygen stuff also? Can't remember clearly wat's tt also. I even argued wif my mum sia. Know that i shouldn't be doing tt. Initially planneed for a sushi buffet in the evening. She asked me to cancell it and go to the doc. I was thinking it's quite impossible. Suddenly i got no mood to work further. Even started to search the web on symptoms on asthma. I was also afraid that i might end up in the hospital. Left the office at 4+ to see the doc. My dad's car broke down on the way to tiong bahru. SO took train down to the kallang instead. Wanna hear wat the doc has got to say. I described my situation to the doc. Then in the end he said that it's medicine allergy not asthma. Well, i think next time shouldn't confirm anything on phone calls. It's not 100% true. The doc didn't charge me any fee though and changed my medicine as well. Phew... The doc even ask me to eat vegetarian? HUH! eat vegetarian??? sure a not??? No meat = no energy la.

So called up my frens and told them to meet at city hall for sakae buffet. Maybe a sushi feast may fit me. Coz not much meat also. Loads of rice and seaweed. haha... It's been a long time since i last ate sushi sia. Maybe since my industrial attachment started, didnt even hav a chance to hav a nice chat wif my frens sia. Chatted non stop today. Even chatted till the extend when we called azrin up and chat also. He got attached sia. haha... guess next chalet fewer and fewer people playing PS2 liao. Cannot form soccer team also. The sushi was great i think. But ate too much. Stomache was like damned full and 4 sushis in front of me. Eh... dunno the japanese name but three is wif corn and one wif scallop. Wastage of food will result in more charge. Juz swallowed one down and asked the others to finish the rest. muhahaa...

I think after the big scare today, i believe that i should take the doc's advise instead. But turning to vegetarian temporary... This problem, i still dunno. Will see about it. But dun think so la. 明天会更好...

Nothing much to blog about today. hmm... continuing from yesterdae. Closing was quite smooth yesterdae. Was the first time the AM closed counter. Luckily neva short. Talked quite a lot wif vickie on the way back. lol... She funny la... The AM walked pass us. Guess she's goin to take 965. Then vickie said, what if the AM tot we... Goodness. Think too much la. 不可能... Then went to take the LRT instead. Coz initially wanted to take 965. Changed my mind. lol... Then went up saw gan. Zhu Ding muz see one sup b4 reaching home.

For today, there was nothing much. Normal routine again. Juz doing the stuffs tt i left behind on thursday. The air con today was extremely cold again. Thanks to my colleague, he told me when to off the air con tt day. Or else, guess i will nid to MC liao. lol...

juz came back frm work and feeling damned tired and sick. I was already nt feeling well in the morning till the extend tt i didn't even noe tt i snoozed my alarm. Luckily, mum woke me up at 9.15. If not, i dunno i will sleep until when. Didn't tell anyone tt i was not feeling well in the morning. Juz dragged myself to work and hoping tt not so stressful today even though it's counter 1. Was so blur in the morning till i forgotten to record stuff. But luickily still remembered in the end. The morning was so so as there wasn't much people. Guess it's becoz it's the last day of the long weekend. Heard that there was a lot of customers yesterdae as well. Initially tot tt i was goin to eat 12 today. Then pei lin say she wanted to eat 12? So ate 2 instead. Wasn't feeling good at all. Wanted to vomit out when doing counter. At least nobody found out. Phew..

Lunch was char siew rice wif vickie and choy teng. The thing was tt i couldn't eat chilli and too cold drinks today. Very tempting sia. On my left and right both eating chilli and ice blended. Haiz... No choice. Then talked abt a lot of stuffs sia. There goes their BFs topic. Gosh i am the guy there and they talking abt their BFs stuffs. Haiz... WTH sia. Pulled myself back to work again. Have to 忍 throughout.

Set the date for the next k box during dinner. So many people goin? Later my voice cannot come out. Can't sing in front of so many people. Very shy la... haha... Was better in the afternoon i guess. Clearing queues. There wasn't as much people like vesak day. Phew...

Sudddenly no energy to type further. to be continuedd.....

Pheww.... juz came back from the bedok market. Eh... not exactly market i guess. It's a place like a lot of eating places. Erm.. at bedok rd? Took bus 27 and changed to bus 10 to reach there. It's mother's day tmr and i am working. Tot thru the whole afternoon and didn't noe wat to get for my mum. hmm... my cousins met at my house and finally set off at 7.15. Reached there 8.15 liao. Guess people will wait till tmr and celebrate mother's day. There wasn't a lot of people at the zhu chao stall. Quite quiet actually. Ordered 9 dishes. Till now, still damned full. There's crab and even 麦片虾. lol... Not bad sia the food. Next time can go there eat again. Cooling environment also. Thanks to my aunt's good recommendation. But hmm... my mum restricted my eating diet. No chilli, no cold drinks, no fried food. Gosh... the most important thing is no chilli. SIgh... Paid for my mum's share. Maybe it's not enough as a mother's day present. Muz think of sth.

Tmr back to work again. Counter 1 again.

What will life be like for me without chilli for the next few days. Gosh... Can't imagine what will life be like. Was coughing in some mornings for the past days and decided to see the doc today. The doc even said the mian yi xi tong not good? Even got scolded by my mum for not eating enough? hmm... NOT POSSIBLE... I think i ate more than enough. I need chilli in my food manx. Sianz... Came back frm the doc @ ard 1 plus and slept for two hours. It's been a long time since i had such a rest. Phew...

hmm... what else can i say now? Totally tired out. Guess when i hold my hands up, my hands will be shivering. Dunno why. It's been a long time since i did counter one i guess. And worst still today is a public holiday. Reached work at ard 10.05. The store seems to be WOW. So many stocks till no place to walk liao. Didn't get to see the new manager as well. The crowds started coming in as early as 11. So was busy all the way frm 11 onwards. Pei lin went to help MC for her dept in the morning. So was quite challenging actually also bah. haha... Tried my best to clear the queue asap. A bit rusty also while packing. Totally no speed. Guess have been sitting in front of my laptop for too long these days. Onli my fingers get the exercise. LOL... Sometimes it seems to be more interesting wif queues. Yep...

Lunch was juz char siew rice frm cold storage. Noth much. Juz forgt to get some herbal tea. Or should hav gotten some coffee. Remembered during the o level revisions where i used to buy packets of 2-in-1 coffee to perk myself up for revision. Then it's back to more packings and scannings.

Short of 4 bucks plus during closing. But should hav excess of 70 cents by right. That's becoz of some reasons. My fault. Too blur. Gotta go rest. Tired...

phew today got the time to blog again. Yet to eat dinner sia. Damned hungry. Waiting for my mum to bring my dinner back home. Didn't wan to da bao from tiong bahru, coz i hav been eating there for the past few days. Enough liao. Woke up rather late today. Have been snoozing my HP Alarm since 7.45. Snoozed all the way till 8.10. Very tired. But i did sleep early yesterdae. Waited for some time at outram mrt stn. Wonder wat happen. Work today was stressful. Gosh... Hav never learnt such a thing b4. Tried my very best till headache. My colleagues didn't join us for lunch today. All rather stressed doing their own stuffs i think. Went for the famous fried kway teow and one cup of lemon tea. Gulped down under such hot weather. Shiok. Went off to NTUC after tt and bought honey stars. Dunno why sometimes i can think better when i am chewing food. But this one will be rather loud coz it's damned crispy. ha...

Goin off soon to watch the vesak day special. hmm... heard tt got special performance of chinese instruments to play the song frm da chang jin. Hav got cao ge, ah du and daniel zhang also.

Finally changed the skin of my blog liao. haha... Spent some time changing everything though. Even the tagboard colours are also changed. Wanted to spend some time creating a blog skin but hav got no time to do tt. Sometimes i dun even hav the time to blog. Juz hope tt i will hav more time to blog in future.

Went to work as usual today. The same routine everyday till july i guess. hmm... Today seems to be the 9th day of my consecutive working days. Been very tired. Definitely wished tt i could hav some rest and a holiday abroad as well. Well, the place i hav been wanting to go is maybe Hong Kong I guess. Remembered tt the last time i went there was in primary school? Didn't even hav a chance to see how the new airport looks like. My parents went there weeks ago. hmm... Didn't eat breakfast in the morning, even though i brought some cake. In no mood to eat. Juz covered myself wif work to do. But actually was in no mood to do anything as well. I think i even made some mistakes in the things i do.

But i did take lunch though. RP went off to eat wif his team and that means i hav to eat alone. Trying to improve my mood, went off to tiong bahru to walk ard and rented a chinese movie. Of coz i didn't rent sad movies though. ha... Da bao-ed my lunch and went back to office. Continued working all the way till 6 in the evening.

It's been some days since i last blogged. haha... quite busy. Even reached home at 11 this tuesday. Maybe too much activities. Lol... I think today was a rather normal one. I think i hav to wake up 7.45am every morning liao. Purpose? To reach workplace earlier and to leave a good impression. Still remembered yesterdae when i reached my workplace at 9.30. One of my colleague was sitting at my cubicle. He asked me so late ah, supposed to reach at 9? Juz told him that i woke up late. Then no choice then, have to wake up 7.45 liao. So today dragged myself out of bed at 7.45. Fortunately slept quite early yesterdae after watching one episode of da chang jin. Didn't have to carry my laptop off to work. That lightened my load quite a bit.

I think the whole of today was rather relaxing. Didn't hav much work to do since i finished them all yesterdae. Dun realli like to keep work till the last min. Well, have to wait for new work to come in. One of reggie's colleague joined us for lunch at KFC. He shared some of his life experiences. I think he work in quite a number of areas. He even worked as a reporter before. Maybe future is realli unpredictable.

Went to pop to help my cousin buy a chinese dictionary and a G1 pen. Shocked to see the long queue. Alfred still asked me if i come watch show. Wished to help but i dun think it's good without my uniform but i did hav a name tag wif me though. In the end didn't help. Guess there's realli shortage of people working.